my naughty female president
Chapter 176: The Missing Part
Mu Xichun stood quietly on the wooden bridge outside the pavilion, she obviously just discovered my existence, it seemed that she did not expect to meet me again in this place, her expression was stunned with a trace of unconcealable sadness.
She stopped and looked at me quietly, her sad eyes seemed a little dull, but gradually her mood seemed to change, which can be seen from her slightly rising and falling chest.
I stood up slowly and looked at her.She was wearing a turtleneck jacket with a pair of slim-fit flared pants. Her hair was loosely loose, probably because it was blown up by the wind, and she looked a bit bleak.
I couldn't help but feel sad looking at her face, but after two days, she looked even more haggard and thinner!
"The work here seems to have been completed. It's so beautiful. It's true that you copied the design drawings yourself!" I took the lead to break the silence and looked around pretending to be calm. silence.
"I designed this bridge according to your ideas. I wonder if it is what you envisioned?" Mu Xichun slightly turned to face the lake, and said in a low tone.
"Actually, I was just talking casually, but now it seems that this design has become a bright spot! Naturally, it is much better than I imagined!"
"It's a pity that there is still the last one that has not been completed!"
"What is it?" I looked around and didn't think there was anything wrong.
"I planned to engrave a couplet on the pillars of this pavilion for us to think about together, so as to witness our love! I didn't expect you to leave me before it was completed!" Her tone became a little bit Trembling slightly.Although I can't see her face, I can tell that her eyes are probably already warm!
Feeling disappointed, I walked slowly outside the pavilion and stood side by side with her, and glanced back at the pair of blank colonnades, and after she reminded me, I really felt a little missing.
We stood silently on the wooden bridge, looking at the quiet lake in front of us, we didn't talk anymore, but my heart couldn't be as calm as it seemed on the surface, and my thoughts came like a tide.
I'm afraid this is the last time I will be in contact with her at a quiet distance. In another twenty hours or so, I will completely leave this city, and I'm afraid I will never come back in this life.This moment will be frozen in my life forever!
"Actually, that girl is a temporary substitute you found, right? Did you do it for me on purpose?" After a long time, she finally spoke again, her voice calmed down, but God knows if her heart is not the same as hers. The tone is equally calm.
"..." I was dumbfounded for a while. In fact, I also know that this kind of trick can't deceive her. If it's a normal person, I'm afraid no one can make a new love just a few days after breaking up. A relationship with no real emotional investment at all, and apparently I'm neither!
"Do you think this will end the relationship between us faster? It would be great if this is the case, but unfortunately I can't do it! In fact, I know that you are not as easy as you seem, I just don't understand, Why did you back off all of a sudden?"
She turned to look at me, eyes full of sadness.
"Can you tell me, let me die to understand, what is it for?" Two lines of tears slowly slipped from the corners of her eyes, and she wiped them away fiercely, looking at me stubbornly.
"Actually, although I don't agree with what your father said, I think it makes sense. Love only occupies a small part of life. Compared with a person's life, it is actually insignificant. If you give up too much for love, you will often think about it. It’s not worth the loss. You loved me and I loved you, that’s enough for me, why tear each other apart just to be together!”
"But it's not enough for me!" Mu Xichun's words became fierce.
"Since we love each other, why can't we go on together? Can the love that can't have each other be called love? Life is very long, and there are indeed many things besides love, but is life without love really meaningful?"
"Is it meaningful to give up your life for love? Isn't the meaning of love to make life perfect? The pursuit of so-called love at the expense of the basics, I'm afraid you will realize in the end that what you give up all your pursuits is just an illusory dream! I I don't want you to regret it, and I don't want to find out that we only have each other when you and I no longer cherish each other, that would be the greatest sorrow!"
"How do you know that I will regret it? You don't even have the courage to try, why do you say that? Could it be that just a few words from my father made you give up?" She stepped forward and stood in front of me, eyes dead Staring at me dead, tears streaming out.
"Yes, you're right, I don't have the courage, and I even think that Awei is the most suitable person for you. I admit that I am really tired, and I really don't want to hold on anymore, because I feel To bear so much pressure for love is not what I want at all, I feel too tired, and I feel that the gain outweighs the loss!" I almost didn't type out these words, and blurted out.
Mu Xichun stared at me closely, smiled bleakly, tears streaming down her face.
"It turns out that this is your real thought! It turns out that you still have so many considerations about love! The gain outweighs the loss? Haha! So you think loving me is not worth the pressure you have to bear? So you think my love is not worth it to you. Is it a burden that makes you tired? I understand!" She turned around slowly, covering her face and crying...
My conscience felt sharp pangs again, and this time I really hurt her softness.She knew I was covering up my attitude towards her before, and she saw through the play I played in the bar, but what I said just now undoubtedly became a sharp arrow that shattered all her fantasies, I know, I Finally succeeded in hitting her vitals...
I saw her crying and involuntarily wanted to stretch out my hand, but my hand froze in the air when I stretched out halfway. I have no right to wipe her tears anymore. Her sadness can only be left to her to clean up...
I slowly turned around and walked into the pavilion again, leaning on the railing and silently watching the distant lights gradually become blurred in my eyes, I wiped my eye sockets silently, and my hands were wet.
I stood quietly in the pavilion, with a calm lake in front of my eyes, and a woman's silent sobs beside my ears.It was as if time and space slowly froze at this moment, and her tears seemed to pass through thousands of years before my eyes, and finally condensed into a crystal clear amber, dripping in my heart, becoming an unhealable pain in my heart, which cannot be plucked out. Cut, can't touch...
After tonight, maybe we really become strangers, should I be happy?But why do I burst into tears?
After a long time, Mu Xichun finally calmed down. Under the bright street lights in the park, she walked towards me with slightly swollen eyes.
I sniffed, trying not to let her see my face hidden in the shadows, where there were still tears that hadn't dried.
"Can you help me with the last thing?" She stood behind me, her tone had stabilized.
I furtively turned around and said, "What's the matter? If I can do it, I won't refuse!"
"I suddenly want to eat mango!"
I was stunned, I didn't expect her to change the topic so quickly, and I was caught off guard and stunned on the spot.
But I recovered right away. Although I couldn't figure out why she suddenly wanted to eat mangoes, since it was her last request, of course I had to satisfy her.
"Wait, I'll buy it for you!" I said as I hurried out.
"You don't need to buy it, there are ready-made ones here!" Mu Xichun called me to stop me just two steps away.
"Here?" I was a little confused.
"That's right, there is a mango tree on the west side of the park. I have seen it. There are a few mangoes on the tree that are already ripe. Go up and pick them for me!" Mu Xichun stepped forward, with a look of despair on his face. as indifferent.
I was at a loss for a while, I didn't expect that the last thing she asked me to do was to climb a tree to help her pick mangoes.
But since I have promised her, I must do it. Isn't it just climbing a tree? Naturally, all the children in the countryside have this skill, and I am no exception. I was even the best among them when I was young.
But when I came to the mango tree, I was stunned. There was indeed a mango tree in front of me, and there were indeed two huge mangoes hanging on the top of the tree, which were particularly conspicuous under the illumination of the street lamps.
What made me stunned on the spot was that although the tree was not very strong, it was extremely tall, as high as a three-story building.
Although it was no problem for me when I was young to climb trees and dig out bird nests to pick fruit from trees much taller than this one, but that was my childhood after all.Now I’m in my twenties and I’m in my thirties. With a height of [-] meters, I’m no longer the young man who was as light as a swallow. Now I want to climb such a high tree to pick a few mangoes. I’m really guilty. .
"What's wrong? Don't you dare?" Mu Xichun asked when he saw me standing in front of the tree looking at the tree and paying attention.
I shook my head and didn't speak. Normally, I would never do such a stupid thing because of her words, although I love her more than myself.
But now it is not usual, since she said that this is her last request, even if I risk it, I will fulfill her wish, although I still haven't figured out what her intentions are.
I took off my shoes and socks, spit on my hands, walked to the tree and tried a few times, and finally mastered this skill slowly by relying on the memory of climbing trees when I was a child. Although it was very difficult, my feet finally left the ground .
There are two most difficult parts of climbing a tree. One is when you start to climb, because the lower part of the tree is generally very smooth and there are no branches to use. It's getting easier.
The second difficulty is that when climbing to the crown of the tree, it is easy to cause fear due to the height, and the branches of the treetop are thinner, and it is easy to shake when standing on it, making it difficult to grasp the balance.
Unfortunately, this tree has two difficulties. Although the tree is not thick, the lower part of the trunk is very smooth and has no branches, and the branches with mango hanging on the top of the tree are extremely thin, which is really difficult for me. This big man over five feet.
It took a lot of effort to finally pass the first difficulty. When I climbed the first branch with my hand, I was already tired, panting and sweating profusely, and felt a dull pain in my legs. Needless to say I was scratched by the bark.
I wrapped my body tightly around the tree like a timid sloth, and took a short rest with my hands hanging on the branches.
Mu Xichun under the tree put her arms around her head and looked at me quietly. Under the light, her expression was solemn, she didn't know whether she was indifferent or worried about me.
After I regained my physical strength, I continued to climb up. Although the difficulty of the next step was reduced a lot, the danger increased accordingly.
Before I touched the branch with the fruit, I felt the crown of the tree swaying slightly with my body, which made me feel dizzy. Fortunately, Mu Xichun had cured my fear of heights, otherwise I would have been afraid to see it at this moment. I can't see it with my eyes open.
I stood on a branch that was not much thicker than my thumb and moved forward inch by inch, and finally picked a mango in a dangerous situation.
I looked down at Mu Xichun, only to see that she covered her mouth with her hands, obviously she couldn't help being frightened by my dangerous situation.
I smiled slightly among the leaves, and continued to move towards the second mango. Just as I leaned tremblingly and was about to reach that mango, the situation suddenly occurred...
She stopped and looked at me quietly, her sad eyes seemed a little dull, but gradually her mood seemed to change, which can be seen from her slightly rising and falling chest.
I stood up slowly and looked at her.She was wearing a turtleneck jacket with a pair of slim-fit flared pants. Her hair was loosely loose, probably because it was blown up by the wind, and she looked a bit bleak.
I couldn't help but feel sad looking at her face, but after two days, she looked even more haggard and thinner!
"The work here seems to have been completed. It's so beautiful. It's true that you copied the design drawings yourself!" I took the lead to break the silence and looked around pretending to be calm. silence.
"I designed this bridge according to your ideas. I wonder if it is what you envisioned?" Mu Xichun slightly turned to face the lake, and said in a low tone.
"Actually, I was just talking casually, but now it seems that this design has become a bright spot! Naturally, it is much better than I imagined!"
"It's a pity that there is still the last one that has not been completed!"
"What is it?" I looked around and didn't think there was anything wrong.
"I planned to engrave a couplet on the pillars of this pavilion for us to think about together, so as to witness our love! I didn't expect you to leave me before it was completed!" Her tone became a little bit Trembling slightly.Although I can't see her face, I can tell that her eyes are probably already warm!
Feeling disappointed, I walked slowly outside the pavilion and stood side by side with her, and glanced back at the pair of blank colonnades, and after she reminded me, I really felt a little missing.
We stood silently on the wooden bridge, looking at the quiet lake in front of us, we didn't talk anymore, but my heart couldn't be as calm as it seemed on the surface, and my thoughts came like a tide.
I'm afraid this is the last time I will be in contact with her at a quiet distance. In another twenty hours or so, I will completely leave this city, and I'm afraid I will never come back in this life.This moment will be frozen in my life forever!
"Actually, that girl is a temporary substitute you found, right? Did you do it for me on purpose?" After a long time, she finally spoke again, her voice calmed down, but God knows if her heart is not the same as hers. The tone is equally calm.
"..." I was dumbfounded for a while. In fact, I also know that this kind of trick can't deceive her. If it's a normal person, I'm afraid no one can make a new love just a few days after breaking up. A relationship with no real emotional investment at all, and apparently I'm neither!
"Do you think this will end the relationship between us faster? It would be great if this is the case, but unfortunately I can't do it! In fact, I know that you are not as easy as you seem, I just don't understand, Why did you back off all of a sudden?"
She turned to look at me, eyes full of sadness.
"Can you tell me, let me die to understand, what is it for?" Two lines of tears slowly slipped from the corners of her eyes, and she wiped them away fiercely, looking at me stubbornly.
"Actually, although I don't agree with what your father said, I think it makes sense. Love only occupies a small part of life. Compared with a person's life, it is actually insignificant. If you give up too much for love, you will often think about it. It’s not worth the loss. You loved me and I loved you, that’s enough for me, why tear each other apart just to be together!”
"But it's not enough for me!" Mu Xichun's words became fierce.
"Since we love each other, why can't we go on together? Can the love that can't have each other be called love? Life is very long, and there are indeed many things besides love, but is life without love really meaningful?"
"Is it meaningful to give up your life for love? Isn't the meaning of love to make life perfect? The pursuit of so-called love at the expense of the basics, I'm afraid you will realize in the end that what you give up all your pursuits is just an illusory dream! I I don't want you to regret it, and I don't want to find out that we only have each other when you and I no longer cherish each other, that would be the greatest sorrow!"
"How do you know that I will regret it? You don't even have the courage to try, why do you say that? Could it be that just a few words from my father made you give up?" She stepped forward and stood in front of me, eyes dead Staring at me dead, tears streaming out.
"Yes, you're right, I don't have the courage, and I even think that Awei is the most suitable person for you. I admit that I am really tired, and I really don't want to hold on anymore, because I feel To bear so much pressure for love is not what I want at all, I feel too tired, and I feel that the gain outweighs the loss!" I almost didn't type out these words, and blurted out.
Mu Xichun stared at me closely, smiled bleakly, tears streaming down her face.
"It turns out that this is your real thought! It turns out that you still have so many considerations about love! The gain outweighs the loss? Haha! So you think loving me is not worth the pressure you have to bear? So you think my love is not worth it to you. Is it a burden that makes you tired? I understand!" She turned around slowly, covering her face and crying...
My conscience felt sharp pangs again, and this time I really hurt her softness.She knew I was covering up my attitude towards her before, and she saw through the play I played in the bar, but what I said just now undoubtedly became a sharp arrow that shattered all her fantasies, I know, I Finally succeeded in hitting her vitals...
I saw her crying and involuntarily wanted to stretch out my hand, but my hand froze in the air when I stretched out halfway. I have no right to wipe her tears anymore. Her sadness can only be left to her to clean up...
I slowly turned around and walked into the pavilion again, leaning on the railing and silently watching the distant lights gradually become blurred in my eyes, I wiped my eye sockets silently, and my hands were wet.
I stood quietly in the pavilion, with a calm lake in front of my eyes, and a woman's silent sobs beside my ears.It was as if time and space slowly froze at this moment, and her tears seemed to pass through thousands of years before my eyes, and finally condensed into a crystal clear amber, dripping in my heart, becoming an unhealable pain in my heart, which cannot be plucked out. Cut, can't touch...
After tonight, maybe we really become strangers, should I be happy?But why do I burst into tears?
After a long time, Mu Xichun finally calmed down. Under the bright street lights in the park, she walked towards me with slightly swollen eyes.
I sniffed, trying not to let her see my face hidden in the shadows, where there were still tears that hadn't dried.
"Can you help me with the last thing?" She stood behind me, her tone had stabilized.
I furtively turned around and said, "What's the matter? If I can do it, I won't refuse!"
"I suddenly want to eat mango!"
I was stunned, I didn't expect her to change the topic so quickly, and I was caught off guard and stunned on the spot.
But I recovered right away. Although I couldn't figure out why she suddenly wanted to eat mangoes, since it was her last request, of course I had to satisfy her.
"Wait, I'll buy it for you!" I said as I hurried out.
"You don't need to buy it, there are ready-made ones here!" Mu Xichun called me to stop me just two steps away.
"Here?" I was a little confused.
"That's right, there is a mango tree on the west side of the park. I have seen it. There are a few mangoes on the tree that are already ripe. Go up and pick them for me!" Mu Xichun stepped forward, with a look of despair on his face. as indifferent.
I was at a loss for a while, I didn't expect that the last thing she asked me to do was to climb a tree to help her pick mangoes.
But since I have promised her, I must do it. Isn't it just climbing a tree? Naturally, all the children in the countryside have this skill, and I am no exception. I was even the best among them when I was young.
But when I came to the mango tree, I was stunned. There was indeed a mango tree in front of me, and there were indeed two huge mangoes hanging on the top of the tree, which were particularly conspicuous under the illumination of the street lamps.
What made me stunned on the spot was that although the tree was not very strong, it was extremely tall, as high as a three-story building.
Although it was no problem for me when I was young to climb trees and dig out bird nests to pick fruit from trees much taller than this one, but that was my childhood after all.Now I’m in my twenties and I’m in my thirties. With a height of [-] meters, I’m no longer the young man who was as light as a swallow. Now I want to climb such a high tree to pick a few mangoes. I’m really guilty. .
"What's wrong? Don't you dare?" Mu Xichun asked when he saw me standing in front of the tree looking at the tree and paying attention.
I shook my head and didn't speak. Normally, I would never do such a stupid thing because of her words, although I love her more than myself.
But now it is not usual, since she said that this is her last request, even if I risk it, I will fulfill her wish, although I still haven't figured out what her intentions are.
I took off my shoes and socks, spit on my hands, walked to the tree and tried a few times, and finally mastered this skill slowly by relying on the memory of climbing trees when I was a child. Although it was very difficult, my feet finally left the ground .
There are two most difficult parts of climbing a tree. One is when you start to climb, because the lower part of the tree is generally very smooth and there are no branches to use. It's getting easier.
The second difficulty is that when climbing to the crown of the tree, it is easy to cause fear due to the height, and the branches of the treetop are thinner, and it is easy to shake when standing on it, making it difficult to grasp the balance.
Unfortunately, this tree has two difficulties. Although the tree is not thick, the lower part of the trunk is very smooth and has no branches, and the branches with mango hanging on the top of the tree are extremely thin, which is really difficult for me. This big man over five feet.
It took a lot of effort to finally pass the first difficulty. When I climbed the first branch with my hand, I was already tired, panting and sweating profusely, and felt a dull pain in my legs. Needless to say I was scratched by the bark.
I wrapped my body tightly around the tree like a timid sloth, and took a short rest with my hands hanging on the branches.
Mu Xichun under the tree put her arms around her head and looked at me quietly. Under the light, her expression was solemn, she didn't know whether she was indifferent or worried about me.
After I regained my physical strength, I continued to climb up. Although the difficulty of the next step was reduced a lot, the danger increased accordingly.
Before I touched the branch with the fruit, I felt the crown of the tree swaying slightly with my body, which made me feel dizzy. Fortunately, Mu Xichun had cured my fear of heights, otherwise I would have been afraid to see it at this moment. I can't see it with my eyes open.
I stood on a branch that was not much thicker than my thumb and moved forward inch by inch, and finally picked a mango in a dangerous situation.
I looked down at Mu Xichun, only to see that she covered her mouth with her hands, obviously she couldn't help being frightened by my dangerous situation.
I smiled slightly among the leaves, and continued to move towards the second mango. Just as I leaned tremblingly and was about to reach that mango, the situation suddenly occurred...
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