my naughty female president

"Don't say that, okay? Do you know that I am also very sad when you are like this. Don't you believe my feelings for you?" Mu Xichun frowned slightly, tears flickered in his eyes, obviously trying to restrain himself Sad emotions.

I closed my eyes and looked up, took a deep breath, turned around and said to her, "Go back, I want to be alone for a while! Don't worry, I'll be fine!"

"How can you put me at ease? Let's stop talking and go home with me, okay?" Mu Xichun's tone was almost begging.

I looked at Mu Xichun's eyes filled with tears, and my heart, which was full of resentment, suddenly softened. I suddenly understood that my behavior was undoubtedly a kind of torture for her, and I knew very well that it was not her fault. , how innocent she is.

I reached out and stroked her cheek, and her tears rolled down silently at this moment.I suddenly remembered what she said to me before: "Before I met you, I never shed tears. You always made me cry again and again."

Now I made her cry again.Is this the price of love?If it is not emotional, how can it hurt?
I wiped away tears for her, nodded and said, "Okay, let's go home!"

Mu Xichun finally showed a smile on his tear-stained face, nodded firmly and hummed, supported my arm, and walked in the direction of her car.

Xiangdong has been standing not far away and watching us, seeing that I finally obeyed and went back, it seemed that I had grown a mouthful.

When I approached him, he smiled at us and said, "That's right, go home and sleep well, what should you do tomorrow, I haven't seen a living person suffocated to death by urine!"

I glanced sideways at Xiang Dong and ignored him, and was helped by Mu Xichun into the car.

Mu Xichun thanked the host and got into the car immediately.

Along the way, Mu Xichun turned his head from time to time to observe my expression. Although I was almost drunk, my brain was actually very clear-headed. I knew that Mu Xichun was worried about my body, but I really didn't want to talk.

I looked at the bustling long street outside the window with blurred eyes, and my heart was at a loss. I knew that all the glitz and noise outside had nothing to do with me. Although I lived in this city, nothing really belonged to me.If I didn't go to Xiangdong's bar tonight, I'm afraid I'd be so drunk that no one would care about me on the street.

I thought I had found the purpose of life, found the meaning of life, and felt that happiness was not far ahead, but the ridiculous thing is that when I rolled up my sleeves and was about to fight for it, it suddenly stopped.

The so-called goal of life, the so-called meaning of life, and the so-called happiness are completely negated by just a few words of one person, how ironic it is!

I suddenly felt that the value of some people in this world is really like ants, they can easily be controlled by others, and if they are not careful, they will be destroyed.What about the nobility of life?What is sacred about it?

Thinking about it, I actually laughed miserably. It turns out that nothing has changed, and everything is still the same as before. Some people should not have any damn hope in their lives, ha ha, hope!How many inspirational words, it seems to be not far in front of you all the time, but you will never catch it...

Mu Xichun saw me smiling with tears shining and asked worriedly: "Are you okay?"

I ignored her question, I couldn't hold back my laughter.

Mu Xichun drove the car to an uninhabited fork and stopped the car, looking at me worriedly, probably because my appearance scared her.

As soon as she stopped the car, I suddenly felt an uncontrollable surge of alcohol in my stomach. I slammed the car door and ran to the side of the road, knelt on the ground and vomited it out. Not only did he vomit out all the food he ate in his stomach tonight, he almost vomited out the bile as well.

While Mu Xichun was busy patting me on the back, he hurriedly ran to the car to get me water, until after a long time I couldn't vomit anything anymore.

I took the mineral water that Mu Xichun handed me and rinsed my mouth. I turned around and sat down on the concrete floor. I leaned back and put my hands on the ground. The things were vomited out together, and the body was weak like a collapse.

"How are you doing? Why do you drink so much wine?" Mu Xichun's voice was trembling, probably because he felt uncomfortable when he saw me vomit, and he was too concerned about me, so there was a trace of blame in his words.

"It's okay! I can't die!" I said weakly.

Hearing this, Mu Xichun turned her head away, and gently wiped her face with her hand. Although I couldn't see her face, I knew she was wiping tears.

"I'm sorry! I made you cry again and again, I'm sorry for you!" I couldn't hide my guilt.

"Stop talking!" Mu Xichun finally couldn't hold back anymore, turned to look at me and said loudly: "Do you know that I am more uncomfortable than you when you are like this? Why do you care so much about other people's opinions? I love you , It’s you, do you understand? Even if the whole world opposes it, so what! As long as I’m still by your side, you shouldn’t give up on yourself!”

Her tears flowed out again, but she wiped them away fiercely as soon as they flowed out. She tilted her head slightly and looked at me with a stubborn expression, a strand of hair fell out of her bun , making her look a little miserable!
"Girl...I'm sorry..."

"I don't want to hear that I'm sorry!" Mu Xichun interrupted me.

"You said that you love me, but why do you lose confidence in a few words from others? Do you really love me?" Her words became fierce.

"But he's your father..."

"So what?" She interrupted me again.

"Do you think my love should be arranged by him? Do you think I will love whoever he asks me to love? I still have the determination to fight to the end, but what about you? Your performance really makes me doubt whether you will I was still fighting hard, but when I turned around, I found that you had disappeared first! How can you give me the confidence to fight for our love?" Mu Xichun finally couldn't hold it anymore, covered his face with his hands and cried bitterly.

My heart was stabbed by her words. I originally wanted to vent my depression, but I never thought about the impact my negative behavior would have on Mu Xichun's heart. .

She's right, if I can't be the reason for her to fight, then what's the point of her efforts?
I struggled to sit up and put my arms around her shoulders, but she pushed her away, and I reached out to hug her again, this time I used a little strength to wrap my hands around her shoulders.

She struggled a few times without breaking free, then suddenly calmed down and stopped struggling, but still covered her face with her hands, her shoulders trembling uncontrollably.

I took her into my arms and hugged her tightly. The moment I took her into my arms, she let go of her arms and hugged me at the same time. Finally, she couldn't control her grievance and cried aloud. She beat her with her hands while crying. Looking down at my back, I looked down at her, only to see that she was already in tears...

In the early hours of the morning, Mu Xichun finally sent me back to the residence, poured me a glass of milk and forced me to drink it, then helped me into the bedroom, put me on the bed, poured me a glass of plain water and put it on the bedside table.

In my dazed consciousness, I seemed to hear her sigh softly, and then I turned and closed the door and left.

It was already noon when I woke up the next day. I wondered why the alarm didn't go off. I took the phone and found that the alarm was turned off. It must have been the thoughtful Mu Xichun who wanted me to rest for a while and turned off my alarm on purpose.

Thinking of this, I can't help but hate myself for coming here. I think she has more pressure than me on this matter. I am only under the pressure of Mu Zhongren, and she not only has to bear the pressure of her parents, but also takes care of me. Besides, she is just a weak woman...

I remembered some unkind words I said to Xiangdong at the Xiangdong bar last night. Although I knew that Xiangdong would not blame me, I was still a little ashamed.

So he picked up his phone and called Xiangdong.

"Are you sober?" Before I could speak, Xiang Dong said.

"Well... I'm sorry about what happened last night, buddy!" I murmured.

"I know I'm sorry, it seems that you have regained your senses, and you probably won't be like a little girl asking me for comfort anymore! Take care of your own affairs! Don't act like a bitch, if you want to get drunk in the future, you'd better Or don't come to me!" Xiang Dong said half-sarcastically and half teasingly.

My old face blushed, and I didn't say a word for a long time. After hesitating for a long time, I opened my mouth and said: "Your son is already full moon, are mother and child okay? I'm sorry that I have been too busy during this time and I didn't congratulate you!"

"The full moon is the full moon, but it's not so good to say it!" Xiang Dong sighed.

I was surprised: "What's the matter? What do you mean by that?"

"That kid was born with severe jaundice, and there is fluid accumulation in the inner palace. The situation is quite bad. My wife also suffered from some kind of postpartum depression because of it. It's so fucking evil. I haven't even heard of it. This disease!"

"So how are they now?" I asked eagerly.

"That boy Xiang Nan stayed in the intensive care unit for a month. During this month, I ran between my home and the hospital, but I was busy. That's why I didn't talk to you as soon as I heard about Annie. , I'm ashamed to think about it."

"Fortunately, that boy Xiang Nan is fine. He was discharged from the hospital a few days ago. What I didn't expect was that after Xiang Nan was discharged from the hospital, my wife's depression was miraculously cured. It's fucking nonsense! "Xiang Dong couldn't help laughing out as he spoke.

Hearing his words, I was relieved, and then felt a little guilty. Thinking about being a friend, I not only didn't take the initiative to care about what happened to Xiangdong, but I didn't even know about it. I am really ashamed of the word "friend".

"My buddy, I'm really sorry, I didn't even know what happened to you! I'm so sorry!" I said apologetically.

"Come on, you are too busy to take care of yourself and have time to take care of other things? Besides, tell you, how can you help? Isn't it just a matter of being anxious!" Xiang Dong said indifferently.

"It's been more than a month since Xiang Nandu was born, and I haven't seen the child, and you haven't bought the child's full moon wine yet, I think you should find time to make up for it!"

Xiang Dong laughed and said: "That's natural, I will arrange it when everyone has time. My buddy also advises you that emotional matters are important, but as a man, you can't be trapped by emotions. Of course you can fight for them." You have to do your best, even if you can't win it, you can't give up on yourself, you still have to take responsibility!"

I listened to Xiang Dong in silence. As a friend, I knew what he meant very well. After a while, I slowly said, "I see, thank you buddy!"

Xiang Dong didn't say anything, just hung up the phone.