my naughty female president

A car whized by in front of me, like a wind-up toy, coming from nothingness and going back into nothingness, unable to stop without exhausting its energy.

Occasionally, pedestrians who passed by all gave way one after another, probably thinking that I, a lunatic described as crazy, would violently hurt others at any time.

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The world is hot and cold, knowing that no one will stop to care about a stranger who has never met, even if he is crying like a helpless child.

When I was immersed in the endless sadness in my heart, suddenly a pair of hands stretched out from my side, slowly hugged my head, and took my tear-stained head to her belly.

Since I didn't notice the presence of others before, this sudden action made me a little bit stunned to react, but when I saw the feet in front of me clearly, I knew who it was.

Because the shoes on those feet are the Adidas sneakers I bought from a Beijing specialty store two days ago that I am very familiar with. At this time, only Mu Xichun is still thinking about me in this world. She must be here now. Don't worry, I just found it.

This move of hers made the sadness in my heart suddenly find a breakthrough, and I hugged her leg and burst into tears.

"Annie... is gone! Annie is gone!" I broke down in tears.

Mu Xichun didn't make a sound, just stroked my head lightly, she probably understood that words of comfort might not have any effect, and it would be better to let me vent my heart out than to comfort me in vain.

She just stood silently in front of me without saying a word, let me hug her legs, let my tears wet her clothes, let the night wrap us up little by little...

After a long time, I finally stopped crying in her gentle embrace. I let go of her legs and looked up at her, only to see that she had already burst into tears.

"Why are you here?" I suppressed the sadness in my heart and asked in a hoarse voice.

"If I don't come, will you cry here all night?" When she said this, two lines of tears welled up in her eyes again.

I was silent and reached out to wipe the tears from her face.

"Have you cried enough? If you haven't cried enough, you can continue to cry. If you have cried enough, come home with me now!"

"……Sorry, I……"

I wanted to say that I made you worry, but I feel that it is too much to say such words at this moment. There is no need for such politeness between me and her. She has already been able to do this for me. will make her sad.

"So you've had enough crying? Then let's go home!"

After she finished speaking, she took my hand and walked forward. I saw her car parked not far ahead. I thought she must have been unable to find me. She only saw the car parked downstairs in Annie's studio, and then drove. All the way to find.

"What's wrong with your face? How did you get hurt?" Probably because the light from the street lamp was a bit distorted. Mu Xichun didn't notice the injury on my face just now, but she didn't notice it until after getting in the car, and asked with a panicked expression and nervous expression.

"It's okay!" I said lightly.

"It's all right? It's all swollen like this? What's going on?" Mu Xichun said with wide-eyed eyes.

I was depressed and didn't want to get too entangled with her on this issue, so I said with a hint of begging in my tone, "Can you stop asking, shall we go home?"

Mu Xichun saw that I was depressed and my tone was languid and silent for a long while, then she quietly said: "I also care about you, if you don't want to talk about it, then I won't ask, but do you really need to go to the hospital?"

I felt an inexplicable pain in my heart, knowing that my words had irritated her, but at the moment I didn't want to say another word, I shook my head to indicate that she didn't need to go to any hospital, and then she slowly started the car and drove towards the road.

She drove very slowly along the way, and the silence between the two of them in the car was also prolonged because of the speed of the car.

"You haven't told me why you came here." Finally I spoke first, although I really didn't want to speak, but I felt like Mu Xichun had been waiting for me to speak.

Sure enough, when she saw me open my mouth, she looked back at me and said, "I thought you would never speak again from now on!"

What she said seemed to mean something, but I couldn't figure it out for a while because I was so upset, so I didn't think too much about it.

"I was worried that something might happen to you, and I couldn't contact you, so I came here. In fact, I saw you when you came down from Annie's studio upstairs. I followed you all the time, but you didn't Just find me, do you know how sad I was when I saw you sitting on the side of the road looking up at the sky and weeping silently?"

"I have never seen a man cry like a child. I have never cried for anything since I can remember, but since I met you, you made me cry again and again, you make me feel bad, you know ?"

Speaking of this, Mu Xichun's tone trembled a little, as if her words reminded her of the sad scene again.

Seeing her like this, I felt a bit of sadness in my heart. I reached out and patted her arm and said, "Girl, I'm sorry! There is something I don't think we need to say anymore, but I still want to say, I'm sorry, I shouldn't Make you sad! It's my fault!"

"I know that Annie's departure makes you very sad. It seems inappropriate for me to say such things now, but you have to understand the choice in your heart!" At this point, Mu Xichun stopped the car in the middle of the road with a fierce kick, and turned Turning around and looking at me seriously, he said, "I'll ask you again, you have to think about it before answering, no matter what your answer is, I can accept it!"

I was a little confused by her sudden seriousness.

"Do you really love me?"

I nodded silently.

"Don't nod or shake your head, I'll let you tell me whether you love me or not!" Mu Xichun's chest rose and fell, which made me understand that she was definitely not joking at the moment, but was seriously seeking to prove something.

"Love!" I said firmly.

"Your feelings for Annie are really just family affection, not any love between men and women?" Mu Xichun looked at me without blinking.

"Yes, I have always treated Annie like a family member, and I have never had any unreasonable thoughts about her!" I was bitter in my heart, and although I was telling the truth, I still secretly said sorry to Annie.

Mu Xichun stretched out his hand to hold my hand, with infinite affection in his eyes: "This is enough, as long as you know your own inner thoughts, this is enough. There is still a long way to go, I just want to walk down the road with you , don’t have any suspicion between each other, even if one day you don’t love me anymore, I hope I won’t be the last to know! Promise me, okay?”

I patted the back of her hand and nodded firmly. I was quite moved by her words. Although I didn't speak, I knew it was a kind of promise. But I think I can do it in loving her wholeheartedly.

It was the early morning of the next day when I returned to the residence. Mu Xichun found a medicine box to help me treat the wound on my face. I waved my hand to indicate that she didn't need it, but Mu Xichun didn't listen to me. I rubbed some iodine on my swollen face, I didn't want to neglect her kindness, so I had no choice but to let her do it. After that, I went to the refrigerator to find ice cubes to give me a cold compress, and finally found a bottle of frozen drink .

Qin Shu's two fists were not soft at all. Not only did my eye sockets become bruised, but the inner wall of my mouth was also bloodied. It's just that I didn't feel any pain at that time. Only now can I feel the smell of blood in my mouth. .

"Go back and rest early! I'm fine, you don't have to worry." I looked at the time and said it was already late, not wanting her to work so hard for me.

Mu Xichun looked at me for a while, as if trying to judge from my expression whether my state was really what I said.

I wanted to reassure her, and forced a smile.

Mu Xichun sighed and said, "If you want me to go back, I'll just go back. Don't laugh so forcefully, it's uglier than crying!"

I bowed my head with a wry smile, how could she, who is so delicate, not see my thoughts?
"You go to bed early too, I'm going back!" Mu Xichun stood up and prepared to leave.

I sent her to the door, and she gradually slowed down, and finally stood still for a moment, turned around and looked at me and said, "I know you are very sorry for Annie, but everything will pass, I hope you can see it. Actually In a sense, this is a kind of relief for Annie, the sooner she understands, the less torture she will suffer, and although things in the future cannot be predicted, I believe that Annie will definitely find her own happiness!"

After saying this, Mu Xichun stretched out his hand and gently stroked my face, then turned around and entered the elevator.

Mu Xichun had been gone for a long time, but I still stood where I was for a long time, thinking about what she said before she left. After thinking about it carefully, what she said was right. If I could have let Annie know my thoughts earlier , maybe she can think about it earlier, and won't end up leaving in such a sad way.

Anyway, Annie has already left, no matter how guilty I feel, I can't make up for her, and now I can only pray for her silently in my heart, hoping that she can get out of the haze as soon as possible.

It's just that she broke all contact with me, which made me a little uneasy. Thinking of a simple and kind woman like her wandering outside alone, I'm afraid she will get into trouble, and she is also an extremely beautiful woman. If something happens to her when she goes out, I'm afraid I will live with guilt for the rest of my life.

If she can really go to America to find her mother as she said, that would be great. In my heart, this is what I hope for the most. No matter what, there is a relative who will take care of everything, and I can feel at ease. Some.

And changing the environment can also prevent her from being emotional, and maybe she can forget the past faster. If this is the case, it will be the best ending.It's just that Annie and I don't know if we will meet again in this life, and thinking of this, I can't help feeling a little melancholy in my heart.