my dream space

Chapter 482 Please Stop Enduring the Darkness Alone
If Xiaoxuan's dreams are now occupied by all the nightmares she has had so far, then——

Looking at the hundreds of suspended cubes all over the dreamland, Xia Kun couldn't help but gasped.

Most of the nightmare cubes Xia Kun can’t recognize here, but the plots of the nightmares that can recognize and spell out a face are all related to Xia Kun. It is easy to speculate that those nightmares that Xia Kun can recognize are all caused by him or related to him. .

But what does it mean for me to get these items from nightmares...

Although most people's dreams are illogical, they are somewhat symbolic.

At least from the previous two dreams that Xia Kun experienced, he knew that Xiaoxuan's heart was not strong.

She hopes to get her own attention, but she knows very well in her heart that if she doesn't exert her full strength, it may lead to the annihilation of the whole army and lose everyone, so she does her best every time she fights;

And her attitude towards Xia Kun at the beginning was not as indifferent as Xia Kun understood; she thought that the date on Christmas Eve was just a foil, and the real protagonist was actually An Ran, so she cherished Xia Kun's gift so much. gloves for her;

But how long had he known her at that time?It shouldn't be a long time since she fell in love with herself...

Girls are too difficult to understand!

Xia Kun patted his cheek hard.

I came to save Xiaoxuan, not to spy on Xiaoxuan's mind.

Primary and secondary are clear.

Xia Kun flew into the air again, looking for patterns he knew.

This time he saw a recognizable pattern again.

It is a test paper.

Xia Kun flipped all the patterns on the test paper to one side, and once again entered Ji Xiaoxuan's nightmare.

It was an intoxicating evening, the sun was setting, the sky was sprinkled with paper debris like snowflakes, and the Voice of Campus radio station was playing a familiar rhythm.

【Outside the pavilion】

【Old road side】

【Fragrant Grass and Green Sky】

Ji Xiaoxuan walked alone on the playground of Hongmei No. [-] Middle School,

As she walked, Xia Kun's shout came from behind her.

She stopped and watched quietly Xia Kun who was chasing after him.

"Are you...really planning to study abroad?"

Ji Xiaoxuan nodded.

"Can you...don't go?"

"I've decided—"

Xia Kun suddenly hugged Ji Xiaoxuan tightly.

He leaned on her shoulder and whispered softly in her ear.

"What if... I want you to stay?"

"I...I don't know."

"I want to be with you, please stay...please."

Xia Kun sobbed spinelessly in Ji Xiaoxuan's "nightmare". He wailed on Xiaoxuan's shoulder. Ji Xiaoxuan, who was still aloof all the time, just listened to Xia Kun's cry with a blank face. There has never been any emotional change.

"I could have . . . endured the darkness alone."

This state continued. I don't know how long it took before Xia Kun was sent away from the nightmare again.

He had an extra ticket to California.

Is this also a kind of nightmare...

It took Xia Kun some time to figure this out.

The meaning of this nightmare should be that I don't want to keep her so that she can go to study in the Lighthouse Country without any worries?

But Ji Xiaoxuan stayed after that.

Because I promised her that I would find a way to heal her——

She could have endured the darkness alone...

If she had never seen the sun.

I didn't heal her at all.

As Senior Meng Li said,
I just pressed myself against her scar.

If you tear yourself open, not only will the original scar be exposed, but a larger wound will be opened.

Just like what he did to Qingsi.

If he hadn't pampered Qingsi so much, Qingsi probably wouldn't have hesitated to rush forward to block the shot for him——

Xia Kun slapped himself hard.

Just like Enron often did to him.

Can't think of it that way.

So presumptuous.

At this moment, a floating cube appeared in front of Xia Kun.

And this cube is different from other cubes. All the faces of this cube have patterns that Xia Kun can distinguish.

Each side is a heart, just with a different background color.

This is the most common hexahedral cube, with nine squares on each side.So although it is necessary to put together six sides, it is also a breeze for Xia Kun.

After Xia Kun successfully put together the six-sided Rubik's Cube, each face of the hexahedron began to disintegrate from the center grid, and then Xia Kun fell into the nightmare inside the Rubik's Cube.

……

This time, the nightmare scene came to the familiar teaching building of Hongmei No. [-] Middle School. Ji Xiaoxuan walked into the office quickly, and caught a glimpse of Shishi Liu, Huang Liumao, Zhu Li, Xiong Hao with his face swollen from the beating, Xiong Hao's mother, and ...

Xia Kun and Lin Anran.

It's that thing...

At this time, Lin Anran was making a strong fight back against Xiong Hao’s mother.

"I don't have any thoughts about your precious son, classmate Xiong Hao. He is the one who has been pestering me all this time. Auntie, please don't spout blood..."

At this moment, Xiong Hao’s mother, who was crossing her legs and playing with her bright red nails, said quietly,

"Girls don't know how to love themselves, so don't blame boys for pestering you! You love to hang out with boys at such a young age, I don't know how your parents taught you—"

"Could it be that he was born with a father and raised without a father!"

Ji Xiaoxuan's eyes turned red when he saw Lin Anran.

She struggled and held her breath, trying to get something out of her mouth, but in the end she failed.

Tears fell down from Lin Anran's eyes without disappointment.

And at this moment, Ji Xiaoxuan's eyes fell on Xia Kun.

At this time, Xiaoxuan's heart sounded, and Xia Kun who was attached to Xiaoxuan could also hear it.

Xia Kun, who had always been calm and didn't seem to care about anything except studies, turned out to be a different person at this time, with a murderous look on his gloomy face.

However, she should have been aware of it since he would fight these people for An Ran's sake...

Ji Xiaoxuan watched Xia Kun approach aggressively, and slapped Xiong Hao's mother hard.

Ji Xiaoxuan stared at Lin Anran and saw her expression looking at Xia Kun.

A surge of emotions surged out of Ji Xiaoxuan's heart, and Xia Kun lost consciousness in an instant.

When he woke up, he had escaped from the nightmare.

He moved forward slowly in the darkness where he could not see his fingers, and finally a gleam of light appeared.

There was a familiar figure in the dim light.

Ji Xiaoxuan's childhood form.

Although he has never seen her childhood photos in reality, he has seen them many times in Xiaoxuan's dreams.

She squatted on the ground with her knees hugged, her head buried in her knees, Xia Kun could hear her sobbing slightly.

Xia Kun squatted down together, and gently stroked Xiaoxuan's hair.

She raised her head under Xia Kun's touch, her red eyes were fixed on Xia Kun,

"You...how...have you come here?"

"I'll pick you up."

Ji Xiaoxuan shook his head, and continued to sob softly, "I'm not going anywhere."

"why?"

"Because this is where we belong."

A second Ji Xiaoxuan appeared in front of Xia Kun.

She has beautiful long black hair, delicate facial features like a classic beauty, and... a charming swan neck.

This is the Ji Xiaoxuan that Xia Kun knows well.

It's just that there is a trace of sadness flowing in her long and narrow phoenix eyes.

Obviously they have always been together day and night, but at this moment the two are like old friends reunited after a long absence, each waiting for the other to speak first.

"Is it you...Xiaoxuan?"

Xia Kun walked forward slowly, but before he took a few steps, he froze in place.

Ji Xiaoxuan stared at Xia Kun, with a moist light shining in his eyes.

"After seeing these nightmares, is there nothing you want to tell me?"

"I just want to take you back, other things we-"

Ji Xiaoxuan's eyes were instantly stained with crimson, she suddenly appeared in front of Xia Kun, punched Xia Kun's chest, and was caught by Xia Kun's palm.

"Enough! What you want...isn't it only my ability!"

"You are also... troubled by that personality." Xia Kun tried his best to support Ji Xiaoxuan's offensive,

"We clearly promised each other to be frank, but you are not frank at all..."

"So what...you're not the same!"

Ji Xiaoxuan sent Xia Kun flying with one punch.

Originally, she was very powerful in the dream, and this is also Ji Xiaoxuan's dream, simply comparing strength, Xia Kun cannot be the opponent of the dream master.

"You talk about maintaining a third-party relationship for the time being, but you always know who you like in your heart, don't you?"

She lowered her head silently, came to Xiao Ji Xiaoxuan who was sobbing, squatted down, and gently stroked her hair.

"I know, in fact, you... don't like me that much at all."

"From the very beginning...the person you love is An Ran."

"Xiaoxuan—"

"Listen to me first, okay?"

Ji Xiaoxuan didn't use force to coerce this time, but her aura really made Xia Kun stop.

Ji Xiaoxuan looked up at Xia Kun,
At this time, her state was almost the same as that of Xiao Ji Xiaoxuan beside her.

Huddled in the corner of the nightmare, lonely, helpless, and self-pitying.

"Do you know when I started liking you?"

"That's when—"

"Look at your angry expression because of An Ran."

"Look at the slap you slapped for An Ran."

"Look at An Ran's expression because of you."

"That's when I suddenly realized,"

"It turns out... how happy it is to be protected by someone."

"I never thought I was that powerful."

"Whenever I wake up from a nightmare, I realize..."

"It turns out I've been living in fear."

"But you have very special powers..."

"Maybe, you can protect me?"

"And we are in many places, and we have many similarities."

"So...even if I know that An Ran is what you've always liked, I don't mind being your friend and your third equal."

"Actually, there is no difference between Yang Yaqing and I. We only approach you because we are curious about your abilities, so I hate her so much—"

"Like I hate myself."

"But Yang Yaqing is more frank than me. She doesn't need to disguise herself——"

"But I can only keep your affection for me by lying to you..."

Pearl-like teardrops quietly slid down Ji Xiaoxuan's face.

"Actually, I gave up too...but you always give me hope—"

"If you didn't keep me back then, just let me go to the Lighthouse Country;"

"If only you rejected me on the day of my confession;"

"In this way, you will not be entangled by the Dream Weaving Chamber of Commerce and the Empathy Society..."

"Qingsi will not sacrifice herself..."

"But, in the end, it's all my fault..."

"If only I hadn't asked you for help..."

"If only I had insisted on going forward alone..."

Ji Xiaoxuan's voice had become hoarse.

"I could have endured the darkness alone—"

"If I..."

"If I..."

Ji Xiaoxuan raised her head, at this time Xia Kun appeared in front of her, hugged her tightly, and hugged her tightly.

"I have never been everything to Qingsi, and I have never been just your sun."

"This feeling of charity ... definitely doesn't apply to our relationship."

"It takes this way to know your true inner thoughts, I'm really sorry—"

Xia Kun trembled and hugged Ji Xiaoxuan's body tightly.

An Ran was right...

It turned out that she already knew me so well.

As expected... I have become a heinous scumbag.

But then...

Xia Kun looked back at Ji Xiaoxuan who was in tears, and wiped away the tears from her cheeks with distress.

"Listen, Xiaoxuan...it's not your fault that this happened...it's just a little setback for us."

"Whether it's Qingsi, An Ran, or me, we are all your companions, and we are all ready to share adversity and retreat with you, so...no one will blame you—especially me."

"You are also my sun, my only sun."

"If you hadn't kept that glimmer of hope, we might have lost this game long ago..."

"I need you like you need me."

"Even if you think this is just an excuse for me to beg for your help, that's okay."

"I just long for your strength, long for your knowledge."

"I still long for your neck, long for your body, long for your everything!"

"Just like the reason why you became interested in me and approached me back then, it's exactly the same..."

"But you must understand that there is no one in this world who only pays and does not take."

"Even lovers, while giving and sacrificing for each other unconditionally, will crave each other's love and gratitude."

"That's what you and I both understand."

"I admit... At that time, the only thing I liked was An Ran."

"But now...it's different."

Xia Kun lifted Ji Xiaoxuan's chin slightly,

"I won't give up fighting for you either."

"I will not leave you here alone."

"This is not your home...Xiaoxuan!"

"Your destination...should be by my side!"

"Because you are a unique lock in this world."

"And I am the only key in this world that can open you."

"Everything you lock away belongs to me, without my permission—"

"I will never allow you to do this again, alone..."

"Please don't...be alone in the dark anymore."

Xia Kun approached Ji Xiaoxuan's lips, and kissed affectionately.

The latter gave up resistance early on under Xia Kun's serial offensive.

This is indeed the case...

No matter how much Ji Xiaoxuan denies it, as long as she gets his love, she will leave everything behind, like a girl who is vulnerable in love.

Ji Xiaoxuan suddenly pushed Xia Kun's lips away, and raised his chin instead.

"Question, if... divide your love and give it to me, can it still meet my needs?"

Ji Xiaoxuan smiled with tears in her eyes, "What you need to understand is... my demand is huge."

"Of course I know," Xia Kun also smiled slightly, "Otherwise, who do you think you love?"

He held Ji Xiaoxuan's hand and turned his attack again.

　I finished writing it long ago, and it took another hour to revise the lines, so tiring QWQ
　　
　
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