NPC Nine-Tailed Fox

Chapter 152

For a while, Lin Xiaolin didn't speak.

Zhi felt that the person in front of him was still standing, and finally raised his eyelids to look at her.

But he saw Lin Xiaolin's eyes go down, and landed directly on his clenched hands.

If Lin Xiaolin hadn't seen the dark pattern storage bag on his waist and his clenched hands, when Lin Xiaolin heard what Zhi said, he would have believed it almost instantly.

However, she saw it, saw the dark pattern storage bag that was still hanging on him as a symbol of the "Love Token", and also saw his hands tightly clenched into fists, and even saw his fingertips and palms Where they are tangent, there is a faint blood red.

She just remembered that when he said that before, his eyes avoided her at all.

Lin Xiaolin raised her head straight and glanced at Xiang Zhi. Although her eyes were still red, she had a stubborn look on her face: "When you said this reason, why didn't you look at me?"

Zhi was stunned for a moment, and he looked at her. He wanted to continue to say the conversation just now, but under her stubborn eyes, his lips were as thick as lead, and he could not open them at all.

Finally, just as his lips opened, he wanted to say the words that were heart-wrenching even after hearing them, but was interrupted by Lin Xiaolin.

"Why did you lie to me? Didn't you agree to tell me everything on your mind and hide nothing?" Lin Xiaolin bit her lip and looked at Zhi with tearful eyes.

Zhi only felt that what he had brewed, suddenly seemed to have completely pulled out his strength, and he couldn't say it at all.

But when he thought of the helpless gap, he pretended to be indifferent and said, "I didn't hide anything."

"You still want to lie to me? You still want to lie to me!!" Lin Xiaolin was really angry.

Can she not be angry? Why does he push her away again and again? She also knows that there is a gap between reality and virtuality, but so what, she still wants to be with him.

Especially when she thought of the dream last night, she felt that wisdom would disappear at any moment. If she didn't catch it now, she would never have the chance to catch it.

She just hates that the present between the two of them is not long enough, and she doesn't want to spend time entangled in "whether there is a future", let alone let it go.

Even if he wasn't that firm or stubborn, why did he have to push her away?
However, he clearly said "No more concealment", and clearly said "Leave your mind open", but now he lied to her in front of her.

Even if it was a lie, she heard it so painful that she could barely keep up with her breathing.

Zhi finally sighed, and said, "Ah Jiu, don't pretend to be stupid, we can't be fooled, let's... face the reality."

"I'm not escaping from reality." Lin Xiaolin said with stern words, "It was true before. At that time, I only wanted to avoid the issue of 'reality and virtuality' and only wanted a moment of peace. But it's not the case now. I... ...I, anyway, even though I know that gap, I still want to be with you. If I don’t let go, you, don’t let go either, okay?”

When he said this, Lin Xiaolin's hand grabbed Zhi's hand.

As long as he doesn't let go, she will have the courage to face that gap and make her own choice.

She was really afraid that the dream would come true, she didn't know how long his consciousness could last, maybe before replacing the system 'Yao'?Maybe after replacing the system 'yao'?
Once the two of them fail, once they are discovered by Jing Hong and the system 'Yao', maybe he will really be replaced by another consciousness?Even if this is not the case, will the consciousness that appeared inexplicably disappear inexplicably?If you don't seize this moment, it may really be impossible.

Zhi choked for a moment, but finally closed his eyes half-closed: "Ah Jiu, you are just acting stupid to become a fool. There is no future. It is just a waste of effort. I don't want to spend my energy on this."

"If there is no future, there is no future. Whoever said that there must be a future, who cares whether there is a future! As long as there is a present, I don't care about the future!" Lin Xiaolin said anxiously.

"But I care!" Zhi interrupted almost categorically, "I can't let you be stupid if you do it! I can't delay you..."

As soon as the words came out, Zhiming was stunned for a moment, then smiled bitterly.

He clearly wanted to avoid her at first, and slowly distanced himself from her with time and indifference, but she came to the door.

Later, he just wanted to irritate her, and let her know that he was not worthy of nostalgia, so that she could withdraw and leave after a short period of pain.

However, in the end, she was allowed to express what was in her heart.

Lin Xiaolin burst into tears when she heard this.

He said that he didn't want to delay her and her future, but she didn't want to waste the present of the two of them.

Why is he so nice, even letting go of her is for her sake, then, knowing this, how could she let go.

"I...how can I let go...I can't let go." Lin Xiaolin cried.

Zhi sighed and said, "If you learn to let go, you will always let go."

As he spoke, he turned away, facing Lin Xiaolin with his back, and said something against his will: "I'm about to let it go, you... you should let it go too."

"Come again, come again, trying to trick me again!" Lin Xiaolin saw through Zhi's "trick" at a glance.

She looked at Zhi's back and said directly, "I don't care, no matter what you do, I won't let you go. Didn't you say you don't want to delay me? But... what if I insist on sticking to you, always sticking to you, ten years and eight years? Years... until you accept it, isn't that also a 'delay'! It's also a 'delay', you choose whether you want to be with me or not!"

When she said this, her heart was twitching: Will he really be able to make her cling to him for ten or eight years?
Zhizhi's eyes are covered with red silk, and the villain in his heart keeps saying: Why is she so stupid, why is she so stupid, so stupid that he wants to turn around and protect her in his arms immediately, so stupid that he wants to be desperate, regardless of the consequences with her.

But when she thinks about the consequences, she will bear more...

"Stop talking out of anger, Ah Jiu." He finally said this.

"Whether what I said was out of anger, I know for myself! You will know too!" Lin Xiaolin said with red eyes biting her lips.

God knows how much courage it took for her to say those words just now, and God knows how frightened she was when he still turned his back to her.

She doesn't know what she is using to support her now, maybe it's just a bet, betting that he will feel bad?

But the person in front of her didn't look back, and her heart was so panicked that she didn't know how to beat.

"I'll give you a week, and you'll tell me after you've made your choice!" Lin Xiaolin gritted her teeth and said these words, and then walked out of the bamboo house seemingly gracefully.

Only she herself knows how afraid she is that he will still choose "not to delay her, not to be with her". In that case, what will she do...

She felt that her heart was completely hollowed out, completely empty.

And Zhi in the bamboo house also closed his eyes abruptly, his heart wavering.

The villain in my heart said: "Just be with her, let's be together."

He retorted: "No, we can't delay her."

The villain in my heart said again: "But what if she sticks to it, then you are delaying her?"

He wanted to continue to refute, but he said weakly: "No... As long as we are not together, she will always understand..."

Always understand that love is not the whole of life, and there is never anyone who leaves and doesn't know what to do.

She will also understand that love is never specific, there will always be another passerby who slowly enters her life and becomes her exclusive one.

Time is the best medicine, no matter how unforgettable feelings can be blurred into the long past.

Even if she leaves him, she can still find her own belonging, but...

Chi's lips parted slightly: "It's just a matter of time."

A villain in my heart reappeared: "Who knows how long it will take? If it is so long that you can't imagine? Then you are 'delaying her'! To put it bluntly, it will matter whether you are together or not during this time." If it’s delayed, then it’s better to just stay together!”

Chi just pretended to turn a deaf ear, but his heart was shaken and he panicked.

(End of this chapter)