The villain of Quick Transmigration was washed white by accident

Chapter 851 Extraordinary Events That Are Unforgettable in Ancient Times——Moon Dance Burial (No.1, Depressed)

Snowing.

It snowed extraordinarily hard.

It was the Spring Festival, and everywhere was bustling, except for the residence of the head of Tianyi Sect, which was quiet.

There was no one in the huge room.

It was because the headmaster was standing at the gate of the sect, looking at the endless white.

This is a place in the extreme north, and there are only two seasons, summer and winter, throughout the year. Of course, even in summer, Tianyijiao is extremely cool, because Tianyijiao is built on a snow-capped mountain.

A disciple passed by and asked curiously, "What is the master doing, isn't she so afraid that she will be snow blind?"

Snow blindness is a common condition in the snow, and it will be like this if you look at the snow for a long time.

The person who asked the question was quickly dragged away by senior sisters and senior brothers.

From the beginning to the end, I didn't look back, I just thought that I could finally think about the woman in my memory quietly.

It has been a long time since she died, probably decades.

I can't remember clearly, the older I am now, the more lazy I am to think about these things, and I can hardly remember what happened in my previous life.

It's just that there are inevitably some regrets.

Unfortunately I never got what I wanted.

In my extremely vague memory, my previous life was like this, an extremely ordinary family, not bad, not bad at all, just the kind of family that makes people despair little by little.

His father was a jobless vagrant, a playboy, his heart was higher than the sky, but his eyes were high and his hands were low. With just a clever mouth, he deceived many women. He never worked at home, looked like a gentleman, headstrong, addicted to gambling, violent, and Mother is always arguing.

Although I can't remember what happened in my previous life, I clearly remember the never-ending quarrels at home, and I also remember the man's violent appearance like a monkey.

As for the mother, the woman supported a family, and there was nothing else to say.

But it’s not good for me. In the eyes of that woman, I’m just a kitten and puppy. I’ll tease me when I’m happy, and vent my anger when I’m unhappy. There are always various scars on my body when I was young. Hangers, slippers, branches, belts.

Other families are widowed, but in my own family, both parents are missing. Under such circumstances, no one can see the abnormality on the body.

The quarrels in the family continued and never stopped.

My parents said that I am for your own good, if it is not for you, I will do whatever I want.

It's really tiresome to hear.

Once, I really couldn't hold it back, and blurted out a rhetorical question: "I would rather you get a divorce than you two quarreling every day."

I am so jaded.

They can't give me material things, they can't give me spiritual care, they can't give me anything.

Why did you give birth to me?
Just because you want to complete the task of inheriting the family?
Disgusting, so disgusting.

They gave me this life, and I'm so tired of giving it back to them.

I clearly remember the thought at that moment - how much I want to be like Nezha, cutting the flesh to return to the mother, cutting the bone to return to the father.

From now on, it will be clean, okay!Life or death is up to me.

But I’m cowardly, I can’t tell, I always feel extremely inferior, gloomy, and unlovable. My temper is really bad, but I’m extremely stubborn, so I’ll always be bullied by some stupid things, relying on my flesh, I'm no match for the bunch of guys who only have brute force.

I never mentioned it to anyone, but I gradually became disappointed in others and in my useless self.

When I grow up.

I forgot what I experienced when I grew up, only remember the despair at that time.

Yes, desperate.

That "I'm sorry to be human" despair.

When I jumped from a tall building, I seemed to be thinking at that time - if there is a next life, I should not change people, it is too painful to change people.

After landing, my consciousness stopped for a few seconds before I realized—don’t be those kittens and puppies, as long as it’s related to people, you won’t be happy doing anything.

Later, vulgarity was reborn as a human being.

I am still not happy.

Both parents died when he was born, and he was eaten by wolves.

I thought sleepily, maybe I was the unlucky child in the legend, it was really funny after thinking about it, and I just lay there lazily.

It's been so long since this happened, I don't remember much.

In addition, I actually don't remember that woman back then.

However, I miss her very much, unexpectedly.

I suddenly sighed.

I miss her.

I thought she was just a wild flower on the road to me, and she was just an ordinary person I met on the road in my life. Although she would have a closer relationship with me than others, in the end, she would be recognized I forget.

But I never thought that she is the river in my life, blending somewhere, and finally carried out my whole life.

She is so important that I can't remember her appearance or things related to her, but I still miss her.

I am very old, I am an old man, how normal it is for old people to have a bad memory.

I have suffered and I have been disappointed in humanity.

But later, when I met someone, she didn't give me too much attention and love, and I knew clearly that she didn't love me, and everything she did to me had ulterior motives.

However, it was probably because I lacked too much love in the past, so looking at her was like seeing the last straw before drowning, holding her tightly and not wanting to let go, but she was different from me after all.

She has her own firm path, although thousands of people will follow her.

She has her own family, and her children are obedient.

It's different from someone like me.

I have to muddle through, muddle along all day long.

From the beginning to the end, I was always the person who had low self-esteem back then.

As for me now, I still have nothing. After she died, I lived alone and was often in despair. Fortunately, I survived.

I am grateful for the beauty of life every day I live, but most of the time, I still fall into despair.

Probably, I have never had the so-called love, so I have always dismissed love.

Whatever is not obtained, whatever is in the past, is always the most correct.

So in my heart, it is inevitable that I will force and hope that someone will treat me well because I am just me.

This person never showed up.

I am a black hole of emotion, I can only swallow emotion, but cannot give emotion.

I was very disappointed by this, and I became more and more inferior.

Later, I thought, how can you expect such warm emotions from me who have never gained anything?

Sorry, I am not a grass that is trampled on by others. After being trampled on, it will still be green and green.

me me.

There were cold drops of water running across my face.

I'm sorry, after so many years, I'm still brooding.

I looked down the hill.

In the city under the mountain, there is vitality everywhere, so prosperous, it seems that the demons have never existed in the years since they entered the world, and it seems that human beings will continue to prosper.

Who knows how many people fell into the abyss of pain behind that prosperity.

I smiled.

Turned around and went back to the sect.

Master, you want the human world to be peaceful and free from interference from other worlds.

You have done it.

What I can do is to guard the vast and boundless territory you laid down.

Let humans survive in places where there are no aliens.

However, some humans are scarier than aliens.

But you won't know.

Because, I will not tell you if I enter the underworld in the future.

Just like there are many things I never told you.

For example, no matter what, as long as you think, I will achieve it. This is the promise I wanted to make to you from the beginning, but I have never been able to say it.

I have a lot of things that I haven't told you, and I won't tell you in the future, I just hope that you will be happier in the underworld.

I will protect this human world for you.

Just like the thin love you once paid for me.

Although you don't know how much I paid for this little love.

However, I don't care.

Things in this world are difficult to have both.

(End of this chapter)