Chapter 844
"I wanted to die a long time ago. Life is always so barren and not worthy of respect." Hua Xikou said, she looked at the sky, sad like a genius who has repeatedly failed, she said, "But, At first I had a master, and later I had a child. In my life, I have always lived for others, and it has become difficult to live according to my own wishes."
She won't tell Chu Ge the real reason - she concealed their affairs, their father dug out her heart and then crushed it.
People live without heart.
She couldn't survive.
She will never let others know this, especially the two children.
There's nothing wrong with their father, but the bad thing is that time makes people, and there are mistakes. She doesn't want them to resent the man who did nothing wrong.
"I'm very tired." She cast her eyes on Chu Ge, and she said, "Chu Ge, mother is very tired, mother has already done what she has to do, mother wants to take a step first, you will forgive mother, right."
"If mother is tired, go. The world is so hard, it's normal for mother to be so tired. I can't keep mother, but, mother, I will miss you." Chu Ge laughed exactly like her, All with a little willfulness.
Hua Xikou smiled, and gently stroked Chu Ge's long hair.
She has never been a good child, and it is difficult to meet the expectations of her close people. She has failed everyone's expectations of her, but in her heart, she is very happy
She hugged Chu Ge apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, mother has never made you happy."
Chu Ge stayed for a while before hugging her back. She said lightly: "All the feelings in the world are owed."
She is also full of philosophy when she talks about the truth.
"Yes." Hua Xikou only answered.
The people outside the house clenched their hands, and they didn't take it seriously for a few months after the teeth were pinched out. She thought she hadn't said goodbye to the master and came back on purpose, but now it seems that whether she is there or not, what difference does it make?From the beginning to the end, she was the extra guy who was not taken seriously.
She turned away.
Hua Xikou didn't know that Yuewu Zan had returned. She just stepped up her efforts and sent her disciples to find the formation stones. Her hard work paid off. Within three months, she found three pieces, and only the last two pieces fell into the most difficult and dangerous places. The place - the ghost world.
One is the obsidian on the back of the ghost king's throne, and the other is the backbone of the living dead, which takes more than 20 years.
The so-called living dead is someone who looks like he is still alive, but has actually been dead for a long time.
This kind of person is too difficult to find, and you can even say that you can't find it.
However, Hua Xikou will not just admit defeat.
She will personally get the first obsidian on the day the barrier is broken.
As for the backbone of the living dead, it might be her backbone. Her heart was crushed back then. Although she didn't know how she survived, she was indeed without breathing and heartbeat. She was undoubtedly a dead person.
The final difference is not hard to find.
The only problem is that she is afraid that she will not be able to last that long. Seeing that the 20-year deadline is approaching, her body is becoming more and more fragile. She is fine during the day, but when she looks in the mirror at night, she can see the deep wrinkles on her face. She is old for nothing. More than 50 years old, after careful calculation, she is only in her early forties now, but it seems that she is already an old man in her 80s and [-]s.
Her physical condition really didn't allow her to go to other places. During this time, she even found it difficult to walk, and the food was difficult to swallow, and she lost weight quickly.
During the day, his health improved a little, and he was able to take care of the affairs of the sect with an immortal face, so that those who had different intentions in the sect would not make any movement.
This is all she can do so far.
In the night, late at night.
Her face quickly dried up, with wrinkles covering her cheeks, like an old man.
She wiped away the water mist on the dressing mirror in the room with a trick, and looked at herself in the mirror, feeling melancholy for a long time.
She is old.
Yuan Shenjun should still be the same as before.
Handsome and gentle and elegant.
Although the mirror surface shattered like water ripples, when the picture reappeared, it was already in the ghost world.
There are two people in the picture, one is Moon Dance Burial, and the other is Yuan Shenjun.
Hua Xikou saw it in her eyes with a calm expression. She used the water mirror to look at Yuan Shenjun's life in the ghost world a long time ago. — At least he didn't smile when she looked at him with the water mirror.
Thinking of this, she sighed again. How many times has she seen him? After sending him back to the ghost world, she left Tianyi Sect, and stayed in Tianyi Sect until the last five years. This mirror, It is not possible to watch it every day, only on the fifteenth day of each month, and she is not free on the fifteenth day of every month, so after careful calculation, she only watched it dozens of times.
And the sum of these dozens of times is only one day.
Because this water mirror can only be seen for a quarter of an hour.
After [-] years of separation, I can only see it for one day.
Thanks to Hua Xikou, anyone else would not be able to endure this pain so easily.
But in the end, Hua Xikou also hates to get together less and leave more, and fears that they will never meet again.
She looked sadly at the young man in the water mirror, stretched out her hand, trembling slightly, trying to touch the image in the water mirror.
Yuan Shenjun, Yuan Shenjun, her hand stopped in the air.
How forgetful I am when I am old, but I do n’t forget Acacia.
Even now, the more he remembers his face clearly, he once asked her with endless sadness——Desperate for the ghost king?
She answered with certainty back then, saying that he deserved to die, but she didn't think so in her heart.
Now, I don't think so in my heart.
There must be a reason for the existence of all creatures in the world, but she is a human being, so she has to think from the standpoint of a mortal, not to mention that he is a ghost king, even if he is a god, he should not appear in the human world, it is better to leave early .
When the six realms live in peace and harmony, it is naturally all good.
But once the other five realms take action, the human realm will be very dangerous. Just this time, what will the human realm be like with only the two realms of demons and monsters?
The war between the human world, no matter how it is done, will still leave people with a sigh of relief.
Once other realms get involved, will people still be called humans?I'm afraid it's not livestock raised in other five realms.
These years, she has been thinking about this matter, and the more she thinks about it, the more thorough she becomes.
So, even if she once regretted a marriage that she cut off with her own hands, if she did it all over again, she would still make the same choice.
This is the end of the matter, no regrets.
She smiled softly, unconsciously, a tear rolled down, it was hot, and in the end there was only ice cold.
In the water mirror, Yuan Shenjun took out the hairpin from Yuewu Zang's body. He obviously recognized the hairpin, but his originally indifferent expression revealed instant warmth.
She saw it in her eyes, but she didn't know why her heart hurt. It was obvious that her heart had been crushed 20 years ago, but now, she was still in pain, heartbroken, and short of breath.
(End of this chapter)
"I wanted to die a long time ago. Life is always so barren and not worthy of respect." Hua Xikou said, she looked at the sky, sad like a genius who has repeatedly failed, she said, "But, At first I had a master, and later I had a child. In my life, I have always lived for others, and it has become difficult to live according to my own wishes."
She won't tell Chu Ge the real reason - she concealed their affairs, their father dug out her heart and then crushed it.
People live without heart.
She couldn't survive.
She will never let others know this, especially the two children.
There's nothing wrong with their father, but the bad thing is that time makes people, and there are mistakes. She doesn't want them to resent the man who did nothing wrong.
"I'm very tired." She cast her eyes on Chu Ge, and she said, "Chu Ge, mother is very tired, mother has already done what she has to do, mother wants to take a step first, you will forgive mother, right."
"If mother is tired, go. The world is so hard, it's normal for mother to be so tired. I can't keep mother, but, mother, I will miss you." Chu Ge laughed exactly like her, All with a little willfulness.
Hua Xikou smiled, and gently stroked Chu Ge's long hair.
She has never been a good child, and it is difficult to meet the expectations of her close people. She has failed everyone's expectations of her, but in her heart, she is very happy
She hugged Chu Ge apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, mother has never made you happy."
Chu Ge stayed for a while before hugging her back. She said lightly: "All the feelings in the world are owed."
She is also full of philosophy when she talks about the truth.
"Yes." Hua Xikou only answered.
The people outside the house clenched their hands, and they didn't take it seriously for a few months after the teeth were pinched out. She thought she hadn't said goodbye to the master and came back on purpose, but now it seems that whether she is there or not, what difference does it make?From the beginning to the end, she was the extra guy who was not taken seriously.
She turned away.
Hua Xikou didn't know that Yuewu Zan had returned. She just stepped up her efforts and sent her disciples to find the formation stones. Her hard work paid off. Within three months, she found three pieces, and only the last two pieces fell into the most difficult and dangerous places. The place - the ghost world.
One is the obsidian on the back of the ghost king's throne, and the other is the backbone of the living dead, which takes more than 20 years.
The so-called living dead is someone who looks like he is still alive, but has actually been dead for a long time.
This kind of person is too difficult to find, and you can even say that you can't find it.
However, Hua Xikou will not just admit defeat.
She will personally get the first obsidian on the day the barrier is broken.
As for the backbone of the living dead, it might be her backbone. Her heart was crushed back then. Although she didn't know how she survived, she was indeed without breathing and heartbeat. She was undoubtedly a dead person.
The final difference is not hard to find.
The only problem is that she is afraid that she will not be able to last that long. Seeing that the 20-year deadline is approaching, her body is becoming more and more fragile. She is fine during the day, but when she looks in the mirror at night, she can see the deep wrinkles on her face. She is old for nothing. More than 50 years old, after careful calculation, she is only in her early forties now, but it seems that she is already an old man in her 80s and [-]s.
Her physical condition really didn't allow her to go to other places. During this time, she even found it difficult to walk, and the food was difficult to swallow, and she lost weight quickly.
During the day, his health improved a little, and he was able to take care of the affairs of the sect with an immortal face, so that those who had different intentions in the sect would not make any movement.
This is all she can do so far.
In the night, late at night.
Her face quickly dried up, with wrinkles covering her cheeks, like an old man.
She wiped away the water mist on the dressing mirror in the room with a trick, and looked at herself in the mirror, feeling melancholy for a long time.
She is old.
Yuan Shenjun should still be the same as before.
Handsome and gentle and elegant.
Although the mirror surface shattered like water ripples, when the picture reappeared, it was already in the ghost world.
There are two people in the picture, one is Moon Dance Burial, and the other is Yuan Shenjun.
Hua Xikou saw it in her eyes with a calm expression. She used the water mirror to look at Yuan Shenjun's life in the ghost world a long time ago. — At least he didn't smile when she looked at him with the water mirror.
Thinking of this, she sighed again. How many times has she seen him? After sending him back to the ghost world, she left Tianyi Sect, and stayed in Tianyi Sect until the last five years. This mirror, It is not possible to watch it every day, only on the fifteenth day of each month, and she is not free on the fifteenth day of every month, so after careful calculation, she only watched it dozens of times.
And the sum of these dozens of times is only one day.
Because this water mirror can only be seen for a quarter of an hour.
After [-] years of separation, I can only see it for one day.
Thanks to Hua Xikou, anyone else would not be able to endure this pain so easily.
But in the end, Hua Xikou also hates to get together less and leave more, and fears that they will never meet again.
She looked sadly at the young man in the water mirror, stretched out her hand, trembling slightly, trying to touch the image in the water mirror.
Yuan Shenjun, Yuan Shenjun, her hand stopped in the air.
How forgetful I am when I am old, but I do n’t forget Acacia.
Even now, the more he remembers his face clearly, he once asked her with endless sadness——Desperate for the ghost king?
She answered with certainty back then, saying that he deserved to die, but she didn't think so in her heart.
Now, I don't think so in my heart.
There must be a reason for the existence of all creatures in the world, but she is a human being, so she has to think from the standpoint of a mortal, not to mention that he is a ghost king, even if he is a god, he should not appear in the human world, it is better to leave early .
When the six realms live in peace and harmony, it is naturally all good.
But once the other five realms take action, the human realm will be very dangerous. Just this time, what will the human realm be like with only the two realms of demons and monsters?
The war between the human world, no matter how it is done, will still leave people with a sigh of relief.
Once other realms get involved, will people still be called humans?I'm afraid it's not livestock raised in other five realms.
These years, she has been thinking about this matter, and the more she thinks about it, the more thorough she becomes.
So, even if she once regretted a marriage that she cut off with her own hands, if she did it all over again, she would still make the same choice.
This is the end of the matter, no regrets.
She smiled softly, unconsciously, a tear rolled down, it was hot, and in the end there was only ice cold.
In the water mirror, Yuan Shenjun took out the hairpin from Yuewu Zang's body. He obviously recognized the hairpin, but his originally indifferent expression revealed instant warmth.
She saw it in her eyes, but she didn't know why her heart hurt. It was obvious that her heart had been crushed 20 years ago, but now, she was still in pain, heartbroken, and short of breath.
(End of this chapter)
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