fall in love with the best

Chapter 39 I love him. . .

Looking at the back of Leng Yue leaving angrily, the heart wall that Xia Tian had just insisted on, suddenly collapsed. . .

She leaned softly on the pillow behind her, looking weak, Xia Tian only felt very tired, and slowly closed her eyes.

With a woman's intuition, Xia Tian can feel that Leng Yue likes Shangguan Ziyuan, deeply, deeply,
From the way she looked at herself, it was full of hatred, and her anger was so obvious. If she didn't love someone deeply, how could she hate herself like that. . .

Didn't I have mental preparations for such a thing from the very beginning?
He clearly knew that Shangguan Ziyuan would be the focus of attention wherever he went. . .

He clearly knew that Shangguan Ziyuan would be surrounded by countless beauties. . .

He clearly knows that if he likes him, or is liked by him, he will bear the hatred from countless people, and even resort to all means. . .

And myself, how long can I last, how can I believe in this love that fell from the sky. . .

Sensing Xia Tian's strangeness, Shangguan Ziyuan walked forward and held Xia Tian's hand tightly.

"You have to believe in me, just like you believe in yourself. No one can change what I have decided on by Shangguan Ziyuan. There may be many things like this, but you will be my only one, and I will never hurt you a little bit..."

Xia Tian raised her head, and from Shangguan Ziyuan's eyes, she saw that she was full of firmness, but so what, a heart that has been hurt once will always become particularly fragile, not to mention, when facing Yes, he is a proud son of heaven.

Xia Tian looked at him fixedly, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth, "Yes, there are so many people who like you, and all of them are outstanding characters. If you have a background, you have to have a good appearance. Everything is so good. , Then what am I, what can I compare with them, what can I use to win others, what can I use to keep this love."

The more Xia Tian said, the more excited he became, the corners of his eyes actually slipped out tears unconsciously. . .

Seeing all this, Shangguan Ziyuan seemed a little at a loss, he took Xia Tian into his arms in a panic, "What are you talking about, their excellence is their own business, it has nothing to do with you, and it has nothing to do with me, you don't need to win Anyone, you just need to win my heart, now it seems that you have won everything, so what are you still worried about?"

Xia Tian raised his head, his clear big eyes were watery, and his long eyelashes flickered, looking very innocent, "Then why do you like me, I'm so ordinary, I don't have any family background, and I'm not good-looking."

"Why, I think summer looks the best. Who doesn't love such a warm girl."

"However, we have only known each other for a short time. Do you really think that I am the person you are looking for? Why do I feel so unreal?"

"Fool, from the first moment I saw you, I felt that you were the person I was looking for. I don't know why. If my heart moves, do I need any reason?"

"But."

"How can there be so many but, as long as you know that I will love you well and never let you down, that's fine, don't tell me," Shangguan Ziyuan paused, and finally said, "Could it be that you don't even believe in love?" ?"

"Love?" Xia Tian repeated these two words that were once so warm to him.

For a long time, I never believed in love. . .

How long, I have been rejecting love. . .

It's been so long that even I am about to forget the beauty that love once brought to me.

Once, I also believed in love so firmly, I firmly believed that as long as two people love each other deeply, there will be no difficulty for them to separate. . .

Thinking about it now, everything is so ridiculous, what is love, in the face of reality, there is always one party who will compromise first, after that, all the vows will disappear, and all the sweetness will disappear. . .

Seeing Xia Tian's dazed look, Shangguan Ziyuan knew that he had touched the deep pain in her heart, but if he didn't open her heart knot, how could he enter her world.

Thinking of this, Shangguan Ziyuan looked at Xia Tian seriously, "I know, you should have loved, right? It's because you loved too deeply, so even if you're not together, you still can't get over that pain, yes no."

Xia Tian listened to what he said in a daze, every single word entered into her heart, and suddenly felt that the man in front of her could listen to what she had to say. . .

Couldn't help it, Xia Tian told the story that had been hidden in her heart for a long time, that part, the story between her and Situ Xia, that part, no matter how long it had been, the story that would always be in the bottom of my heart.

"I love him, I love him so much. Since I met him when I was 16 years old, I felt that we would be together. Yes, we have never given up on each other for three whole years. You can say that we were young and ignorant Love, but I just love him, love him very much, and he, for me, can give up his favorite stadium and choose to study obediently, just so that he can be admitted to the same university as me, and give up his machismo for me , pet me, love me, he holds my hand, like the left hand holding the right hand, so close, so natural..."

Thinking of the ending later, Xia Tian seemed a little excited, "But, he broke up when he said he broke up, just because he failed the college entrance examination, what kind of bad reason is that, I don't believe it, and I don't want to believe it, but his decisive eyes scare me , At that moment, I felt that I would lose him forever."

Recalling the past, Xia Tian burst into tears, she looked at Shangguan Ziyuan, just like looking at Situ Xia, crying hysterically.

"Later, I went crazy looking for him and went to all the places we've been together, but he, like vanished from the world, didn't hear from me. Don't you understand, he just let me cry. The one who promised me, The boy who won't make me cry will never appear again, gone forever..."

Shangguan Ziyuan listened to her venting quietly, hugged her quietly, and let the tears wet her clothes. She knew that it was the eternal pain in Xia Tian's heart. After uncovering it, she still hurts a lot, still looks so fragile, crying makes people feel distressed. . .

I don't know how long it took, Xia Tian calmed down slowly, nestled in Shangguan Ziyuan's arms obediently, as if she was asleep, and seemed unusually quiet, only the occasional sobbing sound proved that she was still awake.

Shangguan Ziyuan raised his hand to stroke her hair, and said softly, "Then, do you still believe in eternal love in this world?"

A faint sentence caused Xia Tian to break free from his embrace. She looked up at him, her eyes were red and swollen, and there were still tears on her cheeks, "What did you say?"

"I said, do you still believe in eternal love?" Shangguan Ziyuan repeated, his eyes full of determination.

"I"

"If you are still willing to choose to believe, I will work with you to create..."

Before Xia Tian could answer, Shangguan Ziyuan spoke, a simple sentence that made Xia Tian stand there in a daze.

Xia Tian just looked at him like this, tears came out of her eyes again, she threw herself into Shangguan Ziyuan's arms, said nothing, just called out, "Ziyuan..."

The corner of Shangguan Ziyuan's mouth raised a happy smile, he held Xia Tian tightly in his arms, and the air was filled with happiness. . .

"Okay, summer, be good, don't think about it anymore, take a good rest, and take good care of your body before you can leave the hospital. Look, it's almost winter."

Xia Tian raised his head and looked out the window, the bleak autumn wind was blowing, the leaves began to turn yellow and looked very cold, and the sporadic light rain made people feel the breath of winter.

"It's so fast, it's almost winter, I must be discharged from the hospital before the first snow of this winter, okay?"

"That depends on how well you recover."

"No, I must hurry before the snow falls," Xia Tian turned his head, and Shangguan Ziyuan couldn't help laughing with a slightly coquettish look, "Then it's all up to Dr. Xia, okay?"

"Well," Xia Tian nodded in satisfaction. At this moment, she only felt that she seemed to be surrounded by happiness, full of happiness, very real. . .

(End of this chapter)