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Chapter 317 I've been in prison for a long time (37) I don't hate you, but I won't love you anymore

There was a moment of silence on the other end of the phone before Xu Ying continued: "Ah Shu, I'm sorry. I just thought that if I thought so, your situation would not be so difficult."

Ah Shu curled her fingers tightly into her palms, and she closed her eyes, "Xiaoying, what you imagined might not exist, Nian Nian is just my daughter."

Having said that, there is no point in asking more questions.

After more than a year of getting along in Jiangcheng, Ah Shu understood Xu Ying's temperament, and she was naturally no stranger to herself.

Even if Xu Ying had doubts, she didn't ask again, "When I moved here, I said hello to me in advance, and I will spare the space for you. To be honest, I am used to you and Nian Nian, and suddenly there are no children. Noisy, I always feel empty in my heart, especially in this unfamiliar place.”

"Xiaoying, thank you." Ah Shu said softly.

Xu Ying was silent for a while before answering: "Ah Shu, I actually came to Jiangcheng after careful consideration. On the one hand, Mr. Gu gave me good conditions; on the other hand, I have some personal reasons, but I can't explain it right now... ..."

"Since it's hard to say, let's wait for the right time to talk about it. Xiaoying, I just don't want to involve you because of myself." Ah Shu didn't want to pry into her privacy, she raised her hand and pressed her temple, feeling the pain during menstruation Yes, I just feel my head is a little heavy now.

Because of her physical discomfort, she didn't talk to Xu Ying much. After hanging up the phone, she was so uncomfortable that she burrowed into the bed.

But I thought in my heart, could it be that Gu Rugui's crow's mouth really hit the mark, the rhythm of catching a cold?

In fact, this is not impossible for her current dilapidated body.

At first, Ah Shu remembered getting up later to find some medicine to take before going to sleep, but later he felt exhausted and fell asleep groggy.

She didn't sleep well this time, and she kept having repeated dreams. It seemed that someone was talking in the room. Ah Shu couldn't hear what they said clearly, but he could probably tell from their few words that she had a fever. up.

She was not surprised, but her consciousness and body seemed to be hanging at two ends, her consciousness became more and more aware of what happened, but her body trembled because of the unbearable pain.

cold... hurts...

This is the only perception she has.

The quilt that was supposed to be warm wrapped her up like an ice cellar, and the blanket of coolness swept over her. Ah Shu was shivering from the cold, and in his hazy consciousness, he felt a pair of powerful arms supporting her, and his warm body holding her up. Painful embrace into the arms.

Yes, it's pity. Even though her consciousness is hazy, she can still feel the cautiousness of the visitor.

As his body warmed up inch by inch, Ah Shu was greedy for his warmth, so he snuggled himself up against him, in the posture of curling up in a mother's womb.

who is it?

Professor Shen?

Or Mrs. Shen?
A very familiar yet unfamiliar breath poured into the tip of his nose, and a gentle man's face suddenly appeared in Ah Shu's drowsy mind.

Brother Gu...how could it be him?
She thought wryly, the only time she fell in love at first sight in her life turned out to be a bloody ending.

The man she loves has her best friend in his heart, and what's even more tragic is that she can't fight her openly.Because in this world, how can the living win against the dead?
The past and the past are endless, and they are played back and forth in her mind like an old movie...

My heart started to hurt, and in the end, the pain became more and more serious...

There seemed to be a hand strangling her throat for no reason in the air, making her breathless for a moment. Ah Shu struggled desperately, trying to escape the terrible bondage, but she found that the arms around her neck were tightening, threatening to take her away. Her last breath is like...

There is an endless black abyss in front of her, but all she can do is sink...

"Shen Shu, wake up!"

Suddenly, a clear voice pierced into the eardrums, like the first ray of sunshine in winter, dispelling all the haze surrounding her.

"Shen Shu, open your eyes and look at me, did you hear that?" It was still the same voice, familiar, but a little heavy.

Ah Shu's thoughts suddenly jolted, and the next instant he opened his eyes.

What came into view was Gu Rugui's slightly tired face. His eyes were bloodshot and blue stubble had grown on his chin. He looked a bit embarrassed.

Her gaze was in a daze on his face for a while before she focused, turned her head to look around, and then remembered what happened before. Thinking of this, Ah Shu frowned unhappily, and looked at Gu Rugui, "What are you doing?" Come in...cough cough..."

I don't know if I don't open my mouth, but when I open my mouth, I realize that my voice is so hoarse, and my throat is so dry that it seems that something is scratching it all the time.

Gu Rugui helped Ah Shu sit up, took another pillow and put it on her back, then passed a glass of warm water to her mouth, "Drink some water."

Ah Shu took his hand and drank a large glass of water, and then he felt his throat feel better, and asked him, "What's wrong with me?"

He put the empty cup in his hand on the bedside table, "I had a fever all night, and I just retreated."

a whole night?

Ah Shu subconsciously looked out the window, and sure enough, she saw a ray of morning light coming in through the curtains that were not closed tightly. She thought of the conversation she had vaguely heard and Gu Rugui's exhausted appearance just now, thinking that she had troubled him that night. Quite a lot, so I lowered my eyes knowingly, "Did you take care of me all night? Thank you."

She didn't hear him answer, but felt the mattress beside her sink.

Ah Shu stared at Gu Rugui who had rolled onto the bed in astonishment, subconsciously moved aside, her beautiful eyes were full of guard, "What are you doing?"

As everyone knows, the edge of the bed is already narrow, and her move just made it easier for Gu Rugui to move into her whole body. He glanced at her lightly and said, "Didn't you see that? Sleep."

"Go to bed and go back to your room."

"I really want to go back." Gu Rugui glanced down, and said again: "It's just that I don't have the strength to do so, so I have to make do with it."

When Ah Shu followed his line of sight and saw his hand clutching the hem of his clothes, he was instantly embarrassed. The hem of his clothes that had been ironed and smooth was now wrinkled, and the culprit was his own hand.

And since she woke up just now, she didn't realize that she had been clutching his clothes.

Ah Shu let go of his hand awkwardly, "Sorry, you can go back now."

Gu Rugui ignored her, and closed his eyes self-consciously, "I have to go to the company in two hours, there is no need."

It means that the sleep time is limited, so the location does not need to be particular.

He is not particular about it, but when he lay down like this, Ah Shu couldn't sit still even though her body was limp and uncomfortable, so she moved to her side, sticking her feet out of the quilt, "Then go to sleep, I'm much better, I just got up and went to the hospital to see Niannian."

Hearing this, Gu Rugui opened a slit in the corner of his eyes, and after seeing Shen Shu clearly, he scooped out the area with his long arms precisely, and brought her back. Ah Shu bumped into his broad chest, feeling stiff and uncomfortable.

Just when he supported his chest and was about to push it away, he heard Gu Rugui leaning against her hair and whispering, "Is this always the case before?"

Ah Shu's movements suddenly stopped, "What?"

"Fever like yesterday... nightmare raving."

She was taken aback, tried her best to calm her expression, and asked tentatively, "Did I say something yesterday?"

Hearing this, Gu Rugui's breathing stopped for a moment, then she pulled her head away and stared at her, "What are you nervous about?"

Ah Shu frowned, "I didn't."

"Shen Shu, you have something to hide from me, right?"

She thought for a moment, "Yes."

"what?"

"Actually, I didn't tell you the truth yesterday. Aunt Fang asked for two days off instead of half a day."

"Ok?"

"Because I was afraid that you would not let me move out because no one cooks, so I only talked for a long time."

"..."

Ah Shu made a choice, looked at him with an inexplicably serious expression, "So, what did I say last night?"

Gu Rugui met her gaze, and couldn't help but twitched his lips, "Lawyer Shen, have you always managed to make the other party relax like this in court before?"

It's been a long time since Lawyer Shen said this, and Ah Shu's eyes dimmed inadvertently, "I've long forgotten what it's like to go to court."

Her words reminded Gu Rugui of Fang Wei's investigation on her.

During the first year of her life in Jiangcheng, she hardly ever left home, writing paperwork for a living.And all of this was probably because of Shen Nian.

For the sake of the child, Shen Shu no longer looks like Shen Shu.

Gu Rugui took a deep breath, his eyes concealed a pinched coldness, he suddenly tightened his arms, and wrapped her tightly in his arms, his hoarse voice was mixed with a few hints of darkness, "You said you hate me?" , Shen Shu, do you hate me?"

Ah Shu's body froze suddenly.

Did she subconsciously say she hated him?
I have never thought of hatred, but I never thought that when my consciousness is pressed by pain, I will speak freely.

Ah Shu bit his lip, the tip of his tongue was bitter, "Gu Rugui, do you want to tell the truth?"

Gu Rugui was silent for a long time before replying in a low voice, "Yes."

"I don't hate you, but I don't love you either."

(End of this chapter)