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Chapter 284: A Long Time to Be Prisoned (04) Everyone Stands on a Moral Level and Doesn't Shame on Her and Condemns Her

Shen Shu said: "When I was young, I fell in love with a man. At that time, I mistook long-term love for deep love, and even ignored that man's already beautiful wife, so I forcibly stepped into his marriage. He divorced his wife and married him successfully. My family has four generations of Qingfeng, how can I tolerate my existence? For this reason, I did not hesitate to turn against my family. It’s just that I didn’t understand at that time that all sins are There will be retribution, and the coming of retribution is often only a matter of time, when I was still secretly enjoying this stolen happiness, I didn’t know that the evil consequences had already come.”

She paused, and then said: "Niannian was only seven months old when my late husband died unexpectedly. His family was quite powerful and famous in Qingcheng, and the elders of the family were extremely shameless to my behavior back then. My late husband is still alive. At that time, I took care of my face and occasionally defended me, but after his death, this maintenance seemed worthless. The living will never be afraid of the words of the dead. When I see the eyes of the elders looking at me, I already have a result in my heart. I don't care what they will do to me, but I am afraid that they will hurt Nian Nian, so when everyone is still immersed in grief, I quietly leave the house with Nian Nian."

"It's ridiculous to think about it. At the beginning, I worked so hard to get him, but after he died, I didn't even enter his mourning hall. But it seemed that God didn't punish me enough. Not long after I left, I heard a person who said something to me. Telling the extremely fatal news, this news made me emotionally broken, causing Niannian to give birth prematurely, and even almost lost her. And each other, regarding my actions, all Qingcheng people are not ashamed of me and condemn me on a moral level, At that time, I had already betrayed my relatives and lost my reputation, and I couldn't go home, let alone stay in Qingcheng, so I came to Jiangcheng alone with Nian Nian, and then I met you."

The sunlight was whirling, and it reflected on Shen Shu's face finely and finely.

Her fine eyelashes were still stained with tears, and her voice was a little hoarse after crying, but her narration was very calm, at least Xu Ying couldn't hear anything unusual for the time being.

A concise and concise story, but the content has been criticized by the world.

Xu Ying thought that she could not fully understand Ah Shu's mood, but she clearly understood that what Ah Shu just said omitted a lot of hardship and unbearable.

Separate the two words of betrayal and notoriety, no matter which one is a very heavy word.

And she was doubly imposed on her at that time, how could she feel as good as she said now?

There is no right or wrong in feelings, but Ah Shu undoubtedly chose the most direct but also the most extreme way.

This way hurts others and self, and in the eyes of those who have been bound by the norms of Taoism for a long time, it is even more intolerable.

Xu Ying didn't know Shen Shu for a long time, but just thinking about it, her heart was inevitably blocked and panicked.

Suddenly, the scene when the two first met appeared in my mind.

A little over a year ago, shortly after the original roommate moved out, the landlady informed her that the new tenant was a young single mother with a baby less than a year old.

She rejects this, because in her view, children are noisy existences, and for a person like her who lives from nine to five, living together is inevitably somewhat inconvenient.For this reason, she even had the idea of ​​moving out. In the afternoon when this idea was just about to start, the doorbell rang suddenly.

She remembered that after opening the door, Shen Shu's first words were, "Sorry to bother you, because I can't afford the rent for the whole house, and I kept begging, so the landlord reluctantly rented this single room to me, you Don't worry, Nian Nian is very quiet, she will never disturb you."

At that time, Ah Shu, who was single with Nian Nian, was like an old man at the end of his life. He didn't see the vitality that they should have at their age, but the words that opened his mouth expressed her concerns to the point.

Xu Ying looked at her expensive brand-name clothes, and did not believe that she would be someone who could not afford to rent a house, because that outfit alone was enough to pay half a year's rent.

Shen Shu noticed her gaze, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "There is a kind of people in this world who are glamorous on the outside, but poor on the inside. I am one of the best, because my poorest thing is not my heart, but my wallet."

Xu Ying looked at her suspiciously, but Ah Shu looked open-minded.

Finally, he sideways let her into the room, and it wasn't long before she understood why Ah Shu decided that Nian Nian would not cry.Nian Nian was born prematurely, and her body was extremely weak. Even if she cried, she would just cry softly. Once the door of the room was closed, she couldn't hear anything. Only then did she know why Shen Shu had to Living here is due to the seclusion of the apartment and the proximity to the hospital.

Her financial situation will be stretched because Nian Nian needs to go to the hospital from time to time, which is a huge expense.

Apart from taking care of Niannian, Ah Shu's usual job is to write papers and sign contracts at home with a computer in his hand. Xu Ying doesn't know what her job was before, and occasionally caught a glimpse of her work content, but felt that her words were too rigorous , that was something she couldn't do as a clerk.

Ah Shu seldom went out and had no contact with the outside world.Xu Ying faintly sensed that she was deliberately avoiding something.

In this regard, she was shocked, curious, and questioned, but in the end she set a clear boundary for herself.

The two never met each other in the past, but this year they got along like old friends. Xu Ying kept thinking, maybe Shen Shu had such an ability to make people get close, or maybe it was because Nian Nian was too petite and cute , so she couldn't bear to be harsh.

She knew that Shen Shu still had many things to say, for example, since she loved that man so much, why didn't Nian Nian follow his surname?Another example, what was the news that was fatal to her back then?
It's just that she won't ask these questions that she didn't know before. In the past relationship between the two, this is a kind of balance and a kind of tacit understanding.

"Ah Shu, the past is over, there is no need to be overly sad, the things you are thinking about now are the most important things." That's all Xu Ying can say.

"Xiaoying, thank you." After a long time, Shen Shu replied softly.

Xu Ying didn't know whether she was grateful for her own comfort or didn't explore too much, but seeing her quiet expression, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, "Go in, Niannian might have woken up, if I can't see you, I'm afraid there will be another row."

Shen Shu nodded, turned around and walked towards the ward.

(End of this chapter)