his kisses are sweet

Chapter 154 Don't Hug So Tight, I Hurt! 【4000＋】

Shengge was trembling with pain, she didn't know whether it was because of his actions or his words, she muttered: "Rong Jin, don't hug her so tightly, I hurt."

Rong Jin paused, quickly let go of his hands and looked her up and down, "Where does it hurt?"

"It hurts everywhere. You are right. I care. There is no woman who does not love beauty, including me. These scars always remind me of the painful days in the past. The scars cannot be erased, nor can the past. At this point, it's hard to stop. Rong Jin, I don't want to entangle with you who is right and who is wrong. Anyway, in a relationship, you have to suffer a little to wake up. I accept your apology, and from now on we'll be fine!"

"The thing about Shi Weiwei is just a misunderstanding."

She smiled bitterly, recalling the phone call before the accident: "I know, I also know that you didn't go to city B back then."

I even secretly drove to find you to ask, but I didn't expect...

His eyes suddenly turned cold, "Why is that? Gu Shengge, give me a reason?"

Sheng Ge closed his eyes: "We are not suitable, Rong Jin."

"Where is it inappropriate? Judging from the marriage of nearly half a year in the past, I think we are very compatible physically and mentally. Can you deny the fact that you still love me?"

His tone was a little aggressive, forcing Shengge to step back unconsciously.

She took a deep breath: "Don't force me."

Rong Jin stopped in his tracks, he took a deep look at her, and walked towards the parking lot with his arms: "I'll take you back."

In the carriage, there was silence.

He didn't speak, and Sheng Ge was happy and quiet.

The car stopped at the gate of the villa, and she got out of the car quickly.

Looking at her back, Rong Jin slowly said: "Ge'er, I won't force you, but don't force me either, because I don't know what I will do. I was able to destroy the Gu family half a year ago, but now I can't." Yes, even if your eldest brother has the power to turn the tide, but in Qingcheng, if you go head-to-head with the Rong family, no company can match the financial strength of the Rong family."

When Shengge turned around, the car had already sped away.

She frowned, did Rong Jin say "big brother" just now?
He already knew that Li Zhen was the eldest brother?

She suddenly remembered that Rong Jin said that he was the one who did the elder brother's autopsy back then, and that he knew that his elder brother was not dead when he approached her?

No, not like.

What's going on here?

She shook her head and walked into the villa. Since her brother is not dead, there is no point in worrying about these things now.

Li Zhen was not in the villa, only Aunt Fang, the part-time worker who was invited, was busy.

"Aunt Fang, where is Ran Ran?"

"I went up to read it just now, and I'm reading a book."

Shengge thought of something, and called to the kitchen: "Aunt Fang, there are still ribs in the refrigerator, let's make sweet and sour pork ribs at noon, Ran Ran likes to eat."

"Okay." Aunt Fang replied cheerfully.

Qin Ran was not in the room, Sheng Ge searched around the second floor, and finally found him on the balcony.

The small body crawled on the floor, curled up into a ball.

She hurried over and helped him up: "Ran Ran, are you sick again?"

Qin Ran's face was pale, his lips were trembling, and he pulled the corner of his mouth at her with difficulty: "Sister Qin, I'm fine."

"Did you throw away the medicine?" She specifically told Aunt Fang that she would never forget that he had to take medicine every day, so the biggest possibility is that Qin Ran quietly threw away the medicine or vomited it up.

Qin Ran was startled by Sheng Ge's stern face, he bit his lip, lowered his eyes and said nothing.

"I'm going to get the medicine and think about your explanation before I come back."

Qin Ran saw her hurrying towards the stairs, and after a while brought up a glass of water and a few pills.

With a twinkle in his eyes, he obediently swallowed the medicine in Shengge's hand.

Shengge put the cup aside, sat down in front of him, and said two words coldly: "Explain."

Qin Ran moved his lips, but finally remained silent.

"Qin Ran, you should know that I'm impatient."

He shrank back, his eyes flickered and said: "Sister Qin, I know you brought me back because of my illness. You are afraid that you can't control my illness in Erli Village, and you feel ashamed of me."

Shengge frowned: "Where did you hear about this?"

"Ergen is not a fool, I know that my father committed a crime, and I also know that Teacher Rong is right, but Ergen only has one father, no matter how big a mistake my father made, it is because I love Ergen too much, I can't hate my father. Sister Qin is so kind to Ergen, and she even treats Ergen because you think that if you hadn’t come to Erli Village, what happened later would not have happened, and Dad would not have committed suicide, right?”

Shengge's silence is equivalent to default.

She didn't intend to take Qin Ran away, and she didn't even waver when she knew that he followed them out of the village quietly.

When Li Dagen died, she noticed that there was something wrong with Ergen's heart, but she didn't pay much attention to it at that time, thinking that he was just sad.

But when she was at the village chief's house, she saw him rolling on the bed with his hands on his chest, and then she realized that there must be something wrong with his heart.

At that time, she still didn't intend to take him away, but told the village chief to contact her if he had any health problems.

Until he passed out in Fang Wei's arms, she was moved with compassion.

When she brought him back to Qingcheng, she checked him right away. The result of the examination was congenital heart disease, atrial septal defect, and surgery was needed as soon as possible.

"Don't think too much, I've already found someone to arrange an interventional operation for you, and you won't need to take so much medicine after the operation."

Qin Ran looked at her face, and lowered his eyes disappointedly: "Sister Qin, after the operation, you send me back to Erli Village. You don't owe Ergen, and Teacher Rong doesn't owe me either. I can't accept the way my father died."

Sheng Ge frowned: "You saw Rong Jin sending me back just now?"

Qin Ran bit his lips and nodded: "Uncle Li said that day that Sister Qin wants to marry someone Ergen likes, because Ergen doesn't like Teacher Rong, so Sister Qin doesn't like Teacher Rong either, but when she was in Erli Village, Teacher Rong told Ergen that he liked Sister Qin very much and wanted to treat you well."

Shengge choked slightly, she didn't expect that an eight-year-old child like him could be so clear-headed.

But he couldn't help feeling amused, "Ran Ran, I admit that you are my excuse, but the relationship between me and Rong Jin is not because of you."

She didn't know why she had to explain this to an eight-year-old child, but Qin Ran was probably the only one she could talk about right now.

Qin Ran was puzzled.

"Ran Ran, remember what I said, you need to be evenly matched in love, you don't know how good Mr. Rong is, now I feel ashamed when I stand with him, we are not from the same world."

She laughed at herself: "Gu Shengge doesn't have the hands he is proud of, and he can't even wear a decent dress. I am no longer Gu Shengge. One day, he will find that all he wants is the original Gu Shengge, not the old Gu Shengge." The current Qin Ge."

Seeing Qin Ran's blank eyes, she rubbed his hair: "I'm telling you what to do, but you don't understand, since I have already brought you out, I have no intention of sending you back, of course In the future, when you have the ability to be independent, it doesn't matter where you want to go, but now that you have come to Qingcheng, you have to abandon the past. You have to forget that you are Li Ergen, and your name is Qin Ran, who cut off the past just like Qin Ge Qin Ran."

Qin Ran stared blankly at her and stood up: "Qin Ran, don't tell anyone about your past, because here, they may become weapons to slander you at any time."

It's like even though "she" is dead, her past is still being talked about.

He chewed her words, seeming to understand but not seeming to understand.

***
I met Zhao Jiaming again three days later, at the tea restaurant where I met for the first time.

Sheng Ge dropped the spoon that was stirring the coffee and made a crisp sound in the white porcelain cup. She looked at him in surprise: "What did you say?"

"Miss Qin, I hope we can get married as soon as possible."

Judging from what happened in the temple before, Zhao Jiaming clearly couldn't let Diqiu go. What does it mean to suddenly propose marriage to her at this time?
The two of them had just met three times and they were talking about marriage, which made her somewhat unacceptable.

Feeling her repulsion, Zhao Jiaming smiled gently: "I was too anxious and didn't consider Miss Qin's thoughts."

Shengge took a sip of his coffee before slowly speaking: "I have two questions."

"Excuse me."

"One is the relationship between you and Miss Diqiu. I heard that Miss Diqiu is your ex-wife. If I remember correctly, Mr. Zhao left with Miss Diqiu at the temple that day. Is there nothing to do with it?"

Zhao Jiaming's face froze, and then he returned to normal: "Di Qiu and I have made it clear that she will not become an obstacle between us."

"It's not a question of whether to hinder or not. The point is that your heart is still with her. Qin Ge has never been a third party."

Seeing his sudden change of expression, Shengge got up: "It seems that there is nothing to ask about the second question, is it because my brother asked you to put pressure on you?"

Zhao Jiaming closed his eyes and sighed: "It doesn't count, I did it voluntarily."

His eyes fell on her face quickly, with a slight look: "Miss Qin, you can see through the relationship between me and Qiuqiu, so why can't I understand the relationship between you and Young Master Rong? , you and I just get what we need, I marry you and stop my thoughts, you marry me and stop Rong Jin's thoughts, so we can kill two birds with one stone, isn't it great?"

Shengge's eyes flickered: "Diqiu is a good woman."

"So what? She doesn't love me."

Di Qiu doesn't love him, she is a woman, and she can feel Di Qiu's repressed emotions towards him.

Zhao Jiaming looked at her expression of disbelief, and mocked bitterly: "If she loves me, why would she take away our child and go to America with her own hands? I have been looking for her for so long, but she is lucky. She will divorce me as soon as she comes back. Break it clean!"

Shengge's hand slipped, and the coffee cup fell to the table with a "bang".

The scorched yellow liquid spilled on her white skirt, congealing into a horrible stain.

Zhao Jiaming was startled, and quickly took out a tissue and wiped it for her: "Is it burnt?"

"No, thank you." She turned slightly to avoid his touch.

Only then did he realize his gaffe: "Sorry."

"It's okay." Sheng Ge paused, and then shifted his gaze to him: "Mr. Zhao, the reason why you proposed to marry me is because you think that Di Qiu and I are similar in some respects?"

Hearing this, Zhao Jiaming was silent, but she had already seen the clue from his uncomfortable face, she sighed: "I will consider your suggestion."

After Zhao Jiaming left, Sheng Ge sat in the tea restaurant for a long time, her mind was very confused.

She thought of Rong Jin, of his annoyance when he knew he would not keep the child, and of him whispering in her ear, saying that she had never said that she loved him.

She was sincere and fearful in that marriage, but she never thought that he didn't have much sense of security.

Rong Jin, when you said I love you so firmly, did you ever feel so unconfident in your heart?

Shengge laughed at himself, if he could understand these things at that time, wouldn't the two of them be in the situation they are in now?
She can be sure that Diqiu must have something to hide from Zhao Jiaming, but it's good for the two of them to make it clear.

But even if she is willing, there is still Shi Weiwei between her and Rong Jin. Even if she no longer doubts his feelings for her, she will never forget his original intention of coming to her. He found her for Shi Weiwei , she is not a third party, but she absolutely cannot allow a third party in her relationship.

It doesn't matter who is the cause of her and Shi Weiwei. The important thing is that this is not the relationship she wants.

In the end, she just couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart.

In the confusion of thoughts, the phone rang.

A hoarse and pleasant voice came from the phone: "Ge'er."

"Well, it's me."

Regarding her rare obedience, the other party seemed to be stunned for a moment: "There is something wrong with the third uncle. I am going to England. I guess it will take a month. I will not disturb you during this time. I hope you You can carefully consider the things between us, and don't just run away."

Sheng Ge thought for a moment before replying with one word: "Okay."

　Three shifts...

　　Good night~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)