Rebirth: Bringing the System to Find a Husband

Chapter 210 The Change of the Seat

Xi Fu responded, "It's just that I'm a little lonely. My heart is often filled with unspeakable fear and confusion. So I looked up at the moon and walked down the road, and my mood calmed down."

For some reason, he just wanted to talk to her.

"Yes." Nie Shuangyan turned to look at him, "The moonlight is fine, and so are you."

Xi Fu smiled shyly, he is not as good as she said, but the joy in his heart is real.

He is really happy for her words.

She also laughed and said, "Xi Fu, I'm here for you."

Eh? ? ?
This……

He was at a loss and didn't know what to say, he just murmured: "I..."

Nie Shuangyan said to himself: "Listen to me, Xi Fu, I can't stay here for a few days, so I won't follow you all the time. I know that art people like you are often haunted by pain. So, I want to You promise me that if you feel that you can't survive, you will think about me and the moon."

"I also want to enjoy the moon with you."

She looked at him and said in a deep voice, "Xi Fu, don't let me down."

"..." He was both happy and melancholy. She valued him so much, but what he did was really disappointing.

He couldn't justify, couldn't promise.

"Why don't you speak!" Nie Shuangyan forced, "It's so difficult for the dead, but so easy for the living! Death! It's not scary, what's scary is not daring to face these things. Xifu, don't treat your life like a joke."

She seemed to be brooding over his last jumping incident.

Thinking about it, she must have been frightened that time.

She had always placed high hopes on him, but he was so fragile, unlike a man.

He is sorry.

In the eyes of most people, a man should be strong, responsible, and fearless.

But he is not only cowardly and selfish, but also lacks a kind of resilience in the face of life's difficulties, and is very fragile.

Facing Nie Shuangyan's questioning, he whispered his deepest thoughts in his heart, and said: "Miss Nie, I understand what you said, but my life is worthless. There has never been a single person in this world I have been looking forward to my birth, and no one has put me in their eyes. I have nothing. I have failed Ms. Nie’s high expectations for me! I understand what Ms. Nie said today, but I can’t agree. What kind of strong person, if one day he really can't think about it and commits short-sightedness, wouldn't he be dishonest and let down Miss Nie's intentions."

Yes, to this day, he still has not dispelled the idea of ​​suicide. For him, suicide is the last means to escape most unsatisfactory things in this world.

He can pretend to agree, but he doesn't want to deceive her. She wholeheartedly does his best, let him deceive her, and then makes her half happy. When he chooses to commit suicide on a certain day in a certain year, then, today he promised Everything is an insult to her.

She is his belief, and he will not insult it.

So, forgive him for his stubborn reluctance to admit it.

Nie Shuangyan shook his head and said: "Xi Fu, you are wrong. You said that no one expects your birth and no one thinks you are important. Do you treat me as a human being? From the very beginning, I have stated more than once that I I am very optimistic about you. Xi Fu, I have left my words here today. Even if you are not for others, you must live for me!"

Xi Fu looked at the moon in the sky and sighed, "I dare not agree."

"Why don't you dare, the ancients said that scholars die for their confidantes, I am not, I don't want you to die, I want you to live." Nie Shuangyan looked at him, "Xi Fu, do you dare to promise me!"

The gloom and coldness in Xi Fu's heart finally dissipated because of Nie Shuangyan's words. A fire arose in his heart, and this fire became the source of life for the rest of his life, burning him and supporting him through The cold night of life.

He finally let go, and he vowed: "I will try my best to live until the day I feel that I can't live anymore."

"Okay, with your words, I feel relieved. Everyone says that death is the result of hardships through the ages. Let me say that it should be the life of hardships through the ages. Xi Fu, don't let me down, you must live a real life." Live well until you don’t go down.”

"Okay." He agreed. She had already said she would do what she said, so how could he still pretend to refuse?

A gentleman's promise is worth a thousand pieces of gold.

He said yes, and it will be done.

There is no death in his heart anymore, he goes to school hard, goes to the library in his spare time, squeezes his time like a sponge squeezes water, and then spends his time on the books in the library, swimming in the ocean of knowledge.

Nie Shuangyan was probably really afraid that he still wanted to die, so he came to see him occasionally, even during the Spring Festival, and ate dumplings with Nie Shuangyan's father and another person.

She came here for the Spring Festival holiday, and even played for a few days, and it was rare for him not to stay in the library, walking around with her all day long.

If he was still with others, he would feel that he was wasting his time, but if he was with her, he would have four words in his heart—time is quiet and good.

He feels very happy.

After the Spring Festival, she returned to China, and he still went to school.

A few days later, my father called him, his words were numb, and he said bluntly that the family had no money and could not even live in the poorest poverty-stricken area, and asked him to find a way.

What can he do?He sent back his monthly salary, leaving only a small amount for transportation expenses.You must know that Paris, France is a high-consumption place, and it is very difficult to live here.Fortunately, Nie Shuangyan's father opened a studio, and he was provided with food and accommodation here. Otherwise, with his salary, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to survive here.

He was eating when he received the call. His mobile phone was very old and leaked some sound. Nie Shuangyan's father was sitting next to him, so he heard it naturally.

After he agreed to hang up the phone in embarrassment, Nie Shuangyan's father gave him his mobile phone and said, "If you want to solve this matter, you should ask Ah Yan. If you ask me, of course I can help you. But the symptoms are not the root cause. She is now the boss of the studio. If there is anything to do, it is better to go to her directly. And one more thing, my foreign company is counted as a branch, and the domestic company is the main one. You are not me. In this branch, I have no right to make any decisions about you."

Nie Shuangyan's father always looked down on him and thought he was cowardly. He used to ignore him unless he could talk to him. This time it was rare to talk to him and explained so much to him.

He was very grateful.

He didn't talk nonsense, took the phone, called, and said, "Miss Nie, I want to ask you something."

Only to hear the female voice from the phone, as calm as ever: "What's the matter?"

(End of this chapter)