Rebirth: Bringing the System to Find a Husband

Chapter 191 It's a perfect match with Jiang Wei

She stood there with her back straight, and there was a sense of arrogance in her bones.

This is an arrogance that will not be overwhelmed by suffering.

She tossed her pride out of those torments.

As long as this arrogance is there, no matter what, nothing can defeat her, and she will stand upright like a unique pine and cypress in the world.

She said to him: "Those things once destroyed my courage to live, but I didn't want to die because I hated them, so I could only continue to live in this world in pain. I, I keep encountering these disgusting things , these things have never been willing to become a thing of the past, and they have been lingering in my heart, making me unable to get rid of it. I once wanted to break it cleanly, but these things are like maggots attached to the bone, and they come one after another. I never let go and are not kind , constantly provoking and destroying my nerves."

There was a look of madness on her face: "I'm not a machine, and I don't have more heart than others, why should I bear it by myself, why should I be forced to bear so much and still laugh."

As she spoke, she laughed again. She said: "I live in darkness and have never seen the light. I don't know how to laugh."

She restrained her smile and said: "But then I figured it out, those smiles are just things used to confuse others. I learned to laugh, even if I have never met the sun or warmed up, it does not hinder me. If you can laugh out warmth, people are good at disguising themselves. Can you tell me that? You see, I can talk to anyone with a smile, so I can easily confuse others. You see, aren’t you deceived? .”

Speaking of this, she tried to show a smug smile, but she couldn't do it, instead it twisted her face into a ferocious, painful grimness.

Inexplicably, Nie Lang thought of the evil ghosts suffering in the [-]th floor of hell in the picture of hell that he had seen before. The expressions on their faces were so ferocious, as if they were suffering from pain.

His heart became so soft all of a sudden, when he faced her, he was always so soft-hearted, he walked up to her, hugged her, and said with compassion: "Everyone will encounter a cold winter in their life, it's nothing, don't be depressed, don't shrink back , face everything positively and hold on—because spring is coming.”

He felt that he must have lost his mind to be so tolerant to this person. He knew in his heart how vicious she was, but he just let her decree obediently, as if he had drunk the ecstasy soup.

She took a step back, withdrew from his arms, looked up at him, and said calmly: "That is your spring, not mine. I can't let go. Why should I make people happy who make me unhappy? They live their lives." The worse it is, the happier I am."

Nie Lang knew that he was just an outsider, and no matter how much he comforted him, in Jiang Wei's eyes, it was just nonsense like watching a fire from the other side.

He couldn't empathize with her pain, and he couldn't speculate on what those things meant to her back then.

After much deliberation, he only came up with one sentence, which he blurted out: "Everyone's deeds and achievements are written into their fate..."

She interrupted him crazily: "Don't ask me for any apology or redemption. They have never apologized. But if you want glory in this life, I don't care about the misfortunes and blessings in the next life. I can't care so much. If your life is not happy now, then Why are you still alive? Me, I feel happy when I see others in pain and embarrassment. Ha, that’s the kind of person I am, a person who is happy when I see others being unhappy. You must be very disappointed. Me, as the woman said, it’s not A pure and innocent girl like you think in your heart."

He could only shut up and listen to her tell her grievances.

"They can see the light of life, but I can only see the darkness of life. I am not that open-minded. I don't leave just because I still have some things to do. Sometimes I experience too much, and I gradually lose trust and hope in this world. ." Jiang Wei smiled awkwardly and said, "Ah, forget it, I've told you too many complaints, you won't like to hear it, so just say it back."

She said: "When my mother found my father, didn't she let that woman meet my mother? After my mother came back, she kept chanting a sentence. It's been too long, and I have forgotten what it is."

"I just remember that she asked me if I want to live a good life, if I want to study, and if I want to live a good life like the girls in this city." She said, her face was full of happiness, as if waiting for her The happy days are still lingering in her dreams, she said, "How stupid I was at that time, I envied the people here, I felt inferior when I was in the village, because I was a girl, because I didn't have a father, because my mother Baba catches up with others, and others don’t want her, and the children in the village make fun of me. I feel very inferior.”

She repeated it as if she had made a final statement: "I have low self-esteem."

Nie Lang put his hand on her shoulder, he was about to speak, but was interrupted by Jiang Wei: "Listen to me. When I came to the city, I was inferior to others in everything, and I felt more and more inferior. Although I was young, I also blamed my mother in my heart. I blamed her for bringing me here and making me... ashamed. You know, children's vanity is sometimes very big. So... I agreed when I heard the news. "

"Then your mother died?" Nie Lang sighed inwardly.

The female intellectual said that Jiang Wei killed her mother. From a certain point of view, it is reasonable, but this matter cannot be completely attributed to Jiang Wei. You know, Jiang Wei's mother asked such a question, I am afraid It was what the female intellectual said, that is to say, in the final analysis it was the fault of the female intellectual.Jiang Wei just made a choice, a choice that was beneficial to her at that time. She didn't know what consequences her choice would bring. When she knew that her choice had killed her mother, it was conceivable that the blow was undoubtedly is huge.Under such circumstances, it is understandable for Jiang Wei to hate the entire Jiang family.

Moreover, Nie Lang always remembered the undisguised hatred in the eyes of that female intellectual looking at Jiang Wei.I'm afraid, Jiang Wei's life in Jiang's family is not easy.

That's why when he found out that he was willing to help her, he allowed himself to persecute the Jiang family, even at the expense of himself.

All of this, in detail, everyone is at fault, not Jiang Wei alone. Of course, Jiang Wei also has a big problem. The Jiang family was ruined.

But like Jiang Wei said, no one is a saint, and no one is so innocent.He couldn't accuse Jiang Wei of being ruthless because of this, even, because he liked Jiang Wei in his heart, he would even unconsciously find all kinds of excuses for her.

From this point of view, he is not a good person, and he is a perfect match with Jiang Wei.

(End of this chapter)