Rebirth: Bringing the System to Find a Husband

Chapter 172 In this world, I have been here and I have lived.nothing more
She thought, maybe when he mentioned this matter, his tone was too calm.In addition, even if other people know that this matter may be serious, they will inevitably be infected by his tone and feel that it is nothing more than that.

——Wang Qiguo sneered and said: "What a pity, after I quarreled with you, I found out that she and my dad had gone out of bed within two days. They are quite beautiful, and they buried me."

——Wang Qiguo touched his pocket subconsciously, and continued: "Later, I ruined their wedding, severed ties with the old man on the spot, and moved out by myself. I don't know if it's because she couldn't give birth, or the old man couldn't give birth. He came to the door with a straight face, lingered in front of me all day long, it was useless to chase me away, and came back the next day."

Nie Shuangyan sighed again, she was in a very complicated mood, she didn't know that Wang Qiguo's father had a fertility problem, because Wang Qiguo's mother and Wang Qiguo's father were in a political marriage, and his mother had a lover, it was Because the lover will marry his father under the persecution of the family.

And the old man told her that Wang Qiguo's father slipped up once when he was drunk - he promised Wang Qiguo's mother that once she gave birth to a child, he would let her go.

After his parents got married, they had him not long after, and then, in order to pursue true love, his mother divorced his father shortly after giving birth to him, and immigrated to Canada with her sweetheart.

Because of this, Wang Qiguo's father has been playing around with the relationship between men and women all these years like the old man, and has never produced other children. She thought it was Wang Qiguo's father, just like the old man, who was careful not to produce other children. Shang Wang Qiguo looks a lot like his father.Therefore, she never suspected that Wang Qiguo's father had a problem with his fertility.

She probably knew that Wang Qiguo's father was not good to him, and she thought it was because of his mother that his father felt that it was embarrassing to face him. Now it seems that there is a story behind it.

Just as she was thinking, white characters on a black background finally appeared on the screen.

This is what Wang Qiguo thought in his heart.

(I knew what kind of person Zhao Qingwen was from the very beginning. I knew that she was blocked by gangsters on the street, not because the gangsters were interested in sex, but because she played with the feelings of the gangster leader. She used the gangster leader to do a lot of bullying The matter of the girls in the same class, and then in order to hook up with Zhao Yan, he broke up with the gangster leader, which led to the following matters.

I always knew.

So, I said to her from the very beginning: "You want to fall in love with me, I heard, but let me tell you first, I have a weird temper, if you can't accept it at that time, tell me in advance, and we will break up directly."

I thought, I'm so lonely.

I can easily accept people's separation and gathering, and I don't have feelings for others from the beginning.

I easily tolerate people's offenses to me, and tolerate unsatisfactory things in life, probably because I don't have any expectations of others.

I don't expect anyone to be nice to me, I don't expect anyone to tolerate me, and I don't expect someone to spend my whole life together.

Most of the feelings in the world are false and hypocritical.

I don't think I'm naive.

I know a lot, relying on my innate talent, I know and understand most things in the world.

However, no matter how much I know, no matter how much I understand, I am still lonely and lonely.

Oh, loneliness, how lonely can it be, how lonely can it be?

And who knows what this loneliness is all about.

This kind of ignorance.

However, this loneliness often makes me feel painful.

Even though I understand that most of the pain in the world is due to being too close to others, so close that we have uncontrollable expectations of others, or others have expectations of ourselves.

This is bad.

Everyone is an individual.

Don't dare to judge others, but I really don't like to be bound by anything--relationship, family.

This constraint keeps me from joy and gives me a headache.

Superficial relationships with others are fine.

However, the pain of loneliness makes me ignore the pain caused by this kind of crowd, even to the point of looking forward to it.

I look forward to someone who can be intimate with me and can do all the intimate things in the world. )
Arriving here, the electronic screen flickered quickly, and snowflakes appeared, as if it was disturbed by something.

Nie Shuangyan stared at Xuehuaping in a daze.

She is a little melancholy now, in fact, through what she just saw in his psychology, and thinking back to those years, she seems to vaguely understand what Zhao Qingwen meant to Wang Qiguo—meaning the warm sun when the ice and snow melted, and the end of the cold winter. flower.

She is the first step in his compromise with the world.

However, Zhao Qingwen failed him in the end.

As for why he chose Zhao Qingwen, perhaps from the very beginning, he knew that Zhao Qingwen was sincere towards him.

However, this is really not worth the reality.

Nie Shuangyan didn't know whether his guess about Wang Qiguo was right or not. It was because Wang Qiguo had a weird personality, and on the other hand, it was because even the best friends couldn't fully understand each other.

She still felt a little pain in her heart. The pair of friends didn't know what they had experienced, so they had experienced these things at this age.

However, she has nothing to complain about, probably like what the introduction to the Eight Bitterness Aquarius said at the end-the world is suffering.

Life is suffering.

Living in this world is suffering for most people, no matter how much they have, they will get a kind of pain.

As she thought about this, the snowflakes on the screen disappeared, and what appeared in front of her was a picture of a young man sitting in a room calmly flipping through a book, with a cat lying beside him, occasionally raising his head to meow Meowing twice, there is a very literary table not far from the man. There is a teacup on the table, and there is green tea in the teacup. The tea leaves make the water green.

This man is Wang Qiguo.

After the screen, it ends very quickly, and it is the psychological description.

(I want to go out for a walk, for a long, long time, I have been walking, wearing headphones, walking in a calm mood, it is the streets of the city, surrounded by bright neon lights, people come and go, passing by indifferently.

Always staying in one place feels too small, too overwhelming, and always makes people feel suffocated.

I am restless in my bones, but I can only stay in one place, and I can only leave occasionally, like a whale surfacing to take a breath, only at that moment can I feel happy.

I want to go to many places to have a look, walk around, why do I have to be trapped in a square inch,
In my lifetime, I will do what I want to do, save enough money to travel around, and go and see, it will be great.

When I get tired of it, I stop in a small town, raise a cat, a dog, a house, practice calligraphy, read books, and do whatever interests me.

Tired, go travel again.

In my lifetime, may my wish come true.

Even if it can't be achieved, it doesn't matter.

In this world, I have been here and I have lived.

That's all. )
(End of this chapter)