Rebirth: Bringing the System to Find a Husband

Chapter 149 The Reborn Autumn Sky?

"really?"

"Yes." Nie Shuangyan comforted gently, "You are fine, it's their fault that they don't understand you."

What she said was really idealistic, but to Nie Shuangyan, Baiyue was indeed a very good person.

Nie Shuangyan herself is a person who lives in gossip, and she understands Baiyue's feeling of being misunderstood.

All along, she has been thinking that those people outside see many people saying that they are not good, so they think they are bad people and want to stay away from them.

However, they never thought about it, they never said that others were bad, only others said they were bad.

So, she felt sorry for Baiyue.

In a book she once read, various mental illnesses were introduced in detail, including depression, and she even suffered from depression at one time - because she forced herself to play the type that the old man liked.

She knew how painful it would be to suffer from depression.

When you get sick, you can't control yourself.

Will go from a sunny person slowly sinking in the mud, breathless.

So in the chaos, she cast her eyes on you. She thought you were different from those people, but what she saw was your departure.

She believes in you so much, but you're no different than the people she's been with.

She gradually realized that maybe life should be so disappointing.

Depression itself can lead to low mood and, in severe cases, social impairment.

It is a mental illness that recurs and never recovers.

Recurrence is high.

Nie Shuangyan was only mildly depressed, because she refused to let the old man know, so she never took medicine, because once she took the medicine, the old man would know.

This caused her depression to gradually become more serious. Even the continuous reincarnation failed to erase its existence, but it tended to become more and more severe.

Although Nie Shuangyan controlled it very well, she still showed it occasionally, just like several times before, she didn't want to say such exaggerated words to Xia Wuji, but she couldn't help it.

Once the emotions come, they don't care.I can't control my thoughts at all, I just want to lose my temper with others, as if only in this way can I feel better.

She said softly to Bai Yue: "Okay, don't think about it, take your time, it won't be too bad. If you don't want to die, you have to live."

"I want to die." Baiyue muffled.

Nie Shuangyan's gaze fell into the void. She was extremely calm and her eyes were clear. She said: "But you can't."

"Yes, I can't." Baiyue felt aggrieved, she was silent for a while, and then said, "Give me the medicine on my bedside table."

Nie Shuangyan opened the bedside table and put more than a dozen medicine bottles on the bed. Baiyue lay on the bed for a long time without any strength, and finally saved some strength to stand up, opened the medicine bottles one by one, took out the medicine, Nie Shuangyan put the medicine bottles on the bedside table Baiyue passed over his water glass, and then Baiyue swallowed a large amount of medicine.

She slowly lay back on the bed.

Nie Shuangyan packed up the medicine bottle.

Baiyue whispered: "It's so dark."

Nie Shuangyan recalled a line from a movie she had watched before, and she used that line to answer Baiyue: "It's beautiful at dawn."

"Oh." Baiyue responded and turned around. Nie Shuangyan was a little worried about her and didn't leave, but rested on the bed. After a long, long time, Baiyue said in a low voice, "But when will the sun shine?" .”

"It will always be bright." Nie Shuangyan closed his eyes, but did not fall asleep.

Although she has always felt that she is not a good person, but most of the time, she is so soft-hearted that it is shameless.

Because of this, she has been guarding Baiyue.

Baiyue finally poked her head out of the sea of ​​sorrow and pain, earning a little breathing space for herself, and she only had confusion in her heart.

In my heart, in my mind, there was a vast expanse of whiteness, I didn't think about anything, but I just felt sad.

She has always been filled with resentment and depression in her heart, but no one can say it. She just keeps covering it up on weekdays, as if nothing happened, but in fact it is like the makeup on a clown's face, fooling others and perfunctory herself.

When you tell others about the pain in your heart, you will feel better.

She finally fell asleep in a daze after all the tossing.

When she woke up the next day, she packed everything up and went out, still as cold and serious as ever.

This is her mask, take off the mask, she will have nothing.

Nie Shuangyan tossed and tossed all night, was so tired that he slept until the afternoon before getting up.

It may be because Baiyue pissed off that group of people yesterday, and finally no one stopped her when she got off work today, and recently she was worried about Qiu Changkong, so she pushed back some arrangements, so she came back soon, not only did she come back , she also brought a person back.

When Nie Shuangyan walked out, he saw it.

Qiu Changkong sat on the sofa full of anger, and her man sat beside him, staring at her all the time.

Baiyue comforted her on the sofa on the other side: "Nie Shuangyan is right, you can't live with me all the time, right? When you leave with your husband, don't you want me to be the villain?" Why don't you come back to your husband early and I see that he is looking for you sincerely, otherwise he can throw you here. So don't be angry. "

"Yes, it's just me making trouble for no reason. You are all doing it for my own good. I don't appreciate it, okay?" Qiu Changkong was very angry.

Qiu Changkong, who has always been so Buddhist that he seems to be floating away, seldom makes such humane actions. Therefore, whenever she appears like this, her husband is a little surprised.

"It looks like you are a bit more fireworks than before. I got along with you for a while before, and I always felt that you didn't care about everything. Now it seems that you are no different from ordinary people. This is very Okay." Nie Shuangyan frowned.

"What's so good about being an ordinary person?" Qiu Changkong was very dissatisfied.

"Sometimes just wanting to be an ordinary person is enough to expend all your energy." Although Nie Shuangyan was talking, she still felt something was wrong in her heart, because this Qiu Changkong was not at all like the one she knew. that person.

Is it?
Has anyone been reborn in her?

It's not surprising that Nie Shuangyan thinks this way, because she herself is a reborn person.

Also bring the system.

Nie Shuangyan silently added a sentence in his heart.

When thinking about all this, she kept her face expressionless, others couldn't see it, and Qiu Changkong didn't pay attention, and she was still teasing people.

She looked at Qiu Changkong, and wondered if she could see this when she wanted to raise the skill of Wisdom Eyes and Beads to the final level.

The 233 secondary system attached to the phone seemed to feel her mood and vibrated.

Nie Shuangyan took out his mobile phone from his trouser bag, and a row of reminders appeared on the screen of the mobile phone without turning it on.

[After testing, the host has strong doubts about others, but the current skill of knowing the bead is not up to the requirements. As a humanized management system, here is an explanation to the host's doubts. 】

(End of this chapter)