After I was reborn, I became a supporting villain

Chapter 196 [One hundred and nine lands] Live as yourself

"Yeah." Qing Ci regained her composure at this moment, "She has lived in the arms of the boy all her life and has no friends. She has done a lot for the boy, but in the end she was cast aside by the world, misunderstood, and hunted down. She She lived alone all her life, maybe at that time, death would be a kind of relief for her."

He paused for a while when he said this, as if he was muttering to himself, "Actually, I have died a long time ago. I have already died in my previous life. I died in humble love, in the complex world of human relationships, and in the world. In everyone's eyes of contempt."

"So, that little fox is actually you, isn't it?" Jing He said hesitantly.

"Yeah." Qingci replied flatly.

"Then do you love Yunyu?" Jing He asked suddenly.

Qingci swallowed his saliva, and after a long silence, he opened his mouth slowly, but avoided the question, "I tell you this story, just to tell you, since you know he doesn't love you, then let it go, why bother What about yourself? Is it really worth it to make your heart ugly and unbearable for someone who doesn't love you?"

"How can it be so easy to let go after loving for a lifetime?" Quiet and bitter.

"That's right... I've been in love for a lifetime, won't I be tired?" Qingci said lightly, "Find someone who loves you, love yourself, don't let yourself become a person who can only play tricks and tricks , everyone in this world is really jealous, and it is good to face your own heart, but you have to understand what is right and what is wrong, you think, you take a life to frame me, and then exchange your life Happiness, is that right? You are right to pour your anger on a servant, right? How innocent is Yixuan? How innocent is the servant? Of course, how are you and I not innocent? It’s all a sin of emotion. "

Jinghe's tears could not be stopped anymore, she didn't know why, Qingci's words pierced the softest part of her heart like a needle prick, as if Qingci really understood her inner thoughts , as if she had experienced it all.

Qingci didn't speak, just looked at the sky secretly, pouring tears into his stomach.

"I have been very strong since I was a child. In the eyes of others, I am very happy. I have a wealthy family and I have climbed to the magistrate. In the eyes of others, I am excellent. Therefore, I have been working hard all my life to live like me in the eyes of others." , live the way my mother wants." Jinghe seemed to be muttering to himself, and seemed to be talking about the past with Qingci, "but I later found out that the way they like is the one I love the least. look."

Having said this, Jing He's tone began to tremble again.

"Yunyu doesn't like me. He thinks I'm fake, hypocritical, thoughtful, mean-spirited, hypocritical, and pretending to be virtuous and virtuous." Jinghe smiled wryly, "But I really am like this, and this is what my mother wants me to be. The appearance is also the appearance I should have as a lady in the eyes of others."

Qingci didn't speak, just listened quietly.

"When I saw you for the first time, I knew I lost. Yunyu will definitely like you." Jinghe lowered her head, "Because you are very real, I envy you very much, you are so brave to live You want to look like you, and every word you say is what you want to say from the bottom of your heart, but I don't have the courage to do so, because I rely on the status of a lady, without this status, I am useless, and you, No, you just need to live as yourself, and that's fine."

(End of this chapter)