jewelry tycoon in love with me

Chapter 105

"What I mean is, they must wish you well without telling you. How could your parents hurt you?" Murong Wenxin felt that he had slipped his tongue, and quickly started laughing, hoping that Yun Cheng would not see through his true thoughts. .

Yun Cheng looked at Murong Wenxin, frowned and said: "I know they are doing it for my own good, but I don't need them to treat me in the way they think! Moreover, I know exactly what I want, and they keep it from me. , Stop me from looking for my past, yes! This is their right, but I also have the right to insist on my pursuit! If I don’t figure out my past, I won’t die in peace!”

Murong Wenxin looked at Yun Cheng's firm gaze, lost his mind for a moment, then quickly came to his senses, and continued to persuade: "Actually, since you have forgotten, maybe you don't need to have those memories, at least, you shouldn't have them. It's as important as you imagined!" Yun Cheng's mother also said the same thing back then: Or, to him, you are just a dispensable memory?Back then, Murong Wenxin had been saddened by these words for a long time, but he didn't expect to be able to say them calmly now, it's really incredible!
"What do you mean by that?" Yun Cheng's voice was slightly angry, "You are not me, how do you know what is important to me?"

Murong asked in astonishment, yes, how could she know?Besides, people often realize the importance of lost things belatedly. It must be because of this reason that Yun Cheng is so persistent in wanting to retrieve lost memories?

Yun Cheng once again unconsciously held the glass ball hanging around his neck, and continued: "Like this glass ball, in your eyes, it may be worthless waste, but I thought desperately To protect it, it has saved my life by mistake, and its importance to me is beyond anyone's comprehension!" Just like no one understands why he insists on finding the past...

Murong Wenxin didn't speak, but just clenched the glass ball in his pocket that was exactly the same as Yun Cheng's neck... She understood the importance of that glass ball to Yun Cheng, she really did!She knows why he desperately protects it, and also understands his painstaking efforts in not even changing the rope to hang the glass ball, she really understands it... But, if she wants to let him know that she really understands her, How could she let him know that she was just a passer-by who promised to withdraw from his life four years ago...

Ever since Yun Cheng helped her put on their token of love, Murong Wenxin never took it off until, seeing Yun Cheng again and knowing that he was struggling to explore his past, in order to avoid being caught by him Doubtful, she took it off her neck and put it in her pocket!

Murong Wenxin tightly held the glass ball in his pocket, looked at the necklace on Yun Cheng's neck that looked awkward because it was a little short, and suddenly felt that she was so useless, how much she wanted to search desperately like Yun Cheng, Go for it!But she could only sit opposite him and envy his bravery, she didn't even have the courage to tell him the truth... Perhaps, she was not as brave as him, nor as deeply in love as him...

"Sometimes I wonder if you haven't lost it before, so it's so irrelevant!" Yun Cheng's tone was slightly sad. Tell him that there is no need to be so persistent - even Murong Wenxin said that his past tense is irrelevant, could it be that he is too paranoid?

Murong Wenxin heard the words, suddenly raised his head to look into Yun Cheng's eyes, and said loudly: "It's not like that!" How could she not have lost it?Didn't she and Yun Cheng lose each other together?The difference is that Yun Cheng's loss was out of necessity, while she was...

Yun Cheng didn't expect Murong Wenxin's reaction to be so big, he was a little surprised, he didn't realize it for a long time, and after a while he asked cautiously: "You...lost it too?" What was it that was lost?

Murong Wen's breathing was stagnant, and the smile on his face was a bit miserable, "Yes! I have lost it too, so I understand what it feels like! The only difference between you and me is that you don't know what you lost!" And she is very clear about what she has lost, so she is destined to suffer more than him!No, it should be said that the pain of the two of them is different...

Yun Cheng was startled, silently thinking about what Murong Wenxin said.

What is lost?He seems to have never thought about this issue. What he thinks is always just to get back what he lost...

For a while, both of them just ate, and neither of them spoke again!
Murong Wenxin was eating the food that he never got tired of eating in the past, and he couldn't whet his appetite at all. He couldn't help but sigh that things are easy to change, and there are mixed feelings in his heart...

Sitting opposite Murong Wenxin, Yun Cheng suddenly felt that such a harmonious relationship with Murong Wenxin was a matter of course, as if he had never forced her to work in the company, as if they were born to be like this ...

Seeing Murong Wenxin's extremely restless and preoccupied look while eating, Yun Cheng couldn't help but feel a little distressed, and felt that he should say something to divert her attention, so that she would stop thinking about what she had lost!

"Although I don't know what I have lost, I know very well that what I have lost are all indispensable in my life. I am even sure that there is something more important than my own life..." Yun Cheng felt that it would be better to talk about his own affairs. On the one hand, he really hoped that there would be someone who would support him in his search for memories—especially that Murong Wenxin was that person. On the other hand, chatting with girls was really not his forte. ...

Murong Wen was stunned, looked at the tablecloth with dull eyes, and repeated in a murmur: "Indispensable in life?" Is it her or Bai Xueling?Are they that important?
"Yes!" Yun Cheng nodded resolutely, and sighed: "In the past few years, I have always felt that my life is incomplete, and this feeling has become stronger and stronger, prompting me to come back to find my life. an integral part of it to make it complete!"

"Then what do you think is the indispensable part of your life?" Murong Wen kept her head down, not even daring to look at Yun Cheng, but she really wanted to hear his answer!

Yun Cheng sighed again, shaking his head with some melancholy, "Actually, I don't know either! Over the years, I have always subconsciously done certain things that even I myself find unbelievable. There are also some incomprehensible attachments. I always feel that these things should be related to people, so I guess, what I want to get back may be one, or some people! However, I am not very Sure..." Because until now, he hasn't found even a single clue!He even began to suspect that someone was deliberately blocking him from finding clues, if that was the case...

Murong Wen raised his head slowly, but his eyes never dared to meet Yun Cheng's gaze, they just stayed on his neck, and asked in a barely audible voice, "Is your necklace also one of them?" Refusing to change the rope even if it is too short, it should be regarded as an incomprehensible attachment, right?
Yun Cheng nodded, "This is just one of the things! I think it should be given to me by a very important person, and it also has extraordinary meaning to me!" Otherwise, he wouldn't always feel Peace of mind and warmth.

"Really?" Murong Wenxin smiled sadly, quickly lowered his head, and drowned the tears in his eyes in the dim candlelight!A very important person, even if Yun Cheng loses his memory, he can still feel that she is a very important person, but she is clearly sitting in front of him, but she still allows him to bump into walls to find memories with her... ...How could she be so cruel to him, how could she be so heartless?

Murong Wen felt in his heart that he was about to be buried alive by the guilt towards Yun Cheng, but Yun Cheng didn't know it, and was immersed in the longing for the past between them...

"Yes! Do you know? I often wonder what the five-pointed star here means!" Yun Cheng smiled wryly.It is because of the support of these things that he is not only too irritable after searching for nothing for a long time.He believes that there is God's will in the dark, as long as he works hard to find it, one day, what he lost will come back to him.

"Have you ever thought about..." Murong Wenxin hesitated for a moment, she had just decided in her heart that she would stop Yun Cheng from thinking about the past in the next two months, he can't always live in the past, he He should have a new life of his own!It's just that, in this way, it is necessary to drive out the little shadow left in Yun Cheng's heart...

Seeing that Murong Wenxin's words stopped in the middle, Yun Cheng couldn't help asking: "What?" Is there anything else he didn't think of?
Murong Wenxin looked at Yun Cheng, hardened his heart and said coldly: "Have you ever thought that if the necklace was given to you by someone who is very important to you, why didn't she come to you? Even if she I don't know if you have forgotten the past and haven't contacted you for four years, does it mean that you don't hold much weight in her heart?" Perhaps only after making Yun Cheng feel sad can he be ruthless and let go let's go?In this way, she can live her little life with peace of mind!
"I don't think so!" Yun Cheng's eyes became sharper instantly, and his tone became sharper, "I believe in my feeling, this necklace must care about someone who is very important to me. So even if that person is It's changed in four years, but I've got to find her, even for the little friendship she gave me when she gave me the necklace!"

Murong Wenxin felt a little distressed, she knew Yun Cheng well, if he really believed that the necklace was given by an important person, the reaction would definitely not be so strong.And what he said later has actually left a way for himself. What he said proves that he himself is not fully sure that the one who gave the necklace is his most important person... He must be very sad now, right?Not just sadness, helplessness, and pain, they should all be with him, right?All the conjectures that have supported me for several years have been shaken and even destroyed by her words!Why the important person he imagined hasn't contacted him for four years, Yun Cheng himself must have thought about this question too!Because he had thought about it, he had doubts, and because he himself was not sure, and Murong Wenxin also said the same, now he must think that the so-called important person either does not exist, or he doesn't care about him at all... For pride For Yun Cheng, these two kinds of results are exactly what he cannot bear!
"Are you sure, when that person gave you the necklace with friendship? Is it possible that it was just a whim or just gave it to you casually? Or, this necklace was just bought by yourself, because the loss of memories is too empty, you Do you think it was given to you by someone else?" Murong Wenxin was determined to destroy Yun Cheng's beautiful illusions about the past, although what he thought was right, he couldn't think about it, after all, there was something that belonged to him. The future is waiting to be dominated by him, the past can only be the past, it cannot replace the future, can it be done again...

"Impossible!" Yun Cheng stood up with his hands on the table, bent down and growled at Murong Wenxin, "If it wasn't for something very important to me, how could I be so clinging to it in a car accident? Let it go? Why? Tell me why!"

Murong Wen was speechless, yes, at the moment of dying, what he wanted to protect, how could it not be important?
Seeing that Murong Wenxin didn't speak, Yun Cheng felt that his reaction had gone too far, so he sat down handsomely, squinting at Murong Wenxin, as if he was waiting for her answer!
"Okay! Even if things are important to you, what about people?" Murong Wenxin felt that Yun Cheng was finally shaken a little, and he couldn't just give up just like that.Biting his lips, Murong Wenxin continued to persuade him coldly, "Suppose your necklace was really given to you by a very important person, how can you prove that you also occupy an important position in that person's heart? If You never had a place in her heart, even if you let you find her, so what?"

"You..." Chang Yuncheng had nothing to say this time, what Murong Wenxin said was not unreasonable, why didn't that person come to him for several years? "At least before my car accident, I was important to that person!" After much deliberation, Yun Cheng only thought of this sentence that was better than nothing to support the scene.

"Really? Why do you think so?" Murong Wenxin asked further.

Yun Cheng opened his mouth, but didn't speak, he felt as if he was forced into a dead end by Murong Wenxin, he couldn't get in, he couldn't get out!
It's strange to say, didn't she resist herself very much before?Now how to help him analyze whether it is necessary to explore the past?And, why?She seemed to resent the idea of ​​him looking for memories more than his parents did...

(End of this chapter)