Lord, you must yearn for the light

Chapter 296 The Wind and Cloud World 32
It sounded like a very childish sentence, but it seemed to be able to heal Lin Jin's heart that was riddled with holes at this time. He looked at her beautiful and familiar eyes, reluctantly pulled the corners of his lips, and smiled at Shengge. A faint smile, a little sad.

"Let's talk." Sheng Ge said softly, feeling a little sympathetic to what happened to his little boy.

"Ah."

Lin Jin responded, his voice still very soft. When he spoke, he seemed to not know where to start, so he thought about it and organized his words before he spoke nervously.

That was indeed a long, long time ago, some small things that happened many, many years ago.

It was once forgotten by Lin Jin, but he didn't pay too much attention to it...

**
Lin Jin hadn't been in the Lin family since he was born. He was not taken to the Lin family by Lin's father until he was two years old. It was something that happened when he was a child, and Lin Jin couldn't remember clearly.

It's just that a few words were heard from different populations later.

As long as Lin Mu could remember, he knew deeply that Lin Mu didn't like him, why didn't she like him?
At that time, Lin Jin only thought that Lin's mother only liked his elder brother Lin Yan, and was dissatisfied with his playful little son, which caused Lin's mother to dislike him.

Actually?
Is it really because he is playful?
Which child's nature doesn't like to play?
Lin Jin loves to play, and Lin Yan also loves to play. Even, Lin's mother would play with Lin Yan, and he was always accompanied by Lin's father.

At that time, Lin Jin didn't think too much, thinking that he already had his father playing with him, so why did he still have to have his mother?
Two parents, one playing with one son, isn't it normal?

Until one time, when Lin Jin came home from school, Lin's father didn't have time to pick him up after school every day, so the driver at home always picked him up after school, but Lin Yan was different, he had Lin's mother to pick him up.

Lin Yan is only two years older than him.

They still went to the same school, Lin's mother picked him up from school, why couldn't they take him home together?
It's just that Lin Jin was very young at that time, so he didn't understand the conflicts between these elders, but he also deeply realized that the reason for his existence seemed to be the relationship between Lin's father and Lin's mother.

Thinking about it now, he even remembered something that happened when he was a child.

Lin's father and Lin's mother had a big fight.

The reason is him.

That day, he came back late and there was a traffic jam on the road, but because Lin's mother picked up Lin Yan in advance, Lin's mother and Lin Yan came back earlier than him.

Before entering the living room, I heard a violent cracking sound.

That was the sound of the coffee table being kicked to the ground, and everything on the coffee table smashed to pieces.

Lin Jin stood outside the door without daring to move, and just stood quietly outside the door. The two people who were arguing in the room didn't seem to realize that there was a child standing outside the door, still arguing.

"I asked you to take care of Lin Jin as your own son, don't you understand?"

Father Lin was very angry, so angry that the finger pointing at Mother Lin trembled slightly.

Just when Lin Jin was wondering what this sentence meant, Mother Lin spoke in a gentle and weak voice: "He is my son, of course I took care of him as a son."

With a self-deprecating tone and contemptuous eyes, Lin Jin didn't see how strong the hatred and contempt in Lin's mother's eyes when she said these words.

Father Lin looked at her and felt that she had become strange for a moment. He raised his hand and was about to slap Mother Lin on the face.

"father!"

Lin Ember was terrified.

Just as Father Lin's slap was about to fall on Mother Lin's face, he stopped him and ran towards Father Lin and Mother Lin.

Because of his sudden appearance, Lin's father slapped the hand that almost hit Lin's mother on the face, and immediately put it down without any hesitation. The time when a voice sounded.

Lin Jin stood beside Lin's mother, carrying a schoolbag on his body. He was small. When he saw people, he had to look up. His eyes were slightly red, and his lips moved: "Dad, don't fight!" my mother."

The milky voice was choked with sobs, which made people feel distressed. Father Lin felt so distressed at the time, and immediately stretched out his hand to hug the little Lin Jin.

But Lin Jin hid beside Mother Lin with red eyes, those moist eyes were beautiful, and when looking at people, there was water in the eyeballs, which was even more pitiful.

He said: "Dad, don't scold my mother, don't quarrel with my mother, okay, Dad?"

Father Lin felt sorry for Lin Jin and doted on him. This was something the entire Lin family knew, and he agreed unconditionally, "Okay, I won't quarrel with Mom, and I won't scold Mom. Come, Dad will give you a hug."

But Lin Jin didn't go there, but just looked up at Mother Lin. Mother Lin's face was cold, and she didn't even look at Lin Jin. Lin Jin wasn't sure if she was angry with him, so he called her in a very low voice: "Mother……"

He wanted to say something else, but Lin's mother just lowered her head indifferently, glanced at him, didn't reach out to hug him, and didn't say anything to comfort him, just her usual cold face: "Go do your homework, don't be naughty."

After finishing speaking, Mother Lin didn't look at Father Lin and Lin Jin at all, turned around and left.

Lin Jin turned around and looked at Mother Lin's black shadow, with sadness flowing in her small eyes. At the door, Mother Lin had just walked out when Lin Yan walked in suddenly. He heard his brother call Mother Lin "Mom". Just smiled, pursing his lips and smiling, very beautiful.

He had never smiled at Lin Jin with such a smile.

At that time, Lin Jin longed for the day when his mother could smile as gently as she did for Lin Yan and give him a smiling face.

However, he didn't wait until the day Mother Lin passed away.

Even Lin Mu, who was dying, didn't ask to see him.

**
"Shengge, do you know how much I long for my mother's love?" Lin Jin's eyes were slightly red, as if he was trying to suppress something, his voice became choked up, "Mother, she never smiled at me, never No, I didn’t even want to see me before I died. That’s been my regret for many years. It hurts so much..."

Sometimes she wondered, what did he do wrong?

He must have done something wrong, otherwise why would his mother hate him so much?Even if he wants to die, he doesn't want to see him.

What exactly is the problem, Lin Jin has never figured it out.

"I am not a child of the Lin family, what does this sentence mean? Do I not understand? Then who are my parents? Where are they? Why did I grow up in the Lin family? No one ever told me this, never ..."

Lin's mother never said it, and neither did Lin's father.

Until Lin Yan opened the mouth.

"Would you like to visit the Lin family?"

(End of this chapter)