You are the only one in this life

Chapter 380 The White Moonlight in the Heart of the School Grass (15)

The color of the sky is getting closer and closer to bright red, and the sun that has not yet set looks lonely and desolate.

Gu Zhiyue stretched out her hand and gently slid across the tombstone, feeling the cold touch on her fingertips. In the photo, Gu Zhixin's smile was gentle and quiet, but there was nothingness in her pupils.

"So thin." Gu Zhiyue said in a low voice.

Gu Zhixin has been in this world for nearly 13 years and has always been skinny. Although she has been taken care of so well that she is not skinny, she is really skinny, and her complexion is sallow and looks lifeless.

Such a weak girl with such a touching appearance, surely anyone who has seen her will want to protect her with all their might.

Gu Zhiyue retracted her hand and stopped in mid-air for a while before letting it go completely.

Jiang Mingxuan also kept staring at the photo on the tombstone, and it was indeed as thin as Gu Zhiyue said.

During that period of seven years ago, he met Gu Zhiyue several times, and only one time was in the daytime. She said that day that her father was at work. Although her mother did not look for a job to take care of her, she left that day because of other things, so she Alone at home, very boring, so I thought of coming out to find him.

He couldn't help staring at her that day, unable to move his eyes away.

He has never seen such a heart-warming child. He was very happy when he lived with his mother. He also has many children's friends and thinks girls are cute.

But only she is the cutest.

As long as he can see, he can see every detail of her body clearly and remember it very clearly.

The mole between her eyebrows, the length of her eyelashes, the color of her hair, the curvature of her lips, and the nasty birthmark on her wrist.

From the first time he saw her, he had a feeling that he couldn't explain. Meeting her that day made his heart pounding, and he was so nervous that he couldn't even speak smoothly.

At that time, he felt that she was too thin. Even though she was wearing many layers of clothes, she still looked like a small one.

He even had a feeling that he would shatter if he touched her.

It's just that compared with the photo on the tombstone now, it's obviously different.

Obviously it was her.

Although the girl in the photo is also very cute, very thin, and looks haggard and pitiful, but he can't find the feeling of distressing and wanting to hug her tightly but afraid of breaking her.

As if the one in the photo was really just someone else.

Although he knew that the one in the photo was his angel seven years ago, the girl in the photo had completely different eyes from his angel, and the pale expression on her face was also different from the one he knew.

The girl from seven years ago never told him that she was sick. Although he always heard that she was hyperventilating and couldn't help coughing, she said it was just a common cold, and she always showed him a sunny and positive smile. smile.

Always encourage him very positively, although he speaks softly, he will say a lot to him.

Looking into his eyes as if looking at something precious, the eyes always make him feel that he is cherished.

She will never have the pessimistic expression of the girl in the photo, as if she is heading for death.

Jiang Mingxuan stretched out his hand to gently touch the photo on the tombstone, and pressed the black mole between her eyebrows on the photo with his fingertips.

If it wasn't for Gu Zhiyue being slightly fat, if it wasn't for Gu Zhiyue not having this mole, if it wasn't for Gu Zhiyue not having the birthmark on her wrist...

He really felt that all his feelings had turned into Gu Zhiyue.

A place that is moving, a place where the heart is moving, a place that is restless.

The urge to touch, the urge to hug, the urge to possess!

What exactly was he trying to come here to discover?Just to come here to confirm that he has been deliberately emphasizing remembering the girl back then for the past seven years, but in fact he has already forgotten her?
how can that be!

Whether it was seven years ago or these seven years, his feelings have never changed, and his mood has never deviated.

At the beginning, he didn't know that it was love, and he just felt good and longing for the whole life she said, and he didn't have the idea of ​​responsibility and desire.

Gradually he understood, and he became more and more unable to forget everything about her. He knew that she had left, but he was unwilling to accept the reality no matter what. He even secretly dreamed that he would always be with her and do many things together. , get married and have children after graduating from university, and give their children random names...

He always remembers her appearance, always remembers her smile, and has never been willing to forget the oath to her.

But until now, there was only a younger sister, a younger sister with an annoying ring, but he couldn't find his love for Gu Zhixin so easily.

It was as if he had never had any feelings for Gu Zhixin, those memories were all fake, even if they were true, that person must be Gu Zhiyue.

Jiang Mingxuan withdrew his hand, and emphasized several times in his heart, "Gu Zhiyue is not her, Gu Zhixin is!"

He can't accept himself who seems to be "transferring love"!

He couldn't admit this feeling of "sudden sobriety"!

He can't recognize this memory that seems to have "always been this way"!

"Is there anything you want to say to Gu Zhixin?" Gu Zhiyue stood aside in silence for a long time.

Because Jiang Mingxuan never said anything, Gu Zhiyue only made a sound. She wanted to tell Jiang Mingxuan tactfully that if possible, she should go home early, otherwise Gu's mother might cry when she returned late.

After hearing her words, Jiang Mingxuan frowned, narrowed his eyes slightly, and stared directly at Gu Zhixin's photo.

What did he have to say to her?He didn't want to say anything.

Obviously he has a lot of things in his heart, and he wants to tell her a lot, tell "her".

Gu Zhixin in the photo is very cute. Although she looks haggard, she still can't stop the charm of that pretty face.

Because it is very similar to Gu Zhiyue!

But he likes "her", never because of her face.

He felt comfortable with her from the night when he couldn't see her face, and he felt that his liking for her must be about love but it was a long time after her death.

"Gu Zhixin is very beautiful, if she is still alive, she will definitely be a great beauty."

Seeing that Jiang Mingxuan kept ignoring people and staring at Gu Zhixin's photo, Gu Zhiyue felt like something was oppressing her heart.

She knew that she was stupid and naive, but she still said such a sour sentence.

Jiang Mingxuan lowered his hands naturally, stared at the tombstone for a long time, and said in a deep voice, "I will only like Zhixin alone!"

At the same time as he finished speaking, he felt a sharp pain in his heart and even felt a little unsteady.

But if you don't really say it, it feels like Gu Zhixin will see something, and she will definitely blame him.

Only by saying it in this way can he always remember it.

Because Gu Zhiyue is here, when she heard him say such words, she would definitely keep a distance from him.

(End of this chapter)