You are the only one in this life

Chapter 372 The White Moonlight in the Heart of the School Grass (07)

Seven years ago, Jiang Mingxuan finally jumped off the artificial lake, on the second night he was waiting for that girl.

From the agreed time to when he jumped into the lake, it took more than 24 hours.

From waiting silently at the beginning, to cranky thinking, to worrying about the other party, to fear of reality, and then to despair and hatred.

He clearly remembered every word she said, and during the time waiting for her, he dug out those few words over and over again and recalled them repeatedly.

The end result is like that.

For a girl like her, it looked like she had been doted on since she was a child. She didn't understand what was going on in his heart at all, and she didn't understand his pain at all.

Anyway, she would only talk to him on a whim, and she would say things like keeping him alive just because she thought it was fun.

Jiang Mingxuan didn't know why he didn't die. When he woke up, he found that he was in the hospital, with servants and nurses taking care of him in the ward.

The servant aunt told him that he had been in a coma for half a month in the hospital, and everyone thought he would sleep like that for the rest of his life.

The servant aunt was very happy and excited when he woke up. Seeing the aunt crying with joy, he felt that he heard the sound of his heart beating again.

I thought everyone in the Jiang family wanted him to die!
He stayed in the hospital quietly for several days, and no one from the Jiang family visited him during those few days.

No, there is one, his brother Jiang Zhichen in name.

Seven years ago, Jiang Zhichen was just a teenager, and he went to the hospital not to see his younger brother who had attempted suicide and was hospitalized, but to gloat and stimulate him.

At that time Jiang Zhichen said a lot of nasty things to Jiang Mingxuan, but Jiang Mingxuan didn't listen to a word.

He was just thinking, how would the girl who kept telling her love her react when she knew he had committed suicide?
laugh it off?Or don't you bother to hear anything about him?
He didn't want to mistrust her, and he was struggling in his heart, thinking that she must not have missed the appointment on purpose, because there was only her, only her, and he wanted to trust her completely.

But at that time, he was still a child, even if he believed in his heart, he still couldn't control his madness.

At the beginning, his mother also said that she loved him, she kept saying that she loved him, and he was the one who loved him the most in the whole world, and he was the only one who loved him.

In the end, she still abandoned him!

At that time, he also wanted to believe that his mother loved him, and that his mother who loved him would never abandon him.

But...the mother who hugged him tightly and said "Mom loves you the most", chose to elope with the wild man, and said to him who wanted to go with her: "Please, don't come and destroy Mom's happiness!"

It turned out that if he was with her, he would destroy her happiness.

It turned out that his mother's happiness had nothing to do with him.

It turns out that in my mother's heart, loving that wild man is true love.

The people closest to him and most loved gave up on him so easily, let alone a girl whom he had only known for a short time.

So Jiang Mingxuan wanted to believe it, but at the same time became more and more irritable because the other party never showed up.

He didn't expect that he would be rescued, obviously he wanted to use his death to avenge the girl who wanted him to survive.

survive!
Wanting to live is not so simple, she is not him, she has no idea that living is countless times more desperate than death for him.

It's just that Jiang Mingxuan didn't expect that he was still alive.

After dying once, he didn't want to die a second time. It wasn't because he was afraid, but because he suddenly discovered that death wouldn't really liberate people.

Because there was no physical injury, it was only because of soaking in the water for too long and wanting to die that he was unconscious for so long.

So at that time, Jiang Mingxuan was discharged from the hospital after recuperating for a week.

After he was discharged from the hospital, his daily life was still the same as before. In the Jiang family, he was bullied by everyone's calculations, his mother abandoned him, and his father didn't treat him as a son at all, and beat and kicked him at every turn.

At that time, he may have longed for love and longed to see that girl again.

Because as long as he was with her, his mood was always very peaceful, and he even felt very happy.

She remembered that she said where her family lived, before she pointed to her house and said to him: "I live there, if you want to see me, you can come to me."

At that time, she smiled very gently and sweetly, but he never went there.

Because although he really wanted to be with her and stay by her side, he didn't know how to find her at her house.

He didn't know how to get along with her family, and he didn't know how to tell her family what he was doing at her house.

On the third day after Jiang Mingxuan was discharged from the hospital seven years ago, he left home alone again, and he went to find her.

At that time, he thought, for the last time, it was to give himself a reason to give up. He wanted to see her, and wanted to ask her why she missed the appointment?Why betray their agreement?

As long as she explained it, he would definitely believe it!

As long as he apologizes, he will definitely forgive!

With this in mind, Jiang Mingxuan walked to the house that the girl was pointing at, stood downstairs and looked up.

The Jiang family would not prevent him from going out, because everyone hoped that he could die outside. The reason why they didn't just drive him out of the Jiang family was because his father was a face-saving person.

He doesn't understand and doesn't want to understand the things in the upper class. He just wants to see her face, wants to see her smile at him, and wants to hear her say that she didn't miss the appointment on purpose, that she didn't go to the appointment that day The place is because of difficulties.

Jiang Mingxuan stood downstairs for a long time without going to knock on the door. Instead, his mood became more and more complicated, and he became more and more afraid to really knock on the door.

If she really saw her, she said that it was all for fun, and she didn't really care about him at all. If that was the case...he would definitely go crazy and kill her.

"do you remember me?"

Jiang Mingxuan looked at the woman's face in front of him, and it was not much different from what he remembered. Even after seven years, she was still as lovely and charming as before.

No, he wasn't talking about her.

Just because they are twins, they look alike.

She asked him if he still remembered her, of course he did, but he remembered, not her!
"Remember," he said.

He didn't specifically explain who the person he remembered was. He thought that the other party was not talking about herself when she asked him this question, but asked him if he still remembered the girl back then.

Since they are twins, she in front of her must hope that he still remembers that girl, because they are sisters, so she will care whether he, who is cared about by her sisters, still remembers her back then.

"Really? That's great. Speaking of which, I haven't changed much from back then. I just gained weight. I transferred here today, and we will be classmates in the future. What's the matter with you now? Let's go to the classroom together." Well, although I don't know your class yet."

(End of this chapter)