You are the only one in this life

Chapter 346 Beautiful Boy, Hold You Tightly (29)

Gu Zhiyue, who left while sighing, didn't know that Lu Juncai in the ward was not as relaxed as she thought.

Because he was very concerned about the look in Gu Zhiyue's eyes before he left.

He really didn't mean that she was disgusting, but he just couldn't say anything to explain it at the time.

He just watched Gu Zhiyue go out from the ward, and heard her standing at the door for a while before leaving.

How could he tell her those things?
How could it be possible to let him know that his life has actually been distorted since birth?
Originally, they were not in a relationship where they could talk about these things, even though she hugged him so tenderly, even though her eyes only had love in addition to enthusiasm.

Although the way she looked at him was occasionally a bit complicated, it didn't have the disgusting feeling before today at all.

Because the things she was thinking about seemed to be related to him.

Lu Juncai put his hands on his face, lay on the hospital bed, closed his eyes, his mind seemed to be confused, but at the same time seemed very clear.

He sees a lot.

There is a saying that he has never said to that person. That person is his mother, his own.

He never told her he loved her.

From childhood to adulthood, he has never, obviously he really loves her very much, but every time he is asked by her if he loves her, he only answers [um] [yes] [love].

But never once did he take the initiative, seriously, and gently say "I love you" to her.

He clearly knows, clearly better than anyone else, that she is very insecure, she only has him in this world, and he is the whole reason for her to live.

He told her that she would just die.

After he said that, what else could she do but die?
Although his mother is really a "disgusting" existence, he only has her in the whole world, because they are relatives!

The nurse opened the door and came in to change the bottle. Lu Juncai never opened his eyes, but he could clearly hear the nurse's cautious voice and her sigh in his ears.

After the nurse left, Lu Juncai still didn't open his eyes. He wanted to sleep, but couldn't.

Gu Zhiyue's expression before leaving still lingered in his mind, so he really didn't think she was disgusting.

But why didn't she say it before she left?
Was she disappointed in him?He even said that she was disgusting. Would she think that he was self righteous when he was treated gently?Do you think it is an illusion that you really like him?Will it never appear again?

If it really happened like this, he hoped that Gu Zhiyue could go back to how she was yesterday, and it would be fine to keep him by his side as a plaything. He didn't want to be unable to see her from now on.

Obviously he found it with great difficulty, found it with great difficulty, other than that person, someone more important than his life.

If it was Gu Zhiyue, he would be willing even if it was treated as a plaything. If it was her, it would be fine. If it was her...but not the her from yesterday.

Lu Juncai himself felt that he was unreasonable, she was obviously the Gu Zhiyue of today and yesterday.

But he just felt that it was different.

By the way, he now has a mobile phone, and there is Gu Zhiyue's phone number in it.

It's different from that person's phone, even if it shows that the sending is successful, that person can't see what he wants to say to her, but Gu Zhiyue is different.

If he calls now, at least she will know that he has called her.

But what if he called her and she didn't answer?
While Lu Juncai had unconsciously dialed Gu Zhiyue's number, he thought to himself that he had no reason to call her.

(End of this chapter)