Fast time travel to heal the villain little poor

Chapter 769 Paranoid Marriage (62) [5600 words+]

Lu Zhiyu had seen those photos countless times, and would look them up every day, as if possessed by a demon.

He has nothing.

After nearly two years of marriage, he didn't have any photos with Zifu, and he didn't even have a photo of her.

That haggard and pale sick face, slightly bent eyes, trying to smile, once seen, it was like a sharp needle piercing into his heart.

It hurts badly, and I think badly too.

This year, Lu Zhiyu did not continue to frantically expand the business territory of the Lu Group, and also left some vacations for himself after work.

Years later, he went to the Northland Zifu mentioned in his letter, where he saw the most beautiful snow-colored scenery and took many, many photos.

When the cherry blossoms were in full bloom, I went to the Flower City in country F to see the cherry blossoms.

The pink cherry blossom forest is in full bloom.

Lu Zhiyu avoided the crowd, picked up the camera, and took pictures one after another.

He walked her wherever she wanted to go.

When it was her birthday this year, he accompanied her to watch the scenery.

Time passed bit by bit, and the long days and nights continued to alternate.

The day is fine, and there are jobs to fill.

When the endless night came, Lu Zhiyu felt more and more flustered and unbearable in the quiet home where only his own footsteps could be heard.

If you don't take sleeping pills, you won't be able to sleep all night.

Just looking at Zifu's photo, Lu Zhiyu could sit and stare at it all night.

When he thought of her, his heart became more and more flustered.

He was afraid that he would never meet her again.

……

The assistant discovered that for some reason, his own boss, an atheist who firmly believed that he had to work hard to get what he wanted, had started to believe in unfounded gods and Buddhas.

Although the work is still serious, once I have time, I will start to go to some famous temples.

In every temple, Lu Zhiyu was the one who donated the most incense sticks.

He wanted to pray for a marriage with Zifu in the afterlife.

Occasionally, I meet some so-called eminent monks who have achieved the Tao. After hearing his appeal, they just shake their heads and say that he is too hostile and fierce. Even if they force marriage, the end result may still hurt others and themselves.

Lu Zhiyu is a person who does not believe in fate. Everything he has in this life is forced.

Do not force, nothing.

He forced it, no matter what price he paid, as long as he could have it, he was willing to pay no matter how heavy the price was.

He is not afraid of anything.

From those so-called eminent monks, I learned the method of forcing.

Do more good deeds, accumulate a lot of good karma, and maybe you can find a chance.

After Lu Zhiyu went back, he started doing charity.

Numerous charitable projects have been established and large sums of money have been invested in them.

The intensity of throwing money was the same as throwing money recklessly outside, the assistant almost felt that his boss was crazy.

Lu Zhiyu didn't care what other people thought, except for the funds for the normal operation of the Lu Group, most of his personal property was invested in it.
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On Zifu's death day in the second year, Lu Zhiyu showed Zifu all the landscape photos he took, and told her with a smile about the scenery he saw, and then burned the photos one by one. Lose.

After two years, he told her for the first time some of the deepest words in his heart.

He said: "Zi Fu, I know that some words may make you unhappy. But, I still want to meet you again."

Just met her.

When he met her, this time it was him who loved her.

……

After coming out of the cemetery, Lu Zhiyu didn't go back, but first went to the flower shop where he often ordered flowers.

He promised her to live a good life.

The petals and flower paths of the withered daisies in the hall of the villa are mixed with the soil, leaving only bare flower pots.

He was going to move back some new flowers and redecorate the villa where they lived together.

Lu Zhiyu parked the car on the side of the road, and just as he was about to get out of the car, two boys and girls in school uniforms walked up the sidewalk, playing and making trouble.

For some reason, Lu Zhiyu's eyes blurred for a moment, and he stopped driving.

His eyes fell on the two of them unconsciously. The boy obviously didn't like the girl clinging to him like this outside, and he struggled to hold the held hand, but didn't break away.

Turning your head away, the tips of your ears were slightly stained red, and said with an unnatural expression of disgust: "Why do you always like to cling to me?"

The girl didn't care about the boy's dislike at all, her youthful face was full of smiles, she held his arms tightly, and leaned her head on his shoulder with a smile, "What do you know? This is called—companionship." It is the longest confession of love."

As she said that, the girl tugged at the boy's sleeve and yelled coquettishly, "Su Zhiye, my leg hurts, carry me on your back."

"No back!"

Within two seconds, the boy took off the bag he was carrying on one shoulder, hung it on his arm, squatted in front of the girl, and said impatiently: "Squeamish, don't come up yet!"

The girl climbed up contentedly, and put her arms around the boy's neck, and the figures of the two gradually faded away in Lu Zhiyu's sight.

……

"Lu Zhiyu, my leg hurts, please rub it for me."

"Husband, are you going home tonight?"

"Honey, I'm so sleepy, I don't remember, you hug me."

"Honey, I'm unhappy, I want you to hug~"

"husband……"

……

"Finally, goodbye."

Those were the last words Zifu left him, and the words the girl said just now kept echoing in Lu Zhiyu's ears——

Companionship is the longest confession of love.

As if he finally understood something, his face seemed to be crying and smiling at the same time.

He used to blame her for not liking him enough.

He didn't believe how long her love could last.

It turned out that she was the one who disregarded everything, endured the pain and stayed by his side, and stayed with him all the time.

I have been with him all the time, even if the pain is severe, I have watched him go to propose, to marry other women.

Until the end, she was thinking about him.

Don't want him to know, lie to him, bless him.

She had considered everything for him, and she really let go... don't want him anymore.

She handed him over to someone else and wished him a happy wedding.From then on, the person who would accompany him was no longer her.

She won't, and she doesn't want to be with him anymore.

Realizing this, Lu Zhiyu felt as if a hole had been cut in his heart, and blood was gurgling.

The pain was so great that he couldn't help but bowed down on the steering wheel, his slightly closed eyelids and eyelashes were soon glued together.

Companionship is the longest confession of love.

She is no longer with him, and all their feelings have been taken back by her.

No likes, nothing.

She took everything that was given to him, she wanted nothing.

She doesn't want it anymore, even if he cut his own heart for her, she doesn't want it anymore.

What is he going to do?
What should he do?
Lu Zhiyu was in severe pain, lying on the steering wheel, his face was wet with tears, crying for the first time like a bewildered child who was at a loss.

……

On that day, Lu Zhiyu didn't go down to order flowers, nor did he start the so-called good life.

He forced himself to eat, sleep, and work day by day.

Sometimes I don’t want to take sleeping pills, and in the middle of the night, I just sit on the bed alone, stare at my side with red bloodshot eyes, and say something quietly and gently.

In the whole room, only his soft voice deliberately lowered echoed.

During the day, I ordered meals at the company and ate more and more, but my body rejected eating very badly. Over time, I became so thin that I almost lost my bones.

No matter how stupid the assistant is, he can still realize that something is wrong.

After boldly noticing it a few times, I found that the president would spit it out every time he ate, but he would continue to force himself to eat.

The assistant thought that Boss was suffering from a disease similar to anorexia, and he was so frightened that he begged desperately. He almost knelt down and begged him to go to the hospital for treatment.

Lu Zhiyu didn't care.

Dead or alive, it made no difference to him.

He is still alive now, just because he promised her, he wants to fulfill her wish.

He gave her nothing.

He wanted to give her this one time.

only--

Lu Zhiyu closed his eyes slightly, feeling the constant pain in his heart like being pierced by a sharp needle.

He was about to give up.

He really...wanted to follow her.

But she doesn't want to.

She wants him to live well.

In this world without her, I was constantly tormented, suffering from those memories.

How happy you are when you get it, how painful it is when you lose it forever.And this kind of pain will only deepen and strengthen in the memory with time, until it forms a deep and permanent imprint, which can no longer be erased.

Lu Zhiyu felt pitiful and pathetic.

The moment you know you already have it is lost forever.

He never really confessed his feelings to her one day, even if he treated her badly, she would come up to him as if he didn't care, and continue to cling to him and act like a baby to him.

He knows, she cares.

She cares.

It's just that she wants to stay with him, so she doesn't care.

Those memories emerged clearly in his mind over and over again, like a knife cutting his heart one after another.

He is mad and sober.

Sober and understand everything.

I also clearly know that...she is gone.

Lu Zhiyu lived more consciously than anyone else, was also consciously crazy, and soberly sank in pain.

No one can save him.

……

Lu Zhiyu still worked during the day, but became more and more crazy at night.

The alarm clock was set at nine o'clock in the evening in the villa, and he would come back before nine o'clock, then sit motionless by the bedside, and then turn it off when it rang, his expressionless face turned tender, With a smile on his face, as if he was afraid of waking someone up, he said softly: "I'm back."

Afterwards, Lu Zhiyu would lift half of the quilt and go to bed carefully.

Stretching out his arms, like hugging the people around him, he whispered and excitedly told his deep-seated heart.

He actually likes her very much!

It's just that he didn't know it before, and he was too embarrassed to admit it.

He knew she liked him too.

Therefore, after they confessed their hearts to each other like this, he will treat her well in the future.

He would listen to whatever she said, and they would live a good life.

As if getting a response, Lu Zhiyu suddenly bent his lips and smiled, slowly closed his eyes, deeply immersed in the world of two people alone.

……

Before Zifu's death in the third year, Lu Zhiyu explained some things to his subordinates and Yue court in advance.

Yueting is the one who knows best how Lu Zhiyu got here in the past three years.Listening to his explanation, the fingers holding the phone unconsciously trembled, and the whole person was silent for a long time before humming very low.

After the call was hung up, the mobile phone in Yue Ting's hand also slipped down instantly and hit the ground.

Yue Ting lowered his head slightly, covered his face with his hands, and tears leaked from between his fingers.

Lu Zhiyu is a lunatic!madman!

He actually asked him to collect his body for him!

He knew his suffering in the past three years, tried to persuade him to come out countless times, but silently swallowed it back.

If he could come out, he would have come out a long time ago.

A person like Lu Zhiyu has a cold temper, even his blood is cold.When discussing people based on their value, they never take a second look at those who have no value.

As for Zifu, I am afraid that after Lu Zhiyu changed her again and again, it is no longer this standard.

He recognized her, and after going through so many things, even a cold-blooded person was warmed up.

But even if he was emotional, he was sober and rational.

It is this rationality that makes it impossible to slow down under all the mistakes.

He knew that he really couldn't hold on anymore.

That's why this crazy request was made.

Lu Zhiyu really fell in love with Zifu.

But the person he studied for three years, until his death, thought that he liked another woman, and divorced her just to marry that person.

Thinking of this, Yue Ting felt even more sad for them.

Back then Lu Zhiyu loved without knowing it.

As for Zifu's feelings for Lu Zhiyu, she manipulated his temper almost without a bottom line, and stayed by his side.

Once she pulls away, what will Lu Zhiyu do?
What can he do?
A person who is cold-hearted, once in love, can't take it back.

The rest of this bit of time is just to remind Lu Zhiyu day and night how much Zifu was in pain before, and then give him double the pain afterwards.

Three years of self-torture is really enough.

……

In the early morning of Zifu's third year's death day, Lu Zhiyu put on the only set of casual clothes he bought that was the same style as Zifu, cleaned himself up, and drove to a remote cemetery outside the city garden.

The whole person is very thin, with a thin face, but his eyes are not as dull as before, but glow with a bright brilliance.

The moonlight is very good tonight, and unexpectedly many stars dotted the night.

The cemetery was quiet, Lu Zhiyu walked to Zifu's tombstone, stared at the photo above, his dark eyes were filled with gentle light.

"I am coming."

"Today, you take me away."

"I'll give you back all the pain, will you take me away?"

With that said, Lu Zhiyu took out a dagger from his jacket pocket.

From the arm, he began to cut one knife at a time.

Not into the clothes, the blade cut into the flesh, oozing bright red blood.

Lu Zhiyu knew how to do it without being fatal immediately, so he just cut himself one after another, with no expression on his face, as if he couldn't feel the pain.

Only when staring at the woman in the photo will the eyes soften unconsciously, tender and gentle.

Knife after knife.

The wound wasn't too deep, but it hurt enough.

From top to bottom, hands, legs, feet and body were all cut with countless knives.

It's like being self-deprecating.

Lu Zhiyu didn't stop, but at the end when he was about to scratch his face, he paused.

The next moment, Lu Zhiyu threw away the knife, his whole body was like a bloody man, except for that handsome fair face, his whole body was dripping with blood.

Stumbling forward, he reached out and hugged Zifu's tombstone tightly.

The blood oozed from the whole body soon stained the entire tombstone red.

With red eyes, Lu Zhiyu knelt down in front of her tombstone, put his forehead on it, and begged in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I'm a bad person, and I can never do what I promised you. I really want to It can be done, but it can’t be done.”

Speaking of this, Lu Zhiyu choked up, "I'm sorry...live well, I really can't live anymore."

Resting her forehead on her tombstone, she murmured in a low voice: "Today, I will give myself to you as a birthday present, okay?"

"Even if you don't want it, I will give it to you."

"Promise your wish, and then fulfill it in the next life, okay? I will promise as much as you want me to promise. If there is still something that cannot be fulfilled, we will delay until the next life..."

As Lu Zhiyu spoke, he parted his lips and smiled.

He is so greedy, he is such a bad person, he just wants her for life after life.

What fulfillment, what kindness.

He was never like that.

The plundering in the bones will never change.

It's like his blood will be fused with her tombstone when he dies. She is his and will always be his.

He also wanted...to be buried with her and never be separated again.

Lu Zhiyu raised his face and stared at the photo in front of him, his eyes seemed to be shining with starlight, and he kissed the blood-stained photo lightly and preciously.

Then he put his face on her tombstone, turned his face slightly to look at her photo, his eyes were filled with the joy of seeing her soon, and chatted with her one after another, "I I know you like good-looking people, and I like wearing glasses the most. So I dare not cut my face, lest you think it looks bad and you won’t like it.”

As he said that, Lu Zhiyu took out the pair of blood-stained silver chain glasses from another pocket of his jacket with trembling hands, and put them on for himself.

Because of excessive blood loss, consciousness began to feel dizzy, Lu Zhiyu twitched his fingers, pushed his body on the ground and sat up with force, facing her photo, and let her see it.

With effort, she parted her lips and smiled softly, "From now on, you can do whatever you want me to do. In our family, you are the most important."

His lips trembled slightly, and after Lu Zhiyu finished speaking panting, he coughed heavily again, his eyes turned black for a while.

"Sorry, I didn't fulfill your wish, I love you."

"I only love you."

"You don't want to see other people, okay?"

"No one else looks as good as me."

……

As he spoke, Lu Zhiyu leaned against the tombstone and gradually fell into a coma.

Before he completely fainted, a sentence spit out from his lips in a very low voice——

"I'm sorry, I can't fulfill any of your wishes."

……

The morning light gradually pierces through the darkness, the sky is getting brighter, and the sun is shining through the clouds, soft and warm.

In the remote cemetery outside the city, the man leaning against a tombstone was covered in blood all over his body, and the blood from the wound on his body also flowed down the ground, drying into a deep reddish brown.

The tombstone in front of the man was also stained with blood.

Yue Ting and several subordinates stood a few steps away, seeing this scene, they couldn't help crying with red eyes.

Although he had made preparations long ago, when he actually saw the scene in front of him, Yue Ting still couldn't help feeling sad.

He didn't expect that Lu Zhiyu would be so decisive and adopt such a tragic way of death.

In this case, even if it took his life to do what he asked him to do, he had to do it for him!
Yue Ting wanted to do what Lu Zhiyu told him, and raised his hand to wipe away his tears, but he couldn't do anything.

Damn it, the grandson!
It's as if the world can't tolerate him!
If Zifu cannot be found after death, he will not live in the next life.

Really couldn't bear to see this scene, Yue Ting turned around, told Lu Zhiyu's subordinate a few words, then walked aside to call Zimu.

Not long after, Purple Mother hurried over.

Seeing the scene in front of her, she screamed in fright and fell to the ground.

"Lu Zhiyu, he...he..."

Yue Ting stepped forward and helped Zimu up, "Auntie, Lu Zhiyu wants to be buried with your daughter. The incident at the beginning was really caused by accident. In the past three years, he has not had a good day. of--"

Before she finished speaking, Zimu's eyes were very red, she squeezed his arm tightly, and agreed in a hoarse voice, "Okay."

Yue Ting, who was about to continue playing the emotional card, was stunned when he heard Zi Mu's words.

……it is good?

it is good!
Aunt agreed!
"Thank you, thank you very much, auntie."

Zimu didn't speak, just shook her head, not daring to watch the tragic scene again, turned her back and wiped away her tears desperately.

She never expected that Lu Zhiyu would do this for Xiaofu.

As for the truth at the beginning, she didn't want to pursue it.

hope they...

There will be a good marriage in the next life.
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Another sunny day.

The Lu Group has been taken over by Yue Ting and turned into reality, and all of Lu Zhiyu's private properties have been donated to various charities.

And Lu Zhiyu also fulfilled his wish.

He was buried with Zifu.

The ashes of two people are fused together, no matter you and me, they will never be separated.Next to the tomb, there is still a sparkling diamond necklace lying there quietly.

There is only Zifu's name on the tombstone.

Lu Zhiyu was afraid that Zifu would be unhappy, so he didn't want anything, he didn't hesitate to completely erase the traces of his existence in this world, and only wanted to be with her forever.

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In the next life, I will still be your husband.

At that time, I will spoil you, love you, and will not let you shed a tear.

　PS: The number of words in this chapter is almost 5700, and there will be a lot of book coins.

　　At four o'clock in the morning, I finally finished writing the ending, and I actually thought the ending was quite sweet...

　　Next! 【I picked up a little glutton】

　　
　
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