one day you'll love me

Chapter 441 Has Nothing To Do With Her
Qin Mengying was very indignant at Leng Sichen's actions, even if you want to start a new life, is it necessary to make such a high profile?It's so high-profile that I wish everyone in the world knew about it.

This is really not in line with his way of doing things.

Everything feels weird.

Leng Sichen, what exactly does he want to do?
These days, she has been restless, always feeling that Xia Yuxun's quietness at the moment is just a superficial phenomenon, maybe she can't help but make a big wedding tomorrow?

She believed that she could definitely do this kind of thing.

Seeing Qin Mengying's frowning and solemn expression, as if she was in imminent disaster, Xia Yuxun walked over, patted her on the shoulder comfortingly, and said, "Sister Mengying, don't you think that I look so good now? It's all a cover-up, and tomorrow I will run to the wedding without telling you, point at Leng Sichen's head and call him a heartless man who killed thousands of knives? Then beat up the couple until they don't even know their parents, right? ?”

"Isn't it?" Qin Mengying asked hesitantly.

"My God!" Xia Yuxun rubbed her forehead, "Sister Mengying, am I so crazy?"

Qin Mengying nodded affirmatively, "I think this is your normal reaction!"

Although she has indeed restrained a lot because of Xiao Bai these years, she is still the same in some aspects, such as the little temper, it's not gone, it's just restrained.

It's just restraint, so there will definitely be a day when there will be an outbreak.

Xia Yuxun sighed dumbfounded.

She lay back on the rocking chair, shaking the fan in her hand, starlight fell through the flowers and leaves, blurring her face, "Heartache? Unwilling? If it was Xia Yuxun five years ago, she would definitely do it, and it would even be crazier.

But, Xia Yuxun now, why is there so much heartache, why is there so much unwillingness?

You think I am unwilling because I have paid too much for him.In fact, it is because I have paid too much that I am completely willing. "

In the past, she believed that man could conquer nature, and that no matter what she could do as long as she worked hard, now, she had learned to bow to her fate and be content with it.

This is the cruelty of reality. You can choose to continue to beat yourself up, but there are some things that make you have to compromise.

When she committed suicide five years ago, she had already given up her obsession.

Now, for her final protection, she has to compromise.

She just wants to live a simple life and watch Xiaobai grow up peacefully.

That's all she ever wanted.

As for the others, it has nothing to do with her.

Xia Yuxun looked up at the brilliant galaxy above her head, and said in a relieved tone, "My life is very ordinary, but there is a very extraordinary person in my life. As long as he is by my side, I will suddenly feel that the world has nine more people." There is a sun, so bright that I can't open my eyes, that person is Leng Sichen.

I overestimated my ability to praise my father day by day, and only after I died once did I realize that the best distance between us is just looking at each other like this.I can see him all the time, but I can never see him.If you get too close, you will only be burned by his scorching temperature, and there is nothing wrong with being more distanced!

Heh, if I could understand this earlier, maybe I wouldn't lose so much..."

Qin Mengying was a little surprised when she heard her words, and finally felt relieved. It seems that she was worrying too much. Xia Yuxun has really taken a lot of care of her these years.

(End of this chapter)