one day you'll love me

Chapter 158 Ah Chen Doesn't Like It

Leng Sichen prepared a Japanese-style low table. The ingredients were placed on the vegetable rack beside the low table. People could sit cross-legged, which was very comfortable.

"Sit down." Leng Sichen said in a very normal tone, then went about her own business and left her alone.Treat her like a normal person.At least, that's how it looks on the surface.

Xia Yuxun dawdled and knelt down on the seat opposite him, but she didn't move her chopsticks, she just looked at him stupidly.

Leng Sichen's heart trembled when she saw her deer-like wet eyes, but he remained calm and asked with his usual expression, "Do you want to eat together? You can make whatever you want."

As he spoke, he picked up a chopstick of mushrooms and sent them to the small bowl in front of her.

Xia Yuxun still just watched, although her eyes showed longing, she stubbornly remained motionless, hugging the pillow even tighter.

"Don't you like it?" Leng Sichen took a sip of ice water, it was too spicy, I really don't understand how this girl likes this kind of thing.

Xia Yuxun looked down at the pillow in her arms, "Ah Chen...Ah Chen doesn't like it..."

Leng Sichen's hand holding the water glass trembled violently.

"Ah Chen doesn't like it..." Xia Yuxun stood up with her pillow in her arms, wanting to leave.

Leng Sichen's eyes tightened, and he stretched out his long arms, pulling her violently, causing her to fall into his arms, looking at that confused and innocent little face, lowering his head, pressing against her lips, and kissing her hard. ...

I have never wanted her by my side like now, even if she hates and blames herself, she doesn't want her to treat herself as a stranger.

He suddenly realized that everything was unimportant. When he chose to leave the company, there was no sorrow and reluctance as he had imagined, and there was only unprecedented relief and relaxation.At least he still has himself.

However, without her, he felt that the whole world was meaningless, so what if he still had himself?He was alone in the whole world... only loneliness.

I used to hate her entanglement, hated her always being troublesome, and even denied and disdained all her sacrifices. Sometimes I even thought that if this guy was gone one day, he would be able to be clean.

When she was not around, he found that it was not purity, but loneliness.

And when she completely forgot about herself, the world became extremely dead and terrifying.

Xia Yuxun, who was suddenly kissed, waited for a long time to find that the other party did not give her food, and felt that she had been cheated, so she bit him angrily.

Getting up from his arms angrily, just as the little paw was about to greet him, Leng Sichen held it tightly and pressed it against his heart, "Xiao Xun...Look at me, you really don't know me?"

Xia Yuxun's expression was momentarily dazed and confused.

The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you, but you no longer know me.

It was obviously still her, but she looked at herself with that kind of strange and fearful eyes.

Even when she was severely autistic back then, at least... at least the only person she relied on and believed in was him.

At that time, when she got sick, she hid herself like a wounded little animal to heal the wound, and no one approached her, but she stubbornly leaned on his arms to seek warmth.

Doesn't eat food from anyone, but is never picky about what he puts in his mouth, even celery, which she hates the most.

He doesn't listen to anyone, loses control when he gets excited, but becomes very obedient because of his few words...

(End of this chapter)