Konoha's Immortal Disciple

Chapter 136 The Dusty Past

"Okay, big turtle." Hoshino Shu said with a smile.

Sanwei considered carefully for two seconds, and then water began to gather in his mouth, making a gurgling sound.

"I'll spray you to death with a mouthful of salt soda."

Hoshino saw that Mio was getting serious, so he stopped teasing him.

"Haha! Aren't you going to ignore me?"

Sanwei shook his body helplessly to express his dissatisfaction reluctantly.

"It's ok, it's almost ok, and it's annoying to talk about it."

Hoshino Shu smiled slightly and continued, "Actually, I am not from this world."

When it comes to "not from this world", Sanwei can't help but think of the Sage of the Six Paths whose appearance is very different from that of humans on Earth.

But it was just a moment in his mind, he just broke the point of speaking, and now he is pinching his own flesh, so he can't resist not answering a word.

Of course, with his tortoise's wingspan, he must not be able to pinch it.

Hoshino Shu squinted his eyes and looked towards the distance. The distance was the sky, and the sky contained the bright moon and the figures of the stars.

The field of vision extends further forward, gradually narrows, and finally converges into a point.

What is the end of the sky?This is a question that Hoshino Shu often thinks about, and he also knows that this is just his daily hypocrisy. This is a question that has no answer.

Objectively speaking, the sky is the universe, but the sky of the human heart is nothing but dreams and homesickness.

What Hoshino Shu wanted to see was the middle school gate he would pass every morning, the cafeteria breakfast he would eat every day, and the girl he liked every day before he crossed over more than ten years ago.

Hoshino Shu's spirit was not as good as before, and his tone suddenly turned from laughing to downcast, as if a roller coaster had encountered a dive.

"I've lived for 16 years before I came to this world. It's not the same as being called a genius or a monster here. I'm just a waste over there."

The three-tailed tiger trembled, feeling that the atmosphere was not right, and thought: "Why is this little brother suddenly feeling sad, it's impossible to change his routine."

"In the world I came from, there was a highly competitive national exam called the college entrance examination, and the participants were children around the age of 18. Before taking the college entrance examination, we all had to prepare for more than ten years from an early age."

Seeing that Jiraiya and Naruto were chatting by the campfire, and their eyes were not on him, Sanwei finally dared to move his body and went for a drive on the lake.

It starts slowly, and when it speeds up, its whole body makes a dull sound like a giant wheel. He is used to hitting the water surface with three tails one by one when swimming freely, making continuous sounds of hitting the water surface.

"Thousands of troops and horses crossing the single-plank bridge are not just talking. The grade of the college entrance examination results determines what kind of environment we can obtain further resources. In this world, it should be the recognition of the upper ninja, the middle ninja, and the lower ninja. Of course, the ninja There are also extremely powerful beings, but that is only a small percentage, so people will always give good jobs to Jonin, which is probably such a concept.”

Sanwei went around on the lake by himself, and actually carried the Hoshino tree around. The waves on the lake under the moonlight, and the whispering of the birds in the forest at night, seemed like an ideal dreamland described by young literary and artistic youths.

The refreshing wind greeted Hoshinoshu's face continuously, making him sigh: "It's so cool!"

"It's cheaper for you." Sanwei thought.

"I can't see that although you are so ugly, you are still a very gentle turtle." Hoshino Shu laughed.

Sanwei stopped and said unhappily: "Then we both don't move."

Hoshino Shu chuckled, didn't answer, and continued with his memories.

"I was very lucky, I was not stupid, so I got good grades since I was a child, even if I was a little bit playful, I was always at the top. I was called 'other people's child' until high school. Of course, that was before high school. .”

Hoshino Shu stopped at this point and rubbed his temples. The pain in his brain seemed to be because he didn't want him to recall too much.

"It was the first year of high school, that is, only two years away from the college entrance examination, and my grades suddenly deteriorated. The sudden one, it's not that I didn't work hard, and it wasn't that I was hit by a car after stealing from an Internet cafe one day. Well, I was knocked into mentally retarded, and I just got a disease. Looking back now, it should be depression."

Hoshino Shu described his past lightly, as casually as if wiping the dust off an old book with a rag.

Sanwei found that he listened to it, because he really had no choice. After being bored for a long time, even if a fish passed by and shared with him how many bubbles he blew today, he would listen to it with relish, but it was scary. He didn't even have this kind of boring conversation.

He didn't want to sleep until dizzy.

So with an attitude of listening for the time being, Sanwei focused his attention on Hoshino Shu's words. Anyway, he knew that he could grind it out by himself. He would never do things like Jinzhuriki again, even if he was forced Seal, he will resist to the end.

He couldn't help wondering: "What is depression?"

Hoshino Shu looked down at Sanwei's head, escaped with water, and summoned the water to splash Sanwei's face, and asked, "You probably want to know what depression is when you hear this."

Then Sanwei shook his head and said, "I didn't listen."

Hoshino tree nodded in understanding, and then continued:

"Do you want to know if I can tell you?"

All the chakras needed for the three-tailed waterfall technique were prepared, and then he glanced at Jiraiya, who was about to slap him to death at any time, and held back.

"Human beings, just show off to death." Sanwei thought.

Hoshino tree raised his neck and looked at the dark night sky, like a black hole in the heart of a depressed patient that cannot be filled.

"To put it simply, the more you live, the more tired you become, and the more you live, the more you want to die. A perfectionist like me will be very harsh on myself, put a lot of pressure on myself, and think of many inexplicable things. If you make a mistake, you will lose your soul on the way home from school."

"I also felt that my thoughts were very nervous, but I couldn't control myself to think, so I told my parents about my thoughts, but my parents just said that I was too cowardly, and I wanted to escape when I encountered a little setback. I couldn't resist, and this kind of conclusive rhetoric made me even more depressed, so I gave up sharing my heart with others."

"I agreed with my parents at the time, thinking it was my own problem. I didn't do well in the exam, so I stayed up late, but I didn't realize that this practice aggravated my illness. Not only did I not sleep well, but I also suffered from insomnia frequently. It exacerbated my condition. It's really strange to say that I am very sleepy, but I can't sleep."

The person in Hoshino Shuzui's story is "I", but he just used a flat tone like a quotation, saying sentence by sentence.

　It's not my story...I saw some depression patients on Zhihu, and I sympathized with them.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)