my life in japan

Chapter 37

It was two or three o'clock in the middle of the night when everyone returned home, and Kazamamu was already asleep.

Qianjian Yuqing can only tell her tomorrow.

"Would you like to take a bath?"

Seeing the little girl's dusty appearance, Mizukawa couldn't help asking.

There is no way, being treated as an object of teasing at school, pushed and pulled, bullied, and fell to the ground probably no less than a dozen times.

Asahi Yuqing, who was already covered in dust and dust, stayed outside for a whole day, without looking at the details, the overall feeling was quite dirty.

"..."

The little girl stared at Mizukawao for a while, but didn't speak.

"...Don't you dare? It doesn't matter, no one here will do anything to you."

Shui Chuanwei saw that the little girl didn't dare to make a statement and didn't seem to speak, so he probably guessed that she probably didn't dare to take a bath.

Just think about it, would it be difficult for a junior high school student of elementary school age to follow his parents to a strange home and do what he wants to do?
Not to mention Yuqing Asami who was treated cruelly.

"..."

The little girl was a little moved, but still didn't speak.

"...Why don't you let sister Jiang go with you? That's okay, right?"

Seeing that the girl still didn't dare, Mizukawao could only let Enoka Kazama accompany her.

The little girl also heard what Jiang Zhi expressed his concern before.

I believe that for Kazama Ezhi, girls will be much less wary.

"...you...can't you?"

"It's not possible~"

He knew what the little girl was saying, but Mizukawa refused directly.

Although at the moment, she may be the person she can trust the most.

Mizukawao doesn't mind taking a bath with his little sister either, he has thick skin.

But for now, taking a bath together is suspected of exploiting girls' fear and dependence.

Moreover, Mizukawa always felt that the girl's concept of men and women was a bit strange, so it was necessary to find time to educate her.

"……whispering sound……"

Qianjian Yuqing snorted softly.

"???"

It seemed that he heard something he shouldn't have heard. Although the sound was very small, Mizukawao's super high attributes allowed him to hear this sound.

Mizukawao couldn't believe that Asami Yuqing, who was originally indifferent to everything, would show such a humane performance, and he didn't know whether to be happy or worried.

'Just pretend...didn't hear...'

…………

Not long after, Asami Yuharu, with wet hair, was standing in front of Mizukawa O in Kazama Ezhi's old pajamas - finally let Kazama Ezhi take her to take a bath.

"Oh, by the way, I forgot to tell you, you will sleep with your sister Jiang tonight."

Seeing Asami Yuqing standing in front of him without speaking after taking a shower, Mizukawao thought that the little girl didn't know where to sleep tonight and waited for his arrangement.

In addition to the living room, Kazama's house has two rooms on the first floor, making a total of four rooms.

Kazama mother and Kazama Tetsuji are on the first floor, Kazama Ezhi is on the second floor, and there is an empty room on the second floor, where he will sleep by himself tonight.

Originally, it was fine to sleep with Toruji Kazama, but Mizukawa felt that it might not be good for the little girl to sleep alone in an unfamiliar environment.

So according to the original plan, I continued to sleep alone, while Qianjian Yuqing followed Kazama Ezhi.

The girl looked directly at Mizukawao, and didn't answer what he just said.

After a moment of silence, the girl suddenly said:

"Brother Wei... do you know what the meaning of life is..." The voice was very soft and thin.

This little girl... said things a child of her age shouldn't say.

When this question was asked suddenly, Mizukawao also froze for a moment.

Judging from the dialogue and getting along during this period, he is very clear that Jian Jian Yuqing's previous life may have been very miserable.

There may not even be anyone who can help her, sympathize with her, know her, or treat her well.

Little girls would ask that question... maybe not out of the realm of possibility.

There is no fixed answer to the meaning of living, and it varies from person to person, but generally speaking, it is mostly to accomplish a certain purpose.

Living will experience many things and make many choices.But no one thing is right or wrong, and no decision is right or wrong, right or wrong is just a label added in a certain environment.

So, no matter how you live, you can, and it doesn't matter.

But in the end, when deciding how to live, you have to ask yourself whether this kind of living is really the way you want to live.

"You are still alive, this is the meaning of life~"

Mizukawao answered the girl as gently as possible.

As for whether the girl understands or not, he doesn't care.

If you don't understand, you can think for yourself. Whether the result of thinking is in line with his original intention or not, it is the answer.

"...Then...Brother Wei...will you despise me..."

I don't know if the little girl understood, but she hesitated for a while, then suddenly asked a new question.

"Why do you ask that?"

Regarding the last question, knowing that the little girl had a miserable life, Mizukawa could still understand why she asked that question.

But regarding this issue, Mizukawao didn't understand what was going on with the little girl.

'Why should I dislike you?I have so bad? '

"...Because... I... My family is not good... I am bullied, beaten... scolded...I still have many scars on my body... I don't have a good reputation in the community... I am always bullied... Pointing and pointing...At school, the teachers also look down on me...My classmates also look down on me...I...I..."

As he was talking, it didn't take long for him to cry, and then the tears flowed down, and the crying became more and more serious.

At the end, the little girl couldn't go on anymore, she lowered her head and shed tears, and began to choke up and cry in a low voice...

The reason why a person is this person is that he is not only the current him, but the sum of the former and the present.

A person's past experience is not good or bad. It is because of your previous experience that you will know how to cherish it; it is because of your previous experience that you will have such a character; There is mature growth.

Looking at the little girl who was choking and crying, Mizukawa stepped forward, clasped his hands together, knelt down and said:
"Yuqing, you know, I don't hate anyone's past, and I don't care what the past is, I only hate that person's future."

Looking into her eyes, wiping the girl's tears with his hands, and touching her wet hair, he said seriously:
"Understood? So, I won't despise you..."

Perhaps, Qian Jian Yuqing is really helpless, confused and hesitant.In this cruel world, her petite body is like a lonely boat in the waves...

But also because of this, Mizukawa wants to help her as much as possible, so that she has a place in this world and a place to live.

For many things, Mizukawao didn't know what was right, maybe there was no answer for this.

But if children are in this world, they don't even have a place, and they don't even have the qualifications to think about right and wrong...

That Mizukawao could firmly shout out - there must be something wrong!

"Woooooo~"

Qianjian Yuqing continued to lower her head, choked up and cried, and moved her head closer to Mizukawa's tail.

Seeing the little girl showing such a weak posture, Mizukawa could only touch her head, wipe her tears, and try to get close to her, trying to give her a sense of security.

In Mizukawao's previous impression, the little girl has always been indifferent to everything (except herself).

Even when she was asked about herself, the tone of the answer seemed to be answering a question about a stranger.

This time Asagi Yuqing uncharacteristically showed a sense of powerlessness towards her living situation, Mizukawao was very sad...

The crying and choking sound gradually became smaller, and finally there was no sound.

During this period, the two got closer and closer, and finally the little girl buried her head in Mizukawao's arms and cried against her chest.

Now that the crying is gone, Qianjian Yuqing still keeps her head down.

"...Can I sleep with you tonight..."

After a moment of silence, the little girl spoke first.

"Sleep with your sister Jiang tonight~" Mizukawa smiled.

"...I just cried..."

"Sleep with your sister Jiang tonight~" Mizukawa smiled.

"...I'm very sad now..."

"Sleep with your sister Jiang tonight~" Mizukawa smiled.

"……whispering sound!"

This time, it seemed that it was intended to be heard by Mizukawa, and the voice was much louder, to the point where normal people could hear it.

"I didn't hear it, I didn't hear it..." Mizukawa continued to smile.

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(End of this chapter)