my life in japan

Chapter 102 Chapter 101.5 Experience of Hojo Shin
'My name is Shin Hojo, I am 17 years old, and my education is in the first grade of elementary school. When I was 7 years old, I dropped out of school and stopped studying.

Do you ask your family members whether they don't care?They really didn't care, and I doubt they even knew about my dropping out. '

'But it doesn't matter, I'm not bragging, my knowledge is several times more than those who came from Dongda University.You can get knowledge without going to school, so it doesn't matter if you don't go to school, right?perhaps……'

'I don't like studying, or even say, I hate studying.Because I heard that the man who gave birth to me liked these things very much, he was a scientist, so I don't like them. '

'No matter you say I'm naive or stubborn, I just don't like her.But even so, in order to get rid of the shackles of the family, I still have to accumulate knowledge. '

'As long as you have knowledge, you can know how to live, you can make money, and you can be financially independent.Back then I could do whatever I wanted... I wanted that kind of freedom...'

"It's been 10 years, and the ten years of hard work are really fast, so fast that I don't have any real feeling, and I find that I have grown up, and I have grown to a height of more than 1.3 meters!"But the body is still so thin... Is it the reason for the curse? '

'But it doesn't matter, I will be free from the shackles of the family soon, and then I can do whatever I want and take good care of my body.It will be all right!All the family curses are fake! '

…………

'how so?That family curse...is it true?In the end...why did I persist until now...'

"I'm very upset, I scolded the female assistant away, it's a little too much...but...it's too much...why do you treat me so too much..."

'I really want to drink water...I knew I wouldn't chase her away, I'm so dizzy...If I fall...Maybe I'll go into shock right away?With my physical fitness...'

"Maybe... that's okay... Anyway, it's not long... Your body won't get better... Give up resisting... That's it... Faint to death, maybe it won't hurt..."

'Who... hugged me...'

'I woke up and it didn't look like heaven... Am I still alive? '

'It seems that this is the person who saved me, not only guarding, but also putting my head on the chair to keep a distance?It seems that people are quite good. '

'I fell asleep... Does that mean I'm not interested in my appearance?I'm a 17-year-old mature girl!You can still fall asleep when a beautiful girl faints in front of you, isn't that a little too much? ! '

Although Hojo complained so confidently, he still felt very happy knowing that the man in front of him didn't care how he looked.

Thinking of the previous relationships, some felt inferior due to the difference in status;

But there is no one who really doesn't have the slightest interest in caring about himself...

"Even if it's the assistant and driver that I value, if I don't get paid, I won't care about me..."

'This feeling is the first time... My first time was taken away...? '

Thinking of this long-awaited love, Hojo Shin's unmoving mentality jumped twice suddenly.When he saw the face of the man in front of him—Mizukawao, he even jumped a lot.

'If...not for that so-called family curse...I would probably...'

At this moment, Mizukawao woke up.

'Why are you staring at me like that? '

Hojo Shin's heartbeat continued to speed up in just over a minute, as if it was about to jump out of his heart.

'Will what I just said be too fierce?What should I do!But I don't know how to have a normal conversation! '

'Usually, I always give orders to the staff with a superior attitude, and I have never had normal communication!what to do!What if he is going to be angry! '

'You actually called me a kid?Didn't you see that I'm a 17-year-old beautiful girl?It's blinding, it's unbelievable! '

'This cat can talk?Amazing. '

'This is the croquette?It’s the first time I ate it. I used to be strict with my diet because of my weak health, but I couldn’t resist the fate of the curse, so I’ll just let it go. Fuck it’s unhealthy.”

'I feel so tired...but this man patted me on the head twice and I became energetic. This guy became more and more pleasing to my eyes! '

'It's been a day of playing, even though it's in the game hall, it's really a wonderful experience.Anyway, just be happy...it feels like this is the free life I want. '

Hojo Shin played all afternoon, but it was the first time in his life that he was so selfless and happy.

It seems that she is no longer a woman from the Hojo family, without the so-called curse, and her body is no longer weak, and she is not the behind-the-scenes boss of some dark horse start-up company.

It's a younger sister who follows her brother and is played with by him...

'It's croquettes again, I'm so happy...but...after today...there will be no more...I have already experienced the life I want, and I am very satisfied, um!
After I die, just give the company to him...'

"But...why do I feel so lost..."

……

'Why should I ask this sentence?I still... don't want to die? '

' Met you?If only you could save me...

No, you have already saved me, if only I could meet you sooner... I don't want to leave like this...'

Thinking of this, Hojo Shin couldn't help crying.

Mizukawao approached to comfort her, but the girl threw herself into his arms and cried in his arms.

'Why did you show up!Don't you make me want to leave this world even more? ! '

Perhaps because he felt that there was no hope of living, Hojo Shin suddenly became reckless and vented.

A few minutes later, and a few more minutes later, the girl finally stopped crying.

'What a shame!Actually started crying like this!Pretend not to know, pretend not to know! '

'This assistant is here, otherwise I will die of embarrassment! '

'How dare you murder the person I fancy?Shut up! '

'Are you about to leave...it's decided!Even if there is only one month left, I will continue to play freely!I have lost 17 years of time, even if only the last day is left, I must live happily! '

People who have experienced desperate days always do things without spare effort and regardless of the consequences.

I have lost everything, what else can I not lose?

'It's just... I don't know if this man will bother you...give him a little note from me. '

After giving the note, Hojo Shin immediately followed the female assistant into the car and got out of the way.

'This month...will we have frequent and in-depth exchanges...and then become a couple?Do you want to confess at the end?
No, I'm going to die anyway, so don't cause trouble for others...'

In the car, Hojo Shin couldn't help but start fantasizing, and then suddenly thought of...

'By the way, what's his name...? '

Hojo Shin, who is not sociable, only now realizes that he didn't ask Mizukawao's name, and he is going crazy.

However, the girl didn't know that she had grasped the hope of living...

　In fact, I think it doesn't matter whether you watch the extra episode or not.Is it too late to say this at the end of the text...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)