Chapter 83 What Can I Do For You After I Die

Chen Yuwei wiped away her tears and continued reading.

[So since you choose to believe me and choose to pursue the truth, then you naturally have the right to obtain the truth. 】

【When I was writing these things, I was actually very entangled. I was afraid that you would not be able to accept these things after seeing them. 】

[But if you really see this will, then I will be very pleased. 】

[I asked my friend to give these things to you after I die, so when you come to the little house I left for you, when you see this letter, I should be dead, haha. 】

[Yuwei, because you are very kind, you will attract a lot of malice. Of course you don’t need to care about these when I am alive. I will help you block everything. You just need to live a healthy and happy life. 】

[But you have to know Yuwei, it is because you are so kind, every time I help you block those darkness, I always think what will you do after I die?Will you encounter those things again. 】

[If I die, how can I continue to protect you and my daughter. 】

[So there is this will. 】

[So before I tell you the truth, let me show you the things I left behind. 】

[I hope these things can replace me and continue to protect you, so that you don't have to see the dark side of this world. 】

[Even if you see it, you can use light to dispel it at any time. 】

After seeing these things, Chen Yuwei felt her eyes darken again.

She was actually very nervous before reading the letter.

I am afraid that I will not be able to bear it after seeing the answer, and what kind of overreaction will occur.

But now she only felt a strong sense of exhaustion.

There is always a voice in my heart, telling Chen Yuwei that you are so tired.

It's time for you to take a good rest and just keep falling asleep like this.

But what Lin Yi said next in this letter.

Let Chen Yuwei laugh while crying.

【Didn't you always want to travel around the world and be a free person? 】

【I want, too. 】

[I left a lot of things for you. 】

[There is a sky high and cloudy, a ten-mile peach forest, a moon by the sea, and stars above a tower]

[I have told you many times before. 】

【Man is the rhythm that dances with the wind spreading on the grassland. Life is not an arrangement, but a pursuit. The meaning of life may never be answered, but we must fully experience this unanswered life. 】

[So you will definitely take the ticket I gave you and read these things. 】

[I know you have absolutely no answer in your mind right now, and you may not find the meaning of doing this, but the meaning of life has no answer. 】

[Maybe you can find the answer after you have experienced it. 】

[I have arranged the order for you, or if you are not satisfied with the arrangement, you can take out the card I gave you, and you can ask the customer service to help you re-plan your travel around the world according to your wishes route. 】

[If you can, remember to bring your daughter and my share. 】

[In these years, I spent most of my time lying on the hospital bed sickly, and I finally had a little sober time, and I could only live in a sterile environment, so I really want to pursue those things, really I really want to enjoy freedom like an ordinary person. 】

【So you will promise me, right?You will promise me that you will read my share too, right? 】

Lin Yi was writing this letter at the time.

He experienced it once.

Very difficult treatment.

Because his body suddenly deteriorated at that time, his treatment was much more intense.

Some of the pain he had experienced previously was nothing compared to that treatment.

He had to stay awake throughout the document.

The piercing pain wanted to stimulate his body continuously from every bone, every piece of flesh, directly to the nerves.

That is, after the treatment that Lin Yizai went through.

He also had to realize that he was only one person.

I was never a god.

That piece of nothingness world has slowly come towards him.

So Lin Yi, who was so thin at that time that his arms were only skinny, wrote this will.

And the first thing he considered at the time was.

If that silly girl Chen Yuwei couldn't bear to do those stupid things after seeing these things, what should she do?
So Lin Yi thought for a long time, and put these things at the front of this letter.

He wanted to let Chen Yuwei be redeemed in this way.

Lin Yi wanted to use time to slowly fade the hurt in her heart.

So when Chen Yuwei read this.

He also realized Lin Yi's cunning.

Wiping her tears, she kept saying, "You are so cunning"

Although the world-weary mood in Chen Yuwei's heart at this moment has not disappeared.

But these things are all left to her by Lin Yi, which is also a wish of Lin Yi.

Then how could she not go through this journey for Lin Yi.

At this moment, Chen Yuwei thought of something that Lin Yi had told her.

Lin Yi told her at that time that although stars have died, their light is still shining towards us.

There are also some stars that have been twinkling for a long time, but their light has not yet reached us.
【Yuwei, since you have seen this, I will take it as your agreement. This is equivalent to an agreement we made. 】

【Originally, I wanted to persuade you not to cry when you read this letter from me, but I really do.】

【Obviously I am the one who makes you cry the most. 】

[I swore that night in the hospital that I would never let you cry again in this life. 】

【But I haven't even done it, I still have the face to ask you so much.】

[You still cried many times afterwards, and every time you cried very sadly, very sad, so I am really sorry Yuwei. 】

【As for the truth you want】

【The reason why I left you that day was because I got a report. 】

[The report says that I am sick. 】

[This disease is also very rare, there is hardly any precedent, and there is no example of any successful treatment. 】

[The report states that this is a type of terminal illness with a very high fatality rate. 】

[After I got the report that day, I walked alone on the street all night. I wanted to drink, but I didn't dare. I was afraid that my current body couldn't even handle alcohol. 】

【What I was most conflicted about at the time was whether I should tell you about this. 】

【But I'm really afraid that you'll be sad. I really don't want to see you crying again. 】

[So I went abroad on the grounds of a business trip and found a private medical team to treat me. 】

[I was quite optimistic at the time, thinking that there would always be a chance. 】

[It is impossible for God not to give me a chance. At that time, I was still imagining that if I recovered from my illness, I would return to China and marry you. 】

[But the first treatment left me in a coma for three years. 】

[After I woke up and was able to walk again, my first thought was to go back to China to find you. 】

【When I returned to China and asked someone to inquire about you, I was really devastated. 】

[I learned that you were pregnant with my child when I left. It’s really hard for me to imagine how you spent these three years. 】

[I saw that you had started again, and your life gradually began to get on the right track. 】

[After that, I really didn't have the courage to face you again. At that time, I felt that I was not worthy of being loved. 】

[When I looked at you from a distance, my eyes were filled with gratitude. 】

【I feel that even if we meet again at that time, I will only bring you pain.Let you bear with me all these things that happened to me. 】

[I don't think I have any qualifications to pursue love given my physical condition at the time. 】

【So I turned and left very selfishly. 】

Chen Yuwei kept shaking her head after seeing this.

No. No!
You are not selfish, I can understand you, I really can understand you all!
You just didn't want to put pressure on me, you just wanted to take it all on your own.

But man, you are so stupid
You were the most helpless person at that time.
Terminally ill and need to continue to earn money to treat the disease.

Compared with you, my helplessness at that time is nothing. It's my fault, it's all my fault
I should have been more sensitive in the first place, and I should have noticed the abnormality in your body earlier.

Thinking of this, Chen Yuwei cried again.

She feels that she gets along with Lin Yi every day.

He couldn't even figure out his physical condition, and he didn't even notice that he was terminally ill.

Chen Yuwei said to herself: "At that time, I actually doubted you and resented you. I should have believed in you, and I should have always believed in you!"

And what made Chen Yuwei feel distressed even more.

Even though Lin Yi was ready to tell her the whole truth.

But he still took all the hardships he had suffered in these years.

Chen Yuwei still doesn't know how Lin Yi spent these years.

Every treatment process is absolutely incomparable pain.

Every day is absolutely difficult.

[Afterwards, my condition improved. 】

[My treatment has achieved results. 】

【I am earning more and more money. At that time, I was even looking forward to it. At that time, I even wondered if it was possible to be with you and my daughter. 】

【I really want to love you, I really want to love you guys well. 】

[Perhaps that time was the closest we got, but at that time I was still timid, and I still flinched. 】

[Because my disease cannot be cured, even if I can continue to receive treatment and use various methods to prolong my life, how long can I live? 】

[I am now, am I really worthy of love? 】

[So I began to develop my own career with all my strength, and began to do my best to equip myself with the ability to protect you and our daughter. 】

[During this period, I have been struggling and entangled, but in the end I didn't take that step. 】

【And until the day I learned that my daughter was ill.】

【Yuwei. I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry, and I failed to keep our promise. 】

[During the period when my daughter was ill and needed bone marrow donation, I had regular closed treatment. 】

[I read all the text messages you sent me that day. Haha, I didn't expect that I would be such a scumbag. Among the hundreds of messages, there was not a single word that scolded me. 】

[Well, after this incident, I have lost the qualification to meet you forever. 】

[My condition has deteriorated again. In addition to being in a coma after receiving treatment, I have to stay in a sterile environment for most of the day. 】

[Because any minor illness, any trauma is fatal to me. 】

[Maybe I'm too afraid of death, I cherish my life too much, maybe I'm just that selfish. 】

Chen Yuwei was crying so heartbreakingly at this moment.

Even now you are still saying that, is it because you don't want my image to be too perfect?
So are you demeaning yourself?

How could you be selfish? It's too life-threatening!

If that was the case, you would not hesitate to donate bone marrow to your daughter!
And every day you live after that is even more painful.

How could this be fear of death? !

This is obviously more terrifying than death!
At this moment, Chen Yuwei had already imagined Lin Yi's mood back then.

He's not afraid of death, he's not sacrificing his life, he just can't let go of himself and his daughter!
Because he wants to do more for himself and his daughter!

He must have felt at the time that he could live one more day.

You can do more things for yourself and your daughter, and love yourself and your daughter more for a day!
[Well, that's the truth. 】

[I'm really sorry that you didn't know the truth and the whole story until now. 】

[Next, let’s talk about what I leave to you, the will, of course I have to leave something to my wife and daughter. 】

【Except for the places I told you before and the scenic spots I left for you, whether you accept or not the following things from me, they will be delivered to you anyway. 】

[First of all, I prepared a lot of lottery tickets for you. I believe you should have noticed it. The regular lottery ticket business that the bank gave you. 】

[I know you don't believe in lottery tickets, the task is a low IQ tax, that's why I used this method. 】

[When I was alive, those people would naturally not do anything. They would definitely follow my instructions and find ways to regularly arrange for you to receive the award. 】

[And after my death, I think they shouldn't cheat in this regard, because I still gave them quite a lot of money. 】

[So if you want pocket money in the future, you can just buy a lottery ticket. I told them the winning amount of each lottery ticket is from 100 million to 500 million. This can also give you the feeling of a lottery draw and surprise you feel. 】

[If you buy one card every day, it will only take more than 200 years to get all the money I gave them, so if you feel sorry for the money, if you think I am stupid, then you should try to live until that time and get my money back over. 】

[Also, let your father leave your company, or give him a job that clocks in every day. 】

After hearing this, Chen Yuwei inevitably felt a little puzzled.

Although she lost contact with her family that year.

But Chen Yuwei felt that compared to her mother, her father treated her fairly well.

Even in the case of the relationship that was severed that year.

Her father still sent her money.

Although not much, Chen Yuwei felt that kindness, which gave her a little warmth during her most difficult period.

So after Chen Yuwei developed her career and became bigger and bigger.

Chen Yuwei thought that her father also took over the project before.

So she gave some business of Bunting Group to her father.

It can also be regarded as repaying the father's previous nurturing grace.

And those kindness back then.

So Chen Yuwei continued to read with doubts.

And the content of the letter after that was beyond her imagination.

[Back then I noticed that your mood was very low, and you were a little depressed every day. 】

[When I saw that in order to give birth to our child, you did not hesitate to break up with your family or even completely severed the relationship, I felt uncomfortable for a long time. 】

[So I want your parents to bring you some warmth. 】

[For this reason, I asked someone to find your parents, but you also know your mother, she is a person who loves money very much, and she is also a gambler. 】

【She is very greedy, no amount of money is too much for her. 】

[So I entrusted someone to give your mother money several times, hoping that she can call you part of the money in her name, so that you can feel the existence of family affection, and make you feel that you have not been abandoned by the whole world. 】

[But after your mother received the money, she didn't share with you, but immediately went to buy a watch, and went abroad to the casino for a few days. 】

[After that, she told me that if I give her another one million, she will sell you to me. 】

[That is, this time I recognized your mother clearly, and your mother publicly spread rumors about you on the Internet because of money, so you really don’t need to have any illusions about this woman, nor do you need to have any psychological burden. You should even keep an eye out if she does anything to hurt you again. 】

[However, I left you with the best lawyer team in the world, they will definitely help you rest assured, and you don't need to worry too much. 】

[As for your father, although he is better than your mother, he is really just better. 】

[I also gave him several sums of money in the same way, hoping that he would give you part of the money in his own name, but the money he gave you was only one-thousandth of the money I gave him. 】

[And the project you asked him to contract a few years ago, he was greedy for several million by himself.He used the worst paint for the exterior of the walls, and cut corners elsewhere. 】

[And this building was still built for the school, if I didn't find out about this matter and did not make a remedy secretly. 】

[Then the Bunting Group will be forced to bear the name of the Tofu Project, and you should be able to imagine how bad the consequences will be. 】

【That's why I've reserved some talents for you, don't use your father anymore, he's unreliable. 】

[If necessary, you can contact Mr. Chu Hua who gave you the file bag. This person is reliable and trustworthy. 】

Chen Yuwei couldn't help but sweat on her forehead when she thought of this, not only because Caiqi Group was her life's hard work.

If there is really a problem with that building, then it will be the dark history of Bunting Group for a lifetime.

His reputation has since plummeted.

Especially because it was built for school!
How many families could be affected if something went wrong!

(End of this chapter)

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