After making a will, the whole Internet burst into tears after the truth was exposed

Chapter 73 Fate Can't Make Us Kneel Down and Beg For Mercy
"Damn, why does such a good man have to bear so many things! If he is more selfish, he can definitely live a better life than everyone else, he has that ability!"

"That's right, those who said that Lin Yi made this decision because he was condemned by his conscience, I don't think you have any heart at all!"

"Actually, if he really wanted to deceive himself, he could have deceived himself after using his resources to find a suitable bone marrow for his daughter around the world but failed. After all, his body does not have the conditions to donate bone marrow. .”

"Why did it become like this? This fate is too unfair. He obviously has such a talent. Whether it is in the economic field or in the literary field, he could have been superior and peerless, but he chose to use these talents of his. Something for his daughter."

"Even so, Lin Yi has survived until now and made such achievements. It's hard to imagine what heights he can reach now if he has a fairly healthy body!"

"So how did he overcome those things? I used to suffer from moderate depression, and sometimes I felt like I was drowning, even if I kept breathing, I couldn't get rid of the painful and hopeless suffocation. There has always been a voice telling me that there is no need to linger in this world, telling me that this pain will end when I die.”

"I can understand the kind of mental pain, I'm a doctor who has treated patients like that."

"And Lin Yi not only had to endure mental torture, but also endured the pain caused by physical illness. It's really hard to imagine how he survived!"

Chen Chuxue, who was watching this scene at the moment, was in a daze.

Her tears felt like they were going to run dry.

Chen Chuxue really hates herself now.

Back then, because I had never met my father, I always felt that I lacked fatherly love.

I feel that it was Lin Yi's irresponsibility that ruined her supposedly complete childhood.

So she was very upset.

Think her childhood could have been better.

If the father is there.

But when Chen Chuxue saw Lin Yi's state at this moment, she couldn't help it anymore.

When I was sad and depressed, I was accompanied by my mother and Lin Yi's letters.

But Lin Yi experienced so much pain back then.After experiencing so much despair and helplessness, who can he rely on? How desperate he must be!

It was hard for Chen Chuxue to imagine Lin Yi's mood after she said those words at the beginning of the show.

How chilling he must be.

Obviously he has done more than anyone else, but he himself said that he is an irresponsible father, saying that he is not worthy of being called a father.

How many times did my own words hurt my father virtually?
Thinking of this, Chen Chuxue actually felt empathy at this moment, and she suddenly felt like a knife was twisting her heart.

But she didn't seem to feel this kind of pain at all, and even pressed her hands on the flesh on her thigh to make her feel more painful.

Compared to Lin Yi back then, the pain he is experiencing now is nothing.

on the screen.

in memory fragments.

After Lin Yi coughed and spat out blood clots to wipe off the blood stains at the corners of his mouth, he picked up a pen and wrote a letter to his daughter.

Because in the previous letter, Lin Yi mentioned that he was sick.

So he didn't want Chen Chuxue to worry.

So wrote in the letter.

[Children Chen Chuxue, I recovered today. The doctor said I am recovering well, so you don’t have to worry about me. 】

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When Lin Yi wrote the letter halfway, he felt dizzy suddenly in his brain, and it took him a long time to catch his breath before he recovered.

It took him a long time afterwards to shake himself out of this dizzy feeling.

And when Lin Yi picked up the pen again, he suddenly felt a little strange when he saw the words on the envelope.

I couldn't even tell that the things on it were written by me just now, and it took me a while to realize that this was a letter I wrote to my daughter.

But when Lin Yi was about to continue writing, he suddenly realized that he didn't know what to write and had no ideas.

This made Lin Yi feel very strange. He had already thought of the general content of the entire letter when he just started writing.

At this moment, Chu Hua walked in with a doctor.

The doctor took a report, opened it, and said to Lin Yi: "Mr. Lin Yi, our test results have come out. Your brain has sequelae after using those hormones, which caused your memory system to There was damage."

"It may lead to memory loss, or the loss of some past memories."

After Lin Yi heard this, he stood up suddenly, this time it was not because he couldn't control his emotions and got angry.

Instead, he pressed the doctor's shoulders with frightened and helpless hands, and said, "How is it possible? Are you making a mistake? Why is my memory damaged? Absolutely impossible!"

When saying these words, Lin Yi was like a child.

Very pitiful.

Memory is Lin Yi's most precious thing, and the meaning of his life is also because of what he thinks are good memories.

Without those memories, Lin Yi felt that he would never be able to live.

Then his life would instantly lose its meaning.

That's why Lin Yi is acting so frightened and flustered now.

The doctor was obviously frightened by this scene, he paused and then hurriedly said: "Mr. Lin Yi, this is the result of our diagnosis, if you are not satisfied with this, or if you question the result, We can also arrange another inspection for you."

"But I don't think there is any need to do anything extra, because this result has been confirmed by us repeatedly. We dare not be sloppy with your body. Please let us know the direction of this forever."

And Lin Yi had already come out of the state of panic because of panic just now, he was thinking about his own actions just now, thinking about the strange thing that he suddenly couldn't think of the follow-up content when he wrote the letter just now.

Let Lin Yi have already admitted this result in his heart.

It was also the first time for Chu Hua, who was standing by the side, to see Lin Yi lose his composure like this. Before, no matter how serious the problem was, Lin Yi would never lose his composure like this.

They all face it calmly, with a calm look.

This was the case even when his body was diagnosed as terminally ill.

But now.
Lin Yi's words brought back Chu Hua's thoughts.

Lin Yi asked: "Then help me arrange treatment. Memory is very important to me. Loss of memory or memory decline is something I can't bear."

After Lin Yi said this, the doctor became a little flustered. He lowered his head and didn't even dare to look at Lin Yi.

This made Lin Yi flustered again: "What kind of expression do you have?! There is no way, even if it is a terminal illness, you all have a way to delay it. I don't need a radical cure, no matter what method I use, as long as I can preserve my memory. That's fine, I only need half a year!"

Chu Hua was heartbroken after hearing this. He understood what Lin Yi meant.

What Lin Yi meant was that he didn't need to consider the load on his body, he just needed to keep his memory in this state for half a year.

He can even give up his life so that his memory will not be lost, and to keep his memory.

The doctor was silent for a long time after hearing this, and then he mustered up the courage to say that, he said: "Mr. Lin Yi, I have a method to maintain your memory, but this method is completely inapplicable to you now. "

"Because it's very intense pain, it's the constant stimulation that keeps your brain active and wakes up those dormant functions."

"Although this type of treatment doesn't impose a heavy load on the body, it has an extremely severe impact on the mental level."

"And your current mental state is not stable, so I don't mind you making this choice at all."

And as expected by the doctor, their suggestion had no effect on Lin Yi at all.

From their point of view, Lin Yi is an extremely willful patient.

He chose the excruciatingly painful natural treatment to preserve his memory.

To keep his mind sane, even with his current body, even with his severe depression.

He still made this choice.

Then the doctor sighed when he heard the words, although he knew that since Lin Yi had made a decision, it was impossible for him to make changes because of his few words.

However, because of the professional relationship, the doctor still tried to persuade him.

Sure enough, I got a negative answer.

After the doctor left.

Lin Yi dismissed Chu Hua again.

After that, I continued to prepare to write a letter to my daughter.

But he forgot what he was supposed to write, so he crumpled up the paper and threw it into the trash can beside him.

He was going to start from scratch and write a new letter.

The audience in the audience was moved again after seeing this scene.

They have been completely moved by this paternal love.

"My God, Lin Yi has done too much for his daughter! I actually scolded him back then, I really feel very ashamed!"

"He actually chose that kind of treatment when his physical and mental state were so poor. I can't imagine how much the next treatment will cause his body a load!"

"Have you ever thought about another question? If Lin Yi really chose this treatment method at that time, how weak would his body be now?!"

"I saw a point of view before, that is, the reason why Lin Yi closed most of Di'ao's properties was because of his health. I didn't believe it at first, but I believe it now because of Lin Yi's health back then. That's it, then even if he receives the best treatment, it is impossible for him to recover his body."

"His body should have reached its limit now. Perhaps, like some speculations on the Internet, he may have passed away now."

"No, absolutely not, those are just groundless guesses without any definite evidence at all, I want to believe that Lin Yi is definitely still alive!"

Chen Chuxue looked at the picture played on the screen.

The whole person has been in a state of losing his soul.

He didn't expect his father to make such a choice in order to preserve his memory and write letters to him.

And when she saw Lin Yi in the picture, the letter written at this moment.

Chen Chuxue's memories could not help but be brought back.

It turned out that he wrote this letter in this state at that time, and it turned out that the story he told was himself!
on the screen.

In the memory film.

At this moment, the fragment of Chen Chuxue's memory began to play.

After singing the song "The Story of Mercury" and performing that perfect stage.

Chen Chuxue began to be full of confidence in herself, she thought that she was really a genius in Lingyikou.

She can definitely succeed in the field of singing, and she can definitely shine in the future!

So Chen Chuxue really began to love singing.

From the beginning, I was a little resistant to the interest classes that taught vocal music, and then I asked my mother to sign up for more courses for her.

Chen Chuxue has undergone tremendous changes.

During that time, Chen Chuxue would use it to practice songs whenever she had free time.

But then Chen Chuxue had physical problems.

Sudden onset of cold and fever.
After Chen Yuwei took her daughter to the hospital for an examination.

The doctor told her that there was no major problem, but that Chen Yuwei should not put too much pressure on her children because she was overworked, and should pay attention to the combination of rest and work.

Chen Yuwei was relieved after hearing this.

Because she was really afraid of the previous scene happening again.

Finally, the doctor told Chen Yuwei when she left that because your daughter's body is worse than that of normal people, she should pay more attention to this.

If possible, pay more attention to physical exercise.

Chen Yuwei quickly agreed, and when she brought her daughter home that day, she looked at her daughter with guilt.

He touched his daughter's head very tenderly and pamperingly, and then said: "Xuexue, is your mother putting too much pressure on you? You don't need to work so hard to achieve this level. In the eyes of mother, as long as you are healthy and happy Just fine."

And Chen Chuxue's depression was because of what the doctor said, saying that her health was worse than that of ordinary people.

She felt that if this was the case, the time for her to practice singing every day would be shorter than others.

Chen Chuxue felt that if this was the case, she would be compared to others.

After Chen Chuxue heard her mother's words, she shook her head and felt aggrieved in her heart, she said: "Mom, you didn't put pressure on me, it's because I really love singing, and in order not to disappoint my friend Ling For my expectations, he thinks I am a genius, and he thinks I will be successful in the future."

"But my body is worse than ordinary people."

"Mom, am I going to live up to Zero One's expectations?"

Chen Yuwei felt sad after hearing her daughter's words, because it was in her heart.

She thinks her daughter's poor health is due to her problems.

She did not endow her daughter with a healthy body like ordinary people.

After that, she continued to comfort her daughter, so that she would not be under too much pressure and asked her to pay more attention to rest.

Tell Chen Chuxue that her mother only wants her daughter to grow up healthy and safe, and she doesn't need to be a genius in the eyes of everyone.

In any case, she is a genius in her own heart.

After hearing these words, Chen Chuxue immediately felt her heart warm up.

Although she still felt it was a bit unfair and felt why her body was worse than others.

And Chen Chuxue wrote this doubt and this troubled thing in the letter that night.

Sent to her good friend Zero One.

As a result, in the early morning of the next day, Chen Chuxue received a reply.

In the envelope.

Lin Yi told Chen Chuxue.

He got to know a patient these days.

The patient suffered from a very painful and difficult disease.

Originally, he could also enjoy life like other people, to enjoy this wonderful world, to enjoy family affection and love.

But his illness made him spend more than half of his time in the hospital bed every day, receiving tedious treatments again and again.

Even if the people around him are not optimistic about him, they all think that his condition is very serious and that he cannot recover.

I feel like his life is like this.
But the friend he knew didn't give up hope.

His friend was still convinced that he would survive.

So even in that situation, he still used the little time he had at his disposal to accomplish the goals he set for his life.

To make your life full and meaningful.

And he just met his friend, and accomplished another goal he set for himself.

The achievement he achieved by knowing this patient is something that many people can only look up to. Therefore, little friend Chen Chuxue, fate may not be fair to many people, but everyone's future is controlled by themselves.

Everyone's own choice can play a decisive role.

Just like those disabled swimmers.

Even though they lost their arms, they chose to pursue their dreams and the sport of swimming.

They have no hands and can't hold the skateboard, so they strap themselves to the skateboard.

Swim with legs without arms.

These admirable disabled athletes just keep practicing, sweating and crying.

Finally, they can successfully swim in the water.

Even these people swim better than normal people.

They can use a positive attitude and are not afraid of the ridicule of others to fulfill their dreams and find the meaning of their lives.

So what does the difficulty we encounter count?

So, little Chen Chuxue, have you thought of the new song?

I thought of a few lyrics.

Hope it can give you some inspiration.

"Run forward to meet cold eyes and ridicule, how can you feel the vastness of life without going through hardships."

"Fate can't make us kneel down and beg for mercy, even if our arms are covered with blood."

"Keep running with the pride of a child. How can you see the sparkle of life if you don't persevere to the end."

"Rather than lingering on the last breath, it is better to let it burn, and one day it will sprout again."

When Chen Chuxue saw this letter, it suddenly seemed as if the door to a new world had opened.

These people use their crippled bodies to do things that ordinary people can't do.

indeed.

So what is her difficulty?

(End of this chapter)