After making a will, the whole Internet burst into tears after the truth was exposed

Chapter 215 There is no need for him to continue

And at the same time.

The screen of the memory fragment is still playing.

After Chen Chuxue received the encouragement from her friend on the forum, she regained her self-confidence.

She was much more determined about the path she chose, and she continued to cheer up at this moment, and started the creation of her new song.

But now Chen Chuxue sees herself back then,
Back then when I was a little confused and a little immature.

There was a trance in her heart.

She felt that if what she said now could be heard by herself at the time, she should have said it to herself.

You have a great father.

You don't have to hesitate, and you don't have to be confused.

You were not alone at the time, so you don't need to be afraid of these things.

The fatherly love you most want to have in your heart, in fact, you already have it.

And the things you most want to have in your heart are always by your side.

And don't hate or hate the father you imagined, your father is great, he gave you everything.

At this moment, the audience saw Chen Chuxue in the memory fragment, after those experiences at that time.

They sighed again.

It turns out that there are so many setbacks behind a person's success.

Chen Chuxue's song not only had her father's help, but she was also under so much pressure at the time.

She was in a daze.

"Even for a genius like Chen Chuxue, every step on this road is so difficult. In fact, she encountered many difficulties on this road, but she overcame these difficulties one after another. , she paid a lot for it."

"Just like when she was composing a song, she overcame her lack of self-confidence and confirmed her thoughts."

"That's right, we only saw those talents in Chen Chuxue before, and saw what her father did for her behind the scenes."

"But we never imagined that since Chen Chuxue has so many things, even if there is such a father who does his best to help her, she herself has always been working hard."

"She has put in more effort than most of her peers, and her current achievements are not because of her own God, nor is it because of Lin Yi's help, she can achieve what she is today, the two are completely inseparable It's open."

"Back then, Chen Chuxue sang this song and cried a lot. Fortunately, she chose to stick to this road and kept going, so that she would not listen to those people's opinions and create songs based on the hot elements in the market. It is her persistence that makes this classic song appear on the screen."

at the same time.

After Chen Chuxue in the guest seat saw the picture in the memory fragment, many emotions reappeared in her heart.

The more she looked at this picture, the more memories emerged in her mind.

Every time she looked at the memories in her mind, she would think of how helpless and confused she was back then.

Back then, I was too fragile.

Although on the surface she is so glamorous on the stage, she performed one stage after another, one interview after another.

It will make people feel that this person's confidence comes from the heart.

She has a self-confidence that comes from within.

Chen Chuxue has always thought so,

But whenever she encounters things that she really can't solve, or can't figure out for a while, Chen Chuxue will fall into confusion.

And when she was singing this song, she encountered such a situation.

Chen Chuxue thought back when she was writing this song, although she didn't see too many voices questioning herself.

Although those voices of doubt are among the many comments, the proportion is not large.

But during that time, Chen Chuxue still felt a lot of confusion, and even felt inferior because of it.

I think that those talents in myself have been exhausted, and I can no longer write songs like this.

But she survived all the way, and it was because of her persistence again and again that this song was finally created.

When Chen Chuxue thought of this, she suddenly froze.

Because she suddenly had a little doubt about her past.

Because although she remembered that she fell into confusion at that time, she couldn't remember how she defeated these things at all.

And so unswervingly to the end.

After Chen Chuxue thought about this question, she realized that her motivation to persevere was all because of her online friend.

She still remembers her father at that time, who gave her a lot of encouragement and words through that forum website.

Whenever she fell into loss, whenever she fell into confusion, she would hear those words.

It was only at this moment that Chen Chuxue realized that what her father said at that time actually helped her so much.

After Chen Chuxue thought about this question, she found the experience of her father encouraging him in her many experiences.

Only then did Chen Chuxue realize how much her father had given her.

And this moment.

The picture in the memory fragment is still playing.

Because of her father's words, Chen Chuxue no longer feels inferior or confused.

Let her rekindle the time of self-confidence.

on the other side.

Lin Yi is sorting out some materials at this moment, he wants to be able to write one article after another like before.

And hinted at his daughter through those words.

Let my daughter be able to imagine those pictures in those words, so as to get a steady stream of inspiration.

Thus creating this song.

When Lin Yi was doing this, he looked at these materials like countless times before, looked at the lyrics he had written before, split those words, and recorded them word by word.

But this time Lin Yi is very different from before, and now he is unable to complete this matter independently.

And when he saw these words, he would feel dizzy.

Even at this moment, Lin Yi felt a dull pain in his chest.

He had felt this way many times before, but Lin Yi knew that when he devoted himself to this matter, he would temporarily forget this feeling.

At this moment, Lin Yi realized that he seemed to be unable to enter that state again.

Even when he was doing this, he couldn't enter this state anymore.

The reason for this is entirely because at this moment, his brain has been completely changed by the disease on him.

Now his memory can't concentrate.

Even if he tries his best to think about one thing, his thinking will start to become unfocused within 30 seconds at most.

You start to think about other things, or focus on other things.

So this made Lin Yi much less efficient when doing this.

And now his energy is getting worse and worse.

He just dictated and asked Chu Hua on the side to help him record a short paragraph, and he began to feel dizzy.

Lin Yi hated himself very much. He wanted to raise his hand and punch himself in the chest.

He hated himself very much, and also hated his current appearance, but he found that even such an action, he couldn't complete it.

At this moment, his hands and legs are still unconscious.

And Lin Yi didn't know how long this situation would last, so he was extremely desperate.

And after Lin Yi entered such a state.

After such negative emotions arose in his mind constantly.

The emotions he had been suppressing in his heart were finally out of control at this moment.

He roared again suddenly, and he told everyone around him to fuck off.

He made those around him take everything in front of him.

Lin Yi couldn't control his emotions again, and began to roar for no reason.

The sound of tinnitus in his mind became more intense, and at this moment he could only feel that every organ in his body was churning.

He even retched.

And Lin Yi fell into a coma at the moment because of his illness.

He came out of this state.

When he transformed from that exposed state into sobriety, his whole body immediately regained his sanity.

And at this moment, what he was thinking about in his mind was not worrying about his body, but about thinking about his daughter.

He thought that he couldn't fall asleep now, he still had a lot of things to do.

But no matter how hard Lin Yi struggled at this time, he still couldn't control his consciousness.

The feeling of dizziness was not something he could fight against.

But even though Lin Yi knew it, he still tried his best to fight against this groggy feeling.

He didn't want to let himself fall asleep. Although he knew that his daughter could take care of herself now, those difficulties would not knock her down so easily.

But he was still worried.

He still wanted to treat his girl as the crying little girl back then.

So he didn't want to fall asleep. On the one hand, he was afraid that he would never wake up from this coma.

On the other hand, he wants to always encourage his daughter and always be by his daughter's side.

He wanted his daughter to know that even though you feel lonely in some situations, feel inferior, feel that there is no one around you on your side.

But as long as you think about it carefully, you can still find someone to confide in.

Lin Yi wanted to keep the person he confides in always existing.

So he didn't want to put himself in a coma, he felt that his daughter still needed him now.

And in the following time.

in another screen.

It was because Chen Chuxue received Lin Yi's encouragement, after she got the approval of herself from Lin Yi's mouth.

Chen Chuxue's footsteps on this road became more determined.

She began to believe in herself and her own talent.

And she felt that what Lin Yi said was very reasonable, what she lacked most now was the opportunity of trial and error.

Chen Chuxue felt that even her works might not be considered popular in this era.

These people in this era may not understand her song.

But after gaining self-confidence, Chen Chuxue felt that these works of hers would always shine in the future.

Even if it cannot be recognized by those people now, even if these songs of hers do not meet the elements of those popular songs.

But it will definitely be understood later.

And Chen Chuxue thought that when she was chatting with that forum friend, the other party said that she had always been at the forefront of the entire Chinese music scene.

She also created one style after another.

I told many people that the song was actually written like this, so she must stick to her own path.

Because the songs she wrote are the current hot spots, she doesn't need to follow the market to write those hot things, what she does is to open up a new path.

And those songs of hers, those elements of hers are the new cusp.

So after Chen Chuxue thought of this, she became more determined about what she chose, and the previous confusion was also swept away at this moment.

The only thing she wants to do now is to write this song as soon as possible, and she wants to make all those doubting voices on the Internet disappear.

She wants to show an extremely stunning stage in front of everyone again.

And at this time on the network.

Many people saw behind this scene in memory fragments.

They all felt the desolate feeling again.

They saw Lin Yi after learning that his daughter had encountered difficulties.

He immediately broke out of his present comfortable state to help his daughter.

But in the process of doing these things, his body proved once again that the current him cannot do these things.

His body told him that you should give up now.

But Lin Yi in the picture still persisted, he did not compromise with these things, until the moment before he lost consciousness, he was still thinking about his daughter.

They felt that Lin Yi was too tired to live like this.

They also couldn't understand why Lin Yi was still unwilling to let go of all this at this time.

They felt that Lin Yi had fallen into a state of paranoia, and what he had done was useless.

He might as well spend the rest of the time on himself completely and live for himself completely.

Those things live a leisurely life for a while.

"Lin Yi did too much at the time, but I feel that some of the things he did are no longer necessary."

"There's no need for him to hold on now."

"That's right, at that time Chen Chuxue was already capable of being on her own, and she could also compose those songs."

"But if Lin Yi doesn't do these things, what can he do? For pleasure? What can he do with his current body?"

"And this matter is the only thing he can't let go of. The reason why he can live until now is because he hasn't let go of this matter."

"In that case, isn't Lin Yi too pitiful? The things he has done seem to be unnecessary in many cases. After he realizes this, what should he do?"

(End of this chapter)