After making a will, the whole Internet burst into tears after the truth was exposed

Chapter 205 He Feels Despair

And in this moment.

When everyone saw Lin Yi's appearance now, they all felt incredible.

Before, many netizens thought that Lin Yi had let go.

But at this moment, they were discovered how ridiculous their previous thoughts were.

Not only did Lin Yi not let go of his belief in survival.

On the contrary, as the time left by him became shorter and shorter, it became more intense.

So much so that now Lin Yi has reached a state where he wants to live no matter what.

Even Lin Yi was exhausting all methods.

Because all the methods didn't work for him, he even began to place his hopes on those illusory things.

He tried his best to do good deeds, just hoping to accumulate some blessings for himself.

And his purpose of doing this may also be to consider his wife and daughter,

Many netizens felt that it was too difficult for Lin Yi to live at that stage.

Some netizens discovered the details of what Lin Yi said.

Judging from the things he did before joining forces with Lin Yi, Lin Yi is actually a person with extremely strong empathy.

He didn't let himself become cold-blooded because of what happened to him in his childhood.

Even this disease has left his body riddled with holes, making him unable to feel any beauty in real life.

Even his illness changed his brain.

But Lin Yi still didn't become emotionally weak because of this.

He still has emotions, and he also sincerely wants to help those who are in trouble.

But everyone also knows.

Even though Lin Yi has done so many things, fate is still making things difficult for him and giving him suffering.

And maybe it was because Lin Yi found out that his fate was too rough.

It's like what many people call retribution.

Lin Yi felt that he must have offended God under some circumstances, and that's why he was being teased like this.

This is also the reason why Lin Yi said those words after finishing those charities.

He really thought that when he did something heinous, that's why he suffered such retribution.

And at this moment in the picture.

Chen Chuxue did not let herself stagnate during this period of time.

She used to hate to accept those systematic training.

Because she thought that was too boring, and she felt that in that case, she would not be able to experience the joy of singing from it.

But then she changed that.

Instead of resisting these things, she took the initiative to accept these trainings to improve herself.

She learned a lot of professional knowledge and singing skills during this time.

So Chen Chuxue is improving bit by bit during this period of time.

She feels that since she wants to become a professional singer in the future, such learning is essential for her.

And Chen Chuxue is very talented, and her voice is especially suitable for singing.

The music teachers who taught Chen Chuxue were all praising Chen Chuxue.

It is said that she was given food by God, her talent in this area is too high, and Chen Chuxue is also the most talented child she has ever taught.

And just after Chen Chuxue finished a vocal lesson and returned home.

Her mobile phone received a text message from the forum user.

And now it's just time for dinner.

It was the first time Chen Chuxue received the message from that forum user during this time period.

So Chen Chuxue was a little surprised by this.

She clicked in immediately.

See what the message that user sent her was about.

And after that, she didn't see the forum user sharing his profound culture in front of her as usual.

I didn’t see the updated post from that forum user.

He just sent greetings to Chen Chuxue like an old friend.

Even when Chen Chuxue read one item after another, she still felt that the other party was a bit long-winded.

But when Chen Chuxue saw the last item.

The forum user wrote: "You must, well."

At this moment, for some reason, Chen Chuxue suddenly felt a kind of sadness in her heart.

And her tears flowed out at this moment.

It wasn't until Chen Chuxue felt tears dripping on the back of her hand that she realized that she was crying out of nowhere.

This made Chen Chuxue feel very strange, these words seemed very normal to her.

But she just felt an inexplicable sadness, and suddenly there was a very empty feeling in her heart.

She felt that these words were like the other party saying goodbye to her.

So at the moment of Chen Chuxue, she suddenly panicked.

She immediately responded to the other party's message.

For the first time, she even started asking about each other's situation during this time.

Because Chen Chuxue really felt that the other party was going to say goodbye to her.

But Chen Chuxue waited for a long time, and she still didn't wait for the other party to reply her message.

And even though she replied to the other party as soon as she received the message, the other party seemed to be offline immediately after sending these messages.

So this made Chen Chuxue's feeling of uneasiness even stronger.

And in another screen.

The development of the matter was just as Chen Chuxue expected.

The news about Lin Yi just now was indeed sent by Chen Chuxue for him.

But Lin Yi's state at this moment is very bad.

The words he said were indeed saying goodbye to his daughter.

At this moment, Lin Yi had just undergone another operation. This time, his face was pale and he was leaning on the hospital bed.

During this period, his mind was extremely confused.

Coupled with his previous illness, his thinking was confused and his memory was lost.

So at this moment, he only felt that his brain was about to burst.

Every time he fell asleep because of exhaustion, he would feel a feeling of suffocation.

This makes him often wake up in a dream.

Because at this moment, he still has an extremely strong desire to survive.

Death he feared.

He was very afraid that once he closed his eyes, he would never wake up again.

So this move made his spirit even more haggard.

But even in this state, Lin Yi still remembered his daughter because of some information related to his daughter.

Remember the only things he can't let go of.

So when Chu Hua, beside Lin Yi, asked him what he needed.

Lin Yi kept chanting his daughter's name.

This made Chu Hua feel the obsession in Lin Yi's heart again.

Lin Yi said to Chu Hua, "I remembered something."

"I remembered some things that I really want to do. You must do me this favor and help me do these things well."

"I have something to say to my daughter."

And when Lin Yi finished speaking, he suddenly found that all his long speeches had disappeared from his mind.

At this moment, his mind suddenly went blank again.

So he thought for a long time, he thought for a long time.

Want to get back those lost memories.

And he has done this many times before, and every time he tries, he gets a response.

He will always find some fragments of memory more or less.

Find the words you want to say.

But this time Lin Yi couldn't find it.

He thought for a long time before accepting this reality.

He really forgot what he wanted to say to his daughter.

So he had no choice but to temporarily think of a few words of farewell and blessing.

Ask Chu Hua to help him and send it to his daughter.

And when Chu Hua heard these words, his whole heart suddenly became heavy.

Because he didn't know what kind of state of mind Lin Yi conveyed this word.

Because in his opinion, these words seemed to be Lin Yi saying goodbye to his daughter.

So Chu Hua was afraid of Lin Yi, did she find out what happened to her body during this period of time?
Did he have a premonition about his physical condition?

He had a premonition that he would leave this world in the near future, so he made such a move.

Thinking of saying goodbye to the last concern in my heart.

But Chu Hua also immediately realized that she couldn't find the answer to this question.

And he was very, very clear.

Lin Yi didn't have the answer in his mind either.

Because Lin Yi always has an extremely strong desire to survive, he has never faced his own death squarely.

Chu Hua believed that as long as Lin Yi was still alive, he would never give up hope of living.

Chu Hua has always believed in this point.

So Lin Yi couldn't answer this question.

He also didn't know, or he was unwilling to face his true physical condition, and he always believed that he still had hope.

And this moment.

over the network.

Those people also saw Lin Yi's appearance at this moment.

Lin Yi looked a little lonely again.

His eyes were full of bewilderment and despair.

It seemed that he had completely lost his light at this moment.

So those netizens began to feel that Lin Yi was too pitiful at this moment.

When they saw Lin Yi at this moment, they couldn't associate him with the Lin Yi from many years ago. They felt that they were completely two people.

And after.

in the screen.

After Lin Yi finished speaking these words, he sighed.

Because he forgot what he wanted to do now.

So he can only lean on his hospital bed, thinking about his own life, thinking about the meaning of being alive now.

Lin Yi looked at himself who was weak now, his eyes were full of decadence.

Because of the treatment, he was unable to move his whole body at this moment.

He could only lean on the bed like this.

Nothing can be done.

Only consciousness can stay awake.

But the saddest thing is that even his consciousness still exists.

But at this time his memory was already in a mess, and his thinking had begun to become extremely slow.

And Lin Yi until this time, he was still in those sufferings, and found this little thing that could comfort his heart at this time.

He felt that his current state shouldn't be too bad.

Because he can't do anything at this moment, then he can sleep well with peace of mind.

And his wish has always been like this, he has long wanted to sleep comfortably without any worries.

But after Lin Yi tried to put himself to sleep, he fell into a period of extremely painful waiting.

Because when he opened his eyes, his whole body was extremely tired.

But when he closed his eyes, the tiredness of falling asleep did not appear in his mind for a long time.

He will even become extremely sober.

So it was very difficult for him to fall asleep at this moment.

Just when Lin Yi felt a trace of tiredness with great difficulty, when he was about to fall asleep.

The familiar feeling of suffocation came again.

So he had to wake up from the dream again.

And this time Lin Yi subconsciously called out his daughter's name.

At this moment, some memories appeared in his mind again.

He thought of himself, the beliefs he used to cheer him up when he faced despair many times.

The thought in my heart.

And he said the words subconsciously.

So Lin Yi immediately realized his persistence.

And when he heard what he had been insisting on.

His body began to react almost subconsciously, urging him to do these things.

But he soon discovered that his hands and feet could no longer move.

And it seemed that when he entered that short waking state, the pain on his body seemed to become more intense.

Every part of him was hurting, which made Lin Yi fall into despair again.

He once again roared unwillingly in his heart, why fate would be so unfair and play with him like this.

And in another screen.

After Chen Chuxue received the words that Lin Yi sent her.

She has felt an ominous premonition these days.

And she also discovered that Lin Yi hadn't updated any posts on that forum for many days.

And those words also heralded the farewell between the two of them.

At that moment, Chen Chuxue really felt an inexplicable sadness.

Chen Chuxue felt that this kind of sadness should come from saying goodbye to her friend.

Chen Chuxue felt that if one day she went to Zero to say goodbye.

She must have been so sad, and she must have shed tears.

However, Chen Chuxue was not immersed in such emotions for too long.

In other words, she didn't let these emotions affect her real life.

Chen Chuxue quickly cheered herself up and kept herself busy.

She felt that if she used the time around to improve herself, then she would not think about those things all day long.

And at this moment, Chen Chuxue already had a new goal.

And she felt that her goal was too great, and she was extremely proud to be a role model for those people.

This goal also gave her an inexplicable responsibility, and also gave Chen Chuxue a reason to never bow her head like those capitals.

Give her a reason to keep going.

(End of this chapter)