There are cute pets at home, very vicious

Chapter 27 I am Bai Liyue

I'm Bai Liyue, I'm a student. Although I like reading books, I don't like to indulge in the sea of ​​questions all day long. That's what a machine should do, not what a living person like me should do. Worth Shaohua.

The soft light caressed the earth, but there was a cold wind blowing back and forth.This is the season of the end of autumn and the beginning of winter, so iron and blood come on horseback, regardless of my already battered body
, directly ran over me fiercely.I get sick a lot, especially now when the season promises to be brown.I have parents but I don’t go home often, it’s okay, I still have a group of good friends, they have accompanied me until now, otherwise I would have become a decadent thing, I always thought that in this strange rich family It's hard to have any family affection here, although my parents will care about me, but it's not enough, I'm very greedy, I hope there is someone who can tie their heart to Zhong Chun like Michelle Ye.Zhongchun's family didn't have much money, but my parents asked me to establish a good relationship with her for the first time.Because her father was a soldier and retired from the army for several generations. Although their family has no money, their family's relationship network in the military is unimaginably huge. From the general commander to the squad leader and company commander, they have their family. Some people have led soldiers, and especially listen to their family's words.Even some politicians might have something to do with their family.But when I was young, it was not because of my purpose to be close to Zhongchun. Later, when I grew up, our relationship was still so strong, but I still only wanted to be friends with her, and Ye Xuan, the man who sees the world around Zhongchun, also had a family. Very contextual.Zhongchun and Zhongcheng are two second-hand goods!They are too simple, so simple that they have no IQ!Michelle Ye and I have to help them settle any difficulties. I like the feeling of standing in front of them and shielding them from the wind and rain. I like to see them trustingly hide behind me. I like them to give me a thumbs up and say One sentence: "Sister Bai is domineering!" They are different from the children I saw. They are the most special people in my life circle, because they are stupid, cute and stupid.They are different from Wang Lei's child. Wang Lei can be crazy with them, but it doesn't mean that she can be as stupid as them. She is very good at protecting herself, and she is also very loyal.

If there are two people in my life circle who are stupid enough to make people feel that it is their responsibility to protect them, then Lu Lan is the one who is so dark that people think I have to love him, yes, I am gay.This is the fact that has bothered me so much that it's driving me crazy these days!in the end!When did I fall in love with Lu Lan?The first time I saw her catch mice in the corner and eat them raw, or when she was caught stealing and wanted to die together?Lu Lan is a guy who lives in the swamp.No matter how hard she struggled, she couldn't see the light of day, it was her fate.Lu Lan's family is very complicated, and his father is a murderer.She only told me so much.When I finally got her trust, she was a little kid and she needed someone to talk to, and I said I would keep it a secret. "Aren't you afraid?" Lu Lan stared blankly at me with eyes red and swollen from crying, and I just smiled wickedly.The child of a murderer, but what does that matter, this child will only make my future life more interesting.It may be that a person is too independent, my mind is really mature.Oh, I know why I like her now, because I want to conquer her.She is not like Zhongchun and the others, who will blow up if you tease them casually, like a small animal, she will not, she will only stare at you fiercely with a pair of eyes, those eyes are three points provocative, seven points disapproving yield.I have always been very rebellious, the more the guy is against me, the more I want them to kneel down and sing conquest, but she is not Zhongchun, a lollipop can't solve this child at all, so I changed my way He bullied her all the time, but even if tears were welling up in his eyes, Lu Lan always had a way to hold back them.At this time, I will be very distressed, even very irritable, why is she so stubborn!If it weren't for the fact that I'm a noble daughter, I'd really beat her up!But recently, when I see her again, I often want to kiss her fiercely, and stop that mouth that never begs for mercy!On this day, I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and I really kissed her.When Zhongcheng came in, when she ran away, I knew it was a bad dish!Why didn't you control it!I said, I told Zhong Cheng everything about my homosexuality and my liking for Lu Lan.All the grievances and dark emotions seemed to have found a vent, and I finally cried hard once!
I have tried, I have tried to give up Lu Lan, I am a wealthy daughter, and I will use it as a marriage tool in the future. Fame is very important, but every time I see that slender figure, I feel the desire to hug her The impulsiveness instantly ruthlessly crushed the determination I had built up with great difficulty. I seemed to like her very much.I wrote my love into a song and gave it to her, but she didn't want it.What I like is mine, so it can only be mine!This is my consistent purpose. Every time, when I see her falling in love with others again and again, the strong possessive desire in my heart can always easily ignite me, but I can't!No, scare away my prey!Every time, I miraculously restrain myself, I set up a net, I want to be a qualified hunter, I want to let my prey walk into my net willingly, and finally, I did it.But I was not reconciled, because I found that I was going to die.

My body is really, really getting worse.I thought I could face death indifferently, but when I met those two silly siblings, I was a little scared. I was afraid that no one would be able to protect them after I died.I have to protect them.When I thought I only had this concern, I met love again. It lurked beside me and hit my heart suddenly when I didn't expect it, which made me afraid of death!I'm afraid, what should Lu Lan do after death?But at the moment when I was about to die, I suddenly felt relieved. Anyone can turn around without the earth. We will die one day. It’s just a matter of time. If we have time, everything will be forgotten.Does this count as attaining Taoism and becoming an immortal? I have to tell them something.

"My dear, you are always like this. You are obviously a daughter of a thousand golds, but you don't have that kind of ladylike air, and you always fight against your family members. While they are still pampering you, you should hurry up and get more benefits, and you have to think about yourself in the future." Don't be a rice bug."

"And you, Zhongcheng, since you were young, you like to talk to me about your thoughts, or you will be bored in your heart, and you will be bored. Dear, you are also a school girl, you should fall in love, you, there is someone to choose .”

"You too, Chun'er, I'm most worried about you. You won't have to rely on him again when Ye Xuan is back. Ye Xuan don't look at me like that. I just think that Zhong Chun can't change back to the previous Zhong Chun. She has grown up. , You must learn to live alone. By the way, Chun'er, you promise me that you will not be raised by others again, okay?"

"And you, my wife, I understand your difficulties. Don't embarrass yourself. Do you still remember the song I gave you? Every morning, I play it to the window. I am listening. I miss me. Play it again, I am listening, sleep Play it before, I'm listening. I have to say I love you to the window every day. I'm listening. You know, you have to promise me in front of everyone, don't lose your husband and me. "

As for Michelle Ye, he is so reassuring, he will definitely take good care of everyone and himself.

"It's a pity that my parents didn't come. Michelle Ye, please tell them not to embarrass my wife. It's great, I can see you for the last time, and Zhetian, I just want to say, I support you. OK Come on, my wife, don't cry, don't cry, let me hum a song for you, okay?"

"If I become a memory, withdraw from this life, and leave you crying in astonishment, I can't hug you with my cold body. Thinking that I let you travel alone in the sea of ​​people I love so much, I will hate myself and be so cruel.

If I become a memory, I will not be so lucky in the end, I will not have the opportunity to hobble with my white hair and hold you to watch the sunset.After a long time, one day you will heal from your heartache. If someone can, let him accompany you. I don't blame you.

It turns out that this is the feeling of death. The cold wind gradually freezes my bone marrow, and the darkness gradually fills my eyes. I can no longer smell the smell of disinfectant. smiled.Finally, I don't have to be tortured by the disease anymore... When I opened my eyes again, I saw myself lying peacefully on the hospital bed, and everyone was in pain and crying loudly.I found that I became lighter and my body became more and more transparent. I didn’t have time to worry about why. It’s meaningless, isn’t it?I flew in front of Lu Lan, with all my love for her, I kissed that lips lightly, although I knew that what I touched was just air, but I was satisfied if I could do this.The sun was getting brighter and I was about to disappear, but I still didn't let go of her lips.A drop of tear falls, it is transparent, it is my tear, it is saying - I love you, Lu Lan.

Goodbye, little fool…………………

(End of this chapter)