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Chapter 84 You are in love with Mr. Zixi
Li Haolan was also polite, and sat down directly, and immediately put good wine and food on the empty table.

Fan Ya suddenly thought of a word, cut off the meal.

"The princess sent me good wine and food when I was imprisoned. I must not be ungrateful."

Regardless of whether she was sincere or mocking, Fan Ya raised the wine cup on the table to her lips.

Li Haolan teased her, "It is clear that I have been imprisoned for more than a month, but the princess looks paler and haggard than me, a bird in a cage..."

Fan Ya stopped drinking, put down the wine glass heavily, and added more wine to herself, "Come on, Li Haolan, we will not return tonight until we are drunk!"

Li Haolan also laughed, and picked up the wine cup to drink with her.

"Princess, you said that it would be great if Zichu married you back then."

These words were not ridicule, Fan Ya could hear the helplessness in Li Haolan's words.

Although it is for the sake of their mother and child, it is a fact that Zichu coldly confines Li Haolan. For the consolidation of the Qin State, Yingzichu can abandon many, including his first wife and son.

Fan Ya also sighed.

In fact, she and Li Haolan are very similar, she doesn't want to be a man's attachment, she will never admit defeat, refuse to give up, and only keep her eyes on the goal.

Fan Ya clinked glasses with her, "You said if there was no Zi Chu, would we have become friends?"

"I think allies are more suitable." Li Haolan raised his glass and chuckled.

Allies refer to those who have the same interests, similar goals, and like-minded people.

It's a good word, Fan Ya agreed.

"Today in the hall..." Li Haolan paid attention to Fan Ya's expression, "When the princess saw that Zi Chu was not blind and found out that she had been cheated, she didn't panic like Mi Luo, but was extremely calm. Did the princess know about it long ago? ? "

"Know?"

She shook her head, "If I had known earlier, I would have escaped."

After joking, Fan Ya lay on the wine table with a serious expression, "Actually, when Zi Chu agreed to be with me, I felt heavy in my heart, and nothing was right.

I failed and was arrested in the palace today, and I was inexplicably relieved, feeling a lot more relaxed..."

"Or in the princess' heart, what she wants is not Zichu."

Because you don't care, it doesn't matter.

If the former Princess Ya found out that she was cheated, she would be so angry, how could she be detained quietly in the Hall of Zhaohe?
"I don't know what you're talking about." Fan Ya turned her head away.

Li Haolan grabbed her arm, "Princess, don't you admit it even now?"

No matter what kind of enmity the two have, whether they are enemies or friends, they always get to know each other once, and she wants her to recognize her own heart.

More than ten years have passed, as if the sea has changed, and kindness and resentment are not so important.

But after all, no one in this world would call her "Li Haolan," and no one would call her "Princess."

Li Haolan stared at her, "You fell in love with Mr. Zixi, you have fallen in love with him a long time ago."

"nonsense!"

Fan Ya shook off Li Haolan and stood up unsteadily, "How could I fall in love with him?"

She turned around and looked at Li Haolan, with tears in her eyes and silliness in her words, "He is dead, he is dead, he is dead!"

She won't fall in love with someone who doesn't keep her word, no!
She is always unwilling to face her own heart.

Li Haolan shook his head helplessly, "Princess, since the death of Young Master Zixi, you have become increasingly haggard. Every time I see you, I feel that you are about to shed tears in the next second."

Fan Ya fell to the ground drunk, Li Haolan stood up and walked to her side, "Who do you miss every day, and who is it that you dream of every night?"

Dreaming every night...

She suddenly grabbed Li Haolan, "Tell me, I'm so good to Zichu, is he angry?"

So, since she went to take care of Zichu, he never showed up again, and never entered her dreams again...

Li Haolan wiped away her tears, "Princess..."

She murmured softly, as if talking to herself, "In the past, in his arms, I could still feel a little peace, but since he left, I couldn't fall asleep all night long..."

Perhaps, this is her retribution.

Li Haolan left, leaving behind a table of food and drink and an answer.

She fell in love with Zixi, fell in love with a dead man.

Zixi asked her a question, what is he not like Zichu?
At this moment, she felt that this question was easy to answer.

Zi Chu is ruthless, but he is not ruthless enough, so he keeps her.

Zichu can do it without caring about everything, but he can't, so he will always pamper her.

Zichu is good at calculating, and he won her heart at first sight, but he didn't understand the principle of playing hard to get, and kept her tightly tied to his side, so...she was so stupid that she was confused by the performance, and it was only at this moment that she understood her true self. Heart.

"Zi Xi!"

She was the only one in Nuoda's palace, and she called Zixi's name loudly, with affection and nostalgia in her words.

No one responded, in the dream or outside the dream, he refused to see her anymore.He was really angry and refused to talk to her.

Laughing desolately, she wobbled and continued to walk forward.

They often quarreled, and Zixi was always angry, but when they met again in a few days, he was no longer angry, and completely forgot what happened before.

She drooped her head against the wall, thinking about a question, how... can we meet?
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The stars move and things turn, and the sea changes for a moment. All the mistakes and regrets finally turned into a raging fire in the Hall of Zhaohe.

In the center of the hall, Fan Ya stood in the fire, calmly looking at the more intense fire in the palace, and the broken walls and ruins that had fallen all around... Feeling relieved and relaxed from body to mind.

"Zixi..." She called him again, but she felt that this name was not enough.

"Don't blame me anymore," she said with a happy smile, "I'm here to find you on Huangquan Road."

She once said to him, if you die, within three days, I will remarry!
"Don't worry, I won't give you this chance. In this life, you will be firmly tied to me."

That's what he answered at the time.

But he broke his promise after all, he promised to buy candied fruit for her, promised to take her to the market when he came back, promised to let her be the queen of Qin...

One by one, Fan Ya remembered clearly, but he broke his promise.

On the night when he went to quell the chaos, he asked Fan Ya a lot, and before leaving, he said without thinking, "Come with me."

"Where is someone going to fight with a pregnant wife." She joked casually.

If it happened again, would she still say that?
She thought, if she could do it again, she would choose not to know the two of them, and she would stay safely in Zhao Guo as her princess, not commit treason, and not lose everything for a man...

On the eighteenth day, the Qin State Council sent envoys to marry Zixi. At that time, she would agree, agree to Qin's request, and marry Zixi.

At that time, their marriage will no longer be a cage of interests, calculations, and several human lives.

Even without the surprise and vivid past when they first met, the two of them were able to spend the rest of their days in peace and tranquility.

This is excellent.

(End of this chapter)