Inuyasha: I am the villain

Chapter 56 The price of growth

Cave
Standing by the stove, Mrs. Bai Xin took off the cassock and spread it on the ground, went to the shelf and took a long object to pull something into the stove.

"My sweetheart, what are you looking for?" I went over curiously and asked.

"There are children's bones here, I want to clean them up and take them away."

Mrs. Baixin pointed to the corner at the far end of the stove. I looked over and saw many children's skulls piled up in an inconspicuous place.

"They." I said two words and suddenly couldn't say anything else. I didn't know what to think in my head, so I silently sorted it out with my sweetheart.

This is the first time I have touched a human bone at close range. I used to take a detour when I saw it from a distance. I have never held it with both hands like today.I thought of the relieved faces of the children when they left and touched the top of its head, not knowing which one of them it was, they were all about the same size.I put them neatly on the cassock, facing me as if I was being watched by them, and the black holes stared at me as if they wanted to tell me something.

When I came back to my senses, I found that I couldn’t move my eyes as if they were fixed on them. The expressionless skulls began to come alive. I saw their mouths opening and closing but I couldn’t hear them clearly. The more I couldn’t hear clearly, the more I felt. Concentrating on them, the more I can't extricate myself, I didn't even know that I was sweating profusely at this time.

".us?"

What?what are you saying?I'm going to paste them all.

".Save us?"

save you?
I was thinking about the meaning of this sentence. They were suddenly full of anger and resentment, and asked loudly and clearly: "Why didn't you save us?!"

I was startled by their appearance, in my eyes they were about to charge and bite, "No, no! I want to save you, I really want to save you!" I also explained loudly.

"You lied, you are the one who killed us! You can see, we have had our throats severed, and we are in so much pain that we are all thanks to you!"

"The one who did this is Huijianfang, it has nothing to do with me!" I denied it shaking my hands.

"How dare you shirk responsibility! If you hadn't promised to let him forge weapons, what would happen today?! You still cooperate with him even though you know he is not good, you are the culprit!"

They are full of righteous indignation and poke at the fact that I have always thought about it but dare not admit it. I am constantly fighting in my heart. A voice said, "If you had been firm at the beginning, you would not be where you are today." Another voice said, "It's none of your business. It's because Cuizi is eager to get a weapon. You told her that you can't agree."

The two voices lingered around my ears, coupled with the aggression of the skull, aroused the hostility in my heart, shut up!Shut up!No matter what method, my mind is full of wanting them all to disappear.

"Qingming." A trace of coolness spread from the center of my forehead to my whole body, those voices receded like a tide, and I gradually calmed down.

"What's wrong with me?" Back to normal I don't know what happened just now, was my mind controlled by something just now?
"You are trapped by demons." Sweetheart Bai Xin withdrew her hand from my forehead.

"Demon?" Is it the kind of obsession that martial arts and fantasy often perform?I think of Gu Jian Qi Tan, Zhu Xian and so on, which are very popular in modern times.But why do I have demons?
"If you look at these skulls now, will there be any reaction?"

"No." They won't move now.

"That's good." Sweetheart Bai Xin nodded, wrapped up the cassock and put it on her back.

It was just dawn when we walked out of the cave, and the morning sun was refreshing and not too hot, just enough to dispel the bad luck all over me. The mica came in the breeze and shrunk and fell into my arms.

"Mica." I smiled and played with it.

Sweetheart Baixin looked at us benevolently and said to me, "You have just become a demon, so you should pay more attention in the future."

I was a little happy when I heard his words, and my heart skipped a beat, and I asked anxiously, "Will it affect me in the future? How can I get rid of it?"

"In fact, everyone has latent evil thoughts in their hearts. As long as they are good-hearted, they will have no chance to take advantage of them."

I think I am kind, how could I be influenced by my mind just now?
Sweetheart Baixin understood my expression and explained, "Just now you gave yourself a psychological hint without realizing it."

I probably understood what he meant. As soon as this incident happened, I actually started to think about it in my mind. The most I thought about was that I couldn't save them.I never thought that one day I would be trapped by my own thoughts.

"You are in a very good state now. From now on, you can cry and laugh when you want to cry."

The last sentence, tears.

My sweetheart bid farewell to us, I couldn't help but say, "My sweetheart!" when I thought of his ending.

He turned around and said what happened?
"You too, you can cry and laugh when you want, and you don't have to bear the burden of the world to be a perfect person."

Hearing what I said, Sweetheart Baixin was stunned. At this moment, he lost the halo that the world gave him. For the first time, I felt that he was just an ordinary old man.

"Thank you." He smiled vaguely and immediately returned to the appearance of a saint.

His expression made me see helplessness and know that he can't do it. It's easy to persuade others but difficult to persuade yourself.I can't help but wonder if he ever wanted to be an ordinary person?
"I'm back." I couldn't wait to go down as soon as I arrived at the place where the drug poison old fairy was. This day felt too long.

"Oh, you're back hiccup~" The drug poison old fairy is still in the posture when I left, I wonder if he hasn't sobered up yet.

"Where's Cuizi?"

"It's still soaking in the tank~" After speaking, he picked up the bowl and started drinking again.

I ran to each tank to check if there was any, "There are none here."

"Oh~ that might be cured and let's go."

"." I really wanted to grab his beard and pull it.

"Rain." Just as I was gearing up, Cuizi came back, followed by the breezy man Jian Xiyu (me: I was not happy to see him).

I happily ran over and wanted to hug her as before, but when I was half a meter away from her, I remembered that I had decided to be independent, so I stopped abruptly, Cuizi also thought I would rush over and was quite surprised.

"Yo, I'm finally not clingy anymore." Huan somehow climbed onto my shoulder again.

"Cuizi is injured, of course I can't move around." I smiled naturally, and I could see that everyone was not too suspicious. "How is your injury, Cuizi?"

"It's completely healed, thanks to the old fairy Yao Poison."

As soon as the drug poison old fairy heard Cuizi praise him, he immediately came over energetically, and was separated by Xiyou's foot, um, this scene is so familiar.

"Hey, is there something you are hiding from us?" Huan suddenly whispered.

"No." It doesn't know anything, does it?
"People have told us everything."

"How does he know here?"

"From his pigeon."

This chicken thief guy, I glared at him, he was talking to Cuizi, okay, it seems to be a good chat? ?

"When did their relationship become so good?"

"When you're not here, isn't that what you want? Hey, don't change the subject, you haven't said if you have anything to do."

"Didn't he say everything, what can I hide from you?" Why are you still holding onto it.

"He must have missed something. You have a wrong expression when you come back. Don't think you can escape my eyes."

"What's wrong with me?" Didn't I just want to work hard silently? Don't you want the whole world to know that I want to set a flag? Don't you know that it is easy to fall? ?
"You've become smarter since you came back."

"..." What the hell is the face becoming smart, "How stupid did I look in your eyes?"

"The ultimate kind."

I picked up my big knife, don't run and I will hack you to death!

Life has become noisy again, unlike the heartless one before, I understand that the trajectory of my life will go in another direction in the future.

(End of this chapter)