Inuyasha: I am the villain

Chapter 201 I'm Not Her
"Can you ask again?" I really don't believe this is true, and I really want to pinch my wrong view to verify it.

"..."

Of course Sesshomaru would ignore me, as expected, this is the reality.

But why did he suddenly recognize me?

Life, life, always puts what you wanted before in front of you, blocking the way forward.So am I going to accept it gratefully and stop there?

Nonsense.

The evil view looked at my appearance, "The facial features are a bit similar, but she has too much evil spirit, Mr. Sesshomaru, did you admit the mistake again?"

again?
"boom!"

Ah, the wrong view has been beaten again.

I laughed at it, "It's been more than 200 years, why haven't you learned how to behave? No wonder you don't grow taller."

It covered its head and shouted: "I want you to take care of it!"

After calling it, it reacted again, "Why do you..."

I was also stunned. The state I was talking to it just now was very similar to when I was bickering with it before.It feels familiar, and I am familiar too. Sesshomaru must have noticed it too.

No matter how much other people pretend, this feeling of living together for a long time cannot be imitated.

If I stayed with him for a period of time even once before, he would feel it as he does now.

But before me at that time, Yu Sesshomaru had too many plots to assassinate him, and he was as powerful as him, so he couldn't recognize me.

After the evil view was finished, she denied it, "Madam said that she does not exist in this world. She went back more than 200 years ago, and she couldn't be found no matter what. How could you be her?"

lady?Does it mean Immortal Fairy Lingyue? How does she know about me so clearly?

I asked the evil view, "How did Immortal Fairy Lingyue know about me?"

"Ah! You are still disrespectful to Madam!"

Is this the point?
"She only saw me once, how could she know where I was going?"

"Talking as if you really are the same." He said unhappily to me, "Madam is well versed in the Three Realms, so of course she has seen through her identity long ago."

Sesshomaru went to beg Fairy Lingyue, maybe she brought out some treasure, but she didn't find my soul, so she told Sesshomaru that there is no trace of me in the sky or on the earth.

He must have believed it, so when I wake up again, no amount of means will help.

The evil view added another sentence: "Madam also said that it is impossible for her to come back. Even if there is a resemblance, it is not the real her, so you don't want to pretend to be her."

"Who's going to impersonate her?" That's ridiculous, me impersonating myself?I will not be attached to anyone anymore, I am who I am, I have to make it clear to him this time, and don't admit the wrong person.

"My name is Lin, and it can be said to be a part of her, that is, all her feelings for you, pure love."

After finishing speaking, there was silence between us again, and the evil view asked Sesshomaru a question that Sesshomaru also wanted to know:
"You, are her avatar?"

"It's okay to say that, I was indeed born from her, but she abandoned me, and I'm not under her control, so you can also think that I'm an independent individual."

I looked at Sesshomaru, "Her memory is also my memory. In the days when I was with you, I was actually there."

So don't push me away alone, I was part of that big family too.

"Ang..." The wrong view seemed to be digesting what I said.

Sesshomaru fell silent again, and the scene was silent for a while.

I looked at him, hoping that the indifference in his eyes would dissipate. I wanted to find some warmth from before, but the result was disappointing. He was just a little surprised, and his eyes were more inquiring.

"Where did she go?"

When Sesshomaru asked, I hadn't realized it yet, "Who?"

After asking, I thought again, "You mean my body?"

There was a gleam of light in Sesshomaru's eyes, I knew he was interested, he wanted to know where she went, almost eagerly.

My heart suddenly stopped violently, and something broke from it, which made me feel a dull pain in the heaving and falling of my chest.

"Why not me?" I complained a bit, "It's because of me that she said that she likes you, she will follow you willingly, and it's because of me that she smiles when she sees you!"

The moment I finished yelling at him, the black air around me became more intense. I was originally desire, and this kind of jealousy and hatred nourished myself, and my exhausted body became full.

The evil view retreated and covered his mouth and nose, "What a big evil spirit!"

I was hurt by how it reacted, and I didn't want to be someone I couldn't get close to.So I tried to calm down the negative emotions and talk to him as peacefully as possible.

"Since you care about her, why do you still think of me as her?" I said to him sadly, "Do you know that now she has no nostalgia for you, I am not a monster, I am her love for you All the love, from a long, long time ago, collecting your stickers, going to your comics, saving all your videos, these are all I do, so why can't you take a good look at me, I am you The person I'm looking for!"

……

Silence seems to have become the norm between us now. I didn't expect that I would become hysterical when I said it later. All the pretending to be calm and the protective walls erected for myself collapsed and shattered, revealing the most helpless and desperate self .

This is too dangerous.

I withdrew my expression and lowered my head, "Since you don't recognize me, don't say I am her from the beginning, just treat her as dead."

Don’t give me this hope. With the renewed confidence, I can forget all the past like everyone else, forget that Yu is still alive in another form, and create a new happy time with him from scratch.

"She's still alive."

I widened my eyes and bit my lower lip, "Even if she's alive, she's not here, she's no different than dead."

Sesshomaru was indifferent but firm, "No matter who says where she is, she is alive to me."

Is this what it means to live in his heart forever?

I can finally be sure of the weight of rain in Sesshomaru's heart, should I be happy or sad?It wasn't long ago that I made it clear that it wasn't her, and it's too stupid to post it now.

I dared to ask, "What about me?"

Xie Jian interjected: "Cut, forget it, it's uncomfortable to look at with evil spirit."

I moved my fingers and almost couldn't help hitting it. I took a look at Sesshomaru before I squeezed my fingers tightly.

I had no choice but to give in, "I can change to a clean body without evil spirits."

"You are not a good thing in itself. If you find a clean one, you will be defiled by you."

I can be sure that my face must have turned black, it aroused my anger, and the black air sizzled.

"Master Sesshomaru, look at her!"

As soon as the evil view hid behind the killing pill, he sued me, which made me bear my temper and explode in my stomach.

Evil see you just wait for me, I won't kill you in the future.

It understood the abacus in my eyes, and my back was so cold that I couldn't make a sound.

"Let's go."

He left without answering my question.I didn't say I hated me, and I didn't show any emotions similar to lost and recovered after I confessed.

Is this trying to treat me as a stranger again?After talking for so long, he didn't move at all?I, a weak woman, have done so much for him, yet he is as indifferent as a stone?
As soon as I suddenly became angry, I wanted to follow him and pester him until he recognized me.

(End of this chapter)