The secrets we missed in time

Chapter 97
Back home, Xu Yuan was worried all the time.She originally planned to call Bai Ang while her father wasn't paying attention, but today Xu Yongping seemed to be in a good mood, he and his wife Qi Li were watching TV and chatting in the living room until late at night, Xu Yuan had no chance to get close to the phone in the living room.Besides, every night, Xu Yongping would take down the phone and take it to his room to prevent his daughter from secretly calling.

Xu Yuan was not in the mood to study in the room, and after finishing her homework carelessly, she began to lie down in a daze.She was tossing and turning on the bed all the time, what Qin Lu said and the photos she took kept coming to mind.The photo is indeed Bai Ang and Xin Ning. It is also true that Qin Lu's mother is a doctor in the obstetrics and gynecology department. It is even more impossible for Qin Lu to lie to herself. Could it be...

"Idiot, Xinning, are you really together?" Xu Yuan murmured in her heart, knowing that no one would give her a clear answer at this moment, but she kept asking over and over again.

In fact, from the first time we met, Wang Xinning was like an unreachable and lofty goddess to Xu Yuan, who made her both envious and adored, and perhaps even had a trace of jealousy that she didn't realize.Because Wang Xinning is so beautiful, so excellent, yet so gentle and kind.Even though she knew that she was Wen Lei's favorite girl, and that Wen Lei gave up on her because of her, Xu Yuan still didn't have the slightest bit of hatred for Wang Xinning, and even felt relieved and took it for granted.

But now, because she has such a self-ashamed admiration for Wang Xinning, she has a humble thought in her heart: Compared with Xinning, what chance do I have of winning?If Bai Ang really fell in love with Xin Ning, it would be perfectly normal.

Although there are still doubts and reluctance, in fact, unconsciously, Xu Yuan's inner balance has gradually tilted towards the misunderstanding Qin Lu created for her...

The next day, Xu Yuan arrived at the school early in the morning and waited for Qin Lu. When she saw her coming, she immediately asked anxiously: "Lu, how is it? Did Bai Ang call back yesterday?"

Qin Lu showed melancholy on her face, frowned and said, "No, I called a few more times, but the phone was also turned off."

Hearing this, Xu Yuan's heart was almost despaired. She lay down on the table, listlessly, not wanting to say another word.

For several days in a row, Xu Yuan seemed to have lost her soul, living like a walking dead, mechanically going to school, leaving school, eating, and going home, and only replying one or two words dullly when talking to her.Seeing Xu Yuan's distraught appearance, Qin Lu had regrets and struggles in her heart, but when she thought of Bai Ang, whom she couldn't love, she continued to harden her heart to deceive Xu Yuan.

After another week, Qin Lu found that Xu Yuan still had some illusions about Bai Ang. She thought to herself, "It seems that if there is no reply from Bai Ang, she will not give up easily and give up completely. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain." It hurts, the night is long and dreams are many. Otherwise, I will give her a good time!"

After class, Qin Lu secretly went outside the classroom to find an unobtrusive corner, changed Bai Ang's phone number in the phone to a number that was empty, then returned to the classroom, and said to Xu Yuan: " Yuanyuan, it's been so long, and Bai Ang didn't reply to you. Although there is no news, it is not necessarily bad news, but there is no way to wait like this, so give him another call. "

Xu Yuan did not doubt that he was there, took Qin Lu's tampered mobile phone and dialed 'Bai Ang's number': "Sorry, the number you dialed is empty, please check and dial again. Sorry, the subscriber you dialed..."

"Why did it become an empty number?" Xu Yuan muttered puzzledly while holding the phone, and cast a look of help to Qin Lu.

Qin Lu took the phone, put it on her ear and listened naturally, frowned, pretended to think about it, and said, "Yuan, he canceled his phone number, don't you understand?"

"What does he mean?" Xu Yuan asked with a trembling voice. It's not that she doesn't understand, but she still doesn't want to believe it.

"Canceling your exclusive number means that I want to break up with you!" Qin Lu said slowly.

Xu Yuan was stunned for a while, then said "Oh" with an extremely calm expression, then lowered her head and began to read the book as if nothing happened.

Qin Lu thought that Xu Yuan would cry and make trouble, but she didn't expect her to react like this at all, and she was taken aback for a moment, thinking that Xu Yuan didn't hear what she said clearly, so she repeated: "Yuan, you heard Did I say that? Bai Ang really wants to break up with you! He didn't reply to the letter, and his number was also canceled. Doesn't that mean he tacitly agreed to the matter with Wang Xinning? "

"I see." Xu Yuan said calmly, "It's nothing, I will continue to study."

Qin Lu opened her mouth and wanted to continue to say something, but she didn't say it after all. She thought to herself: "Is this the so-called 'sorrow is greater than death'? The real sadness is not 'one cry, two troubles and three hanged'. Instead, accept it calmly, and there will be no more waves in my heart."

In fact, Xu Yuan's performance was not at all "sorrow is greater than death", she just temporarily "defaulted" to the result of the breakup.

When a person suffers a major blow, a psychological defense mechanism will be produced, first denial, anger, confusion, and then despair and acceptance.The so-called "sorrow is greater than death" is the mental state at the end of the stage of despair, when one is finally willing to face reality and make compromises and acceptance.And Xu Yuan's performance, pretending that she is fine and not caring, is obviously an evasive psychological defense under strong stimulation.When she slowly reacted, she would still be in pain and struggling.

Near noon, Ma Qianshan woke up.He patted Xu Yuan on the shoulder and said, "Shall we have dinner together later?"

"No, I still have to read at noon, so I won't eat." Xu Yuan said indifferently without turning her head.

Ma Qianshan was baffled, so he asked Qin Lu: "What's wrong with her? Why does she love studying so much all of a sudden? She doesn't even eat?"

Qin Lu looked at Xu Yuan in embarrassment, as if she didn't know whether to tell Ma Qianshan about her broken love, but in fact she was thinking in her heart: "If Ma Qianshan knows that Xu Yuan and Bai Ang broke up, He might pursue Xu Yuan. Even if Bai Ang came to Xu Yuan to explain and saw that Ma Qianshan and Xu Yuan were together, he would definitely withdraw. Besides, even if Xu Yuan refused to agree to Ma Qianshan, I There is another trump card, I guarantee that Bai Ang will leave immediately after seeing it."

So, Qin Lu secretly wrote a note to Ma Qianshan: "Xu Yuan is broken in love, and her mood is not normal, please help me persuade her."

When Ma Qianshan saw the note, he felt as if he had knocked over a seasoning bottle, with mixed feelings.

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