The secrets we missed in time

Chapter 39
Xu Yuan never thought that her first love ended in a hurry after only two days.Although, before this relationship spread out in the sun, she had spent several months silently watching that handsome boy, secretly rejoicing at his occasional glances, and secretly speculating on the meaning of his every expression, but that was all The secret love time that belongs to her alone is not the real first love.

And her real first love, from confession to confirmation to breaking up, but it took only forty hours, it can be regarded as a strange story.Fortunately, I have never been stuck in the mud, but fortunately, I can return from the wrong way.But this is just a bystander's "a lost cause", and those in authority may not be able to think about it; even if they can think about it, they may not be able to let it go; even if they can let it go, they may not be able to control their emotions.

Take Xu Yuan as an example, she never had the confidence to be liked by Wen Lei in front of Wen Lei, so the breakup was expected, she didn't have anything to worry about, and she could let go gracefully, but she couldn't be both sad and careless hurt.

After that, Bai Ang disappeared for two weeks, Xu Yuan was in a daze for two weeks, Wen Lei felt guilty for two weeks, and Wang Xinning recovered for two weeks.

That day, Wang Xinning returned to school to resume classes.Early in the morning, she came to the door of class ten and waved Xu Yuan out.

"Yuan, this is for you. The braised pork that my mother specially made for you is very delicious." Wang Xinning handed Xu Yuan an insulated lunch box and said.

"Wow! How did Auntie know that I love meat? Did you say that?" Xu Yuan took the lunch box and said excitedly.

"That's right, who else knows you so well besides me?" After Wang Xinning was discharged from the hospital, her relationship with her mother eased, and she became much more cheerful.

Seeing her bright smile, Xu Yuan felt really happy in her heart, and secretly praised: Xinning is really a rare beauty!It looks better when you smile.

"I got sick this time, thanks to your help. My mother asked me to tell you that she has no other specialties except that she cooks delicious food. If you want to eat in the future, just tell her and she will make it for you right away." Wang Xinning said to Xu Yuan Said, "You mustn't be polite, I don't even have this treatment!"

"That's great! If you have delicious food, I won't be polite to you." Xu Yuan hugged Wang Xinning, "I miss you so much! By the way, what delicious food did you give Wen Miao? It's my favor." Do you want to eat?"

Speaking of Wen Miao, Wang Xinning looked worried: "I was just about to tell you that Wen Miao seemed to be angry with me. When you came to see me that day, she left suddenly and never came again. I think, Did she misunderstand me? Did she tell you? "

Xu Yuan's smile froze, since she broke up with Wen Lei, she never looked for Wen Miao again.It's not because she was angry with her, but because Wen Lei didn't want her to feel that she couldn't let go, so he used Wen Miao to get close to him.And Wen Miao didn't come to find Xu Yuan either, probably because she was embarrassed by her brother's affairs.At this moment, Xu Yuan doesn't know whether her friendship with Wen Miao can continue, and Wang Xinning is her only one to confide in.Therefore, she told Wang Xinning in detail what she had been holding back in her heart—the two-day "love" story between her and Wen Lei.

After listening, Wang Xinning felt deeply guilty, because she knew that Wen Lei gave up Xu Yuan because of herself.Although she did nothing, even sternly rejected Wen Lei's overtures and deliberately kept a distance from him, "I didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me."In any case, she was still the culprit in the untimely death of their relationship.

Wang Xinning didn't know how to confess that Wen Lei liked her, she was afraid that Xu Yuan would stop being friends with her because of this.She thought: Since Wen Lei didn't say anything, I can pretend not to know, as long as Xu Yuan doesn't get angry with me.

"Yuan, I think it's not worth it for you to be sad for Wen Lei, and it's not worth being sad for anyone who doesn't cherish you. On the contrary, I think Bai Ang is really good to you. He used to fight against you to arouse you. Attention, I confessed to you later because I was afraid that Wen Lei would hurt you. Maybe he already knew that Wen Lei was not sincere..." Wang Xinning paused and said, "Aren't you worried about him being missing for half a month?"

"Well, I'm worried, but I know where he is." Xu Yuan felt suddenly enlightened after hearing Wang Xinning's words, "Come with me to meet him after school!"

After school, Xu Yuan and Wang Xinning came to Zhongjiang.Sure enough, Bai Ang was inside, playing nine balls with Chi Mo.

He was wearing a maroon cashmere sweater with a plaid shirt inside and basic jeans on his lower body. He was simple and decent without losing his style.Especially the cashmere sweater, which is extremely soft, looks great on him, revealing his inverted triangle figure, making people want to throw himself into his arms and wrap his arms around his waist to act coquettishly.

Jiang Chao was also there, and because of Xu Yuan's indifference towards Bai Ang, he thought she didn't know what was good and what was wrong.Seeing that she came with her "rival in love" Wang Xinning, she said sarcastically, "Yo, Brother Yuan, what brought you here? You also brought your 'good sister' with you. Why, you two decided to serve a husband together ?”

"Presumptuous!" Bai Ang glared at Jiang Chao and said coldly.

"Brother Ang, I have to tell you if you are unhappy today! Xu Yuan, do you know who Wen Lei likes? It is your good sister Wang Xinning. Wen Lei is with you because his mother wants to curry favor with your father Otherwise, he would have pursued Wang Xinning a long time ago." Jiang Chao has a straight temper, he has kept this matter in his stomach for a long time, and today he finally couldn't help expressing it.

Both Xu Yuan and Wang Xinning were shocked.

Wang Xinning quickly explained: "I don't know what he's thinking at all. Even if I knew, I wouldn't accept it, because I never felt that way about him."

After a while, Xu Yuan said lightly, "I believe in you, Xinning."

She put her hand into the left-hand pocket of her school uniform, where she kept holding the bag of QQ candy that Wen Lei bought, and every time she touched it, she felt sweeter.Xu Yuan is the one who loves candy, and Xu Yuan is the one who likes Wen Lei; Can't really have it, can it?

In "The Besieged City", Mr. Qian Zhongshu compared marriage to "the besieged city", saying: "People outside the city want to rush in, and people inside the city want to escape." Later he said that not only marriage, but everything in life is " siege".

Then love must not be exempt.

Xu Yuan suddenly realized that she, Wang Xinning, Wen Lei, and Bai Ang were all people in the besieged city, unable to see through or escape.

She also remembered that she had read a sentence in a book that "human nature is cheap", and she couldn't agree more.Everyone has the problem of "being cheap". They like to pursue what they can't get and what they have lost, but they never know how to cherish what they have. They don't know that what they can't get and what they have lost are the root of all unhappiness. They are vanity and jealousy. , rage, laziness, greed, lust, and gluttony, the biological mother of the seven deadly sins.

Xu Yuan looked at herself, and probably made the mistake of "human nature is cheap": Why did she turn a blind eye to Bai Ang's close admiration, and insisted on chasing Wen Lei, who was far away and couldn't get it?And Wen Lei was the same, only Wang Xinning was indifferent to him in his eyes, why had he ever looked back at Xu Yuan who was so humble in the dust?This secret love of four people is a ray with only a starting point and no end point, and someone must make a compromise to stop this endless pursuit.A love that can go on for a long time must be evenly matched, and there must be back and forth.

Xu Yuan thought: "Okay, let me be the Terminator!"

"Bai Ang, does your confession still count?" Xu Yuan asked.

"What I tell you always counts." Bai Ang picked up the lighter, took a deep look at Xu Yuan while lighting the cigarette, and said in a low voice.

"I have rhinitis, so I can't smell the smell of smoke." Xu Yuan walked up to Bai Ang, stretched out two fingers and pulled the freshly lit cigarette from between his lips, and pressed it directly into the ashtray to crush it.

"If you can guarantee that you will never smoke again, maybe I will agree to be with you." She opened her red lips lightly, and said something that surprised and delighted Bai Ang...

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