The villain's fat woman is fast in the doomsday

Chapter 223 The culprit
What kind of existence is oneself.

"..."

Pippi covered her head, overwhelming memories flooded her.

Who was hurt by him, or what might exist.

I deduced it wrong from the beginning.

The reason why I lost that part of the memory was because I didn't want to face it...

The wrong things I did.

So stupid.

I have never been as miserable as I imagined, but have always lived as an out-and-out bad person.

Why did I feel like I had lost so much before?
"……why."

Pippi felt that it would be fine if the memory was not restored.

Everything around him turned out to be caused by himself.

Whether it's the man in the mouse hood or the mother pushing the wheelchair.

Everyone is being tortured by themselves...

Different from what she saw.

"No, I don't believe it."

Pippi shook his head, feeling that it was impossible for him to do such a thing.

All of this should be a dream, and I can't believe anything said by anyone in the dream.

Because they are all for pushing themselves into a deeper vortex.

But what the mouse-headed man said is undoubtedly a better explanation for all this.

It is more credible than the events that are less related to the ones I linked to.

……

Pipi, who lost the memory of Binglingyumo during the war, escaped from the villain's base.

Become a completely new person, the person who lost his memory will grow from scratch.

These are the messages the system has ever told itself.

The system never persuaded me to recall the past, not because of my sad experience at that time.

But...

Bingling Yumo's memories, although there are also disadvantages, at least let him have the most basic humanity.

And the self who has lost his humanity is just a demon with a human skin.

The real reason why I was selected by the villain base is - a real villain!
That's all, no other reason.

All the tragic encounters turned out to be the result of my own deliberate actions.

Stepping on other people's corpses, laughing at others' misery.

They were all things I did after I lost Bingling Yumo's memories.

What are those torn souls?

what I lost...

I can't read it anymore.

Mother was hurt by herself, and K was tempted by herself.

Even though the malice in everyone's heart exists, she uncovered all the malice in everyone.

So much so that everyone is not as rational as before.

That's what she's capable of.

Can arouse the greatest malice in others...

Then, under the pretense that he wasn't that bad, he cleared those people up.

To add, "Look, human beings are such creatures."

It's something she doesn't stop doing.

And the only thing the system likes is the real Binglingyumo.

In the past, even though his hands were stained with blood, Bingling Yumo still had humanity and kindness.

never been myself...

So, when you say you like him, what kind of expression does he have?

Keeping myself from recalling the past, does it mean...

The system has known it for a long time, but never bothered to tell itself.

Instead, let her continue to add more emotions, just like Bingling Yumo?

What to say to do it all over again, such ridiculous words.

In fact, he just wanted to find the shadow of Bingling Yumo in himself.

It is impossible to deny that Bingling Yumo is his own memory and a part of himself.

But the separation time is too long, and the urge to contact her has long been lost.

If she wants to return to her original body, she will also have instinctive rejection.

……

The system never likes itself.

Pippi suddenly figured this out.

"..."

The self who has lost his memory is like a newborn baby, who only thinks it is fun.

Regardless of good or evil, as long as it is interesting, you will want to try it.

Never cared about other people's feelings.

I don't care about how other people's future path should be, as long as I satisfy my own selfish desires.

It turns out that I have been doing this kind of thing before.

She only saw her mother selling herself to men for money.

But he didn't see that he had been hypnotizing his mother all the time, making her continuously expand her vanity and desire for material things.

……

She only saw K take her to Dreamland, but never thought that when he and his mother were just good friends, she was the one who secretly seduced him and tried to tear his own family apart.

So much so that he couldn't bear it, and finally bought her.

……

And the one who abandoned himself in the park and kept calling himself auntie.

He also saw this point of himself more clearly than others, so he took a butterfly candy.

Leave her alone.

……

It must be like this... Although everyone has malice in their hearts.

But at the beginning, my mother was just a woman who would take her to make a snowman on a snowy day.

Before K put on the hood, he was just a tall uncle who spoke softly.

My aunt only occasionally came to my mother and brought her some candies.

All of this might not have developed to this point.

But at that time, I was only having fun.

The one who is kind has never been himself, but always wants to pretend to be kind.

It's not doing nothing at all.

Instead, it fueled the flames very hard.

thought here.

He glanced back and forth at the gloomy little house again.

It was I who intentionally deceived the malice in other people's hearts, but felt hurt because of the malice.

and so……

Killed them all by himself.

So... this is not such a room, is it?

Why is there only darkness and some extremely narrow furniture in this piece of memory?

Pippi walked out of the house, and suddenly saw a road in front of him.

She looked at the hot sun in the sky.

Quietly walked up.

This is a road that is as warm as spring.

Pippi even smelled the sweet smell of honey on the way.

It seemed as if he could catch the wind in his hand, and the wind was passing through his hair.

She seemed to hear voices.

The scene in front of me appeared in front of my eyes.

She looked up again and saw that her mother had got off the wheelchair.

He also saw the man with the mouse head stretched out his hand, facing himself.

My aunt also teased herself with butterfly candies.

"If I go with you, will I become happy?"

Pippi spoke to the three people in front of him.

The three of them nodded, and Pippi felt as if surrounded by white mist.

"but I……"

Pippi was silent for a moment, paused for a while, and then spoke.

"But I'm not going to go with you."

Pippi stopped, stood there with a smile, and said to the three souls.

When the three people heard what she said, they suddenly paused.

It's as if she didn't expect her to say that.

"That's stupid. Why should I feel guilty for thinking about the wrong things I did."

Pippi stood there.Nothing seemed to impress her.

(End of this chapter)