beauty bible

Chapter 220
Mother Sun cried for a while, then stopped crying, got up and wiped her face with a white cloth.

The beautiful face of the 27-year-old, after washing off the gaudy makeup, the face is clear but with a hint of indifference and sorrow.

Mama Sun sat on the dressing table, looked at the face in the bronze mirror, and burst into tears again.

"Perhaps you would think that a woman like me, who runs a brothel, deals in flesh and blood, and kills people behind her back, must have always been such a terrifying person..." When she spoke again, Mama Sun's tone was calm Come down.

Li Ling was silent.

"No, it's not." Mama Sun turned to look at Li Ling with tears in her eyes, "I'm a good person, I've always been a good person."

Mother Sun choked for a moment, then lowered her head: "I was born in a small town, my father was a wealthy businessman, and my mother was virtuous and virtuous. I grew up reading sage books, three obediences and four virtues, etiquette, loyalty and filial piety. Since I was a child, I don't think I have Thought of hurting someone. Never."

"When I grow up to your age, my father will show me my husband and son-in-law. My parents love me and even try to make me get along with my husband-in-law before marriage."

"I don't admire Ronghua, I just want to see if the man treats me sincerely. Then, I married a farm boy."

The tears in Sun's mother's eyes gradually dissipated, her eyes were calm, and her tone was calm: "I got married to him, I treat him sincerely, and he truly loves me. Even if he has rough clothes and simple food, I don't care. We have been married for one year, Everything is happy."

"Until," Mama Sun paused for a moment, then smiled inexplicably, "Until I got pregnant and gave birth."

Sun's mother's eyes fell on the ground, and she continued to tell a story as if she was telling a story: "My husband and mother-in-law both said that it doesn't matter whether you have a boy or a girl. I will give birth to a son."

Mother Sun laughed: "My husband said that even if the women in the village give birth, some women will go to the ground on the same day, and they sneer at the so-called confinement. On the third day after giving birth, my mother-in-law invited the goddess and said that all the daughters-in-law in the village ate the gods. The fruit will be greatly nourished."

Tears welled up in Mama Sun's eyes: "I don't know. I don't know anything. I obediently drank the tonic fruit soup made by my mother-in-law."

"Then, then, then, then nausea, dizziness, coughing, pain... I can't recall the feeling, my mother-in-law stood by my bed, and said she didn't know, she didn't understand, everyone else was fine, she just kept Stand there and watch me suffer."

"Until my mother came to see me and invited a doctor." Mother Sun wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and smiled: "The doctor said that it was poisoning and gave me two doses of medicine. But it was uncomfortable, I was still in pain, I Even a bite of food makes me sick to my stomach.”

"The doctor said that the poison is not too heavy, just get over it." Sun's mother laughed loudly: "From the third day after giving birth, for two whole months, I would have abdominal pain and nausea when I drank porridge. I survived it, and I didn't die."

Mother Sun laughed loudly: "But since then, I couldn't get out of bed. For two full years, I was so weak that my whole body was full of pain. I don't know who to hate?"

"My father, mother, and husband all told me that my mother-in-law didn't do it on purpose, she just didn't know, she just didn't understand."

"But what about me?" Mother Sun burst into tears: "What did I do wrong again? I lost half my life, I was dying, I suffered so much, but when I really stood up one day, my son He doesn't know me."

Mother Sun cried bitterly: "My son doesn't know me. He doesn't want me to hold him. He only recognizes his grandma."

Mother Sun wailed heart-piercingly: "Ah-ah-ah-why did you do this to me!"

Li Ling opened his mouth and looked at Mama Sun's emotional collapse: "But, the past has already happened, you should forget the pain and look forward."

"I think so too," Sun's mother turned her head to look at Li Ling with gentle eyes, "But how can things in this world be as I wish."

Mama Sun raised her head and exhaled: "I am so weak that my heart hurts when I walk. I go to bed with heart pain and abdominal pain every night, and wake up with these two, but I want to hug my child."

Sun's mother's eyes were gentle, and tears slowly fell: "I want to hug him. I try my best to recover my body every day, and even start to try my best to get martial arts cheats to practice martial arts."

Mother Sun smiled softly: "I finally started to hug him slowly. I love him so much, my eyes fall on him all the time, and soon, he will let me hug him and kiss him. "

Mother Sun crossed her arms and said, "Then, one day, when I was in poor health and had such a headache that I could only lie on the bed and roll over, my mother-in-law took him to the city. My mother-in-law and acquaintances boasted of his intelligence, but they didn't hold him Take his hand."

"...the carriage, it was a carriage that rubbed against him..." Mother Sun looked sideways at the beam and said dumbly, "I saw the doctor very early on, and the doctor said that I was injured after giving birth, and I will never have another child in this life All along, I have regarded him as my only heir. I can't accept his hurt appearance at all, not at all! But in the eyes of others, he can't even compare to a face. "

Mother Sun smiled and cried: "How can I not hate!"

Following Mama Sun's narration, Li Ling's emotions also fluctuated. She almost forgot her original purpose and couldn't help but ask, "Where's your husband?"

Mama Sun smiled: "Someone asked me this question before. My husband, isn't he a farm boy who struggles to survive and earn a living. When he returns home, he only feels that the affairs at home are very troublesome. In the meantime, whenever any of us said a word, we just went back into the room and fell asleep. The next day, we went out as usual, even if we had a drink with friends, it was better than seeing these trivial troubles at home."

Li Ling felt a little cold, but didn't know what to say.

Mama Sun tilted her head: "I thought that a woman like you would say something to me, asking for trouble if she doesn't know people well."

Li Ling shook his head, feeling as if his throat was being choked.

Most of the people in this world are still mortals, and a few people dare to say that they can be smart people in this life.When natural or man-made disasters strike, sometimes there is really no solution other than pain.

Mama Sun turned her head, looked at the red-eyed woman who was crying in the dressing table, touched her hair, and said calmly: "After I encountered so many things, my father said, why is your daughter so troublesome. My mother helped you She has passed me many times, and every time she will tell me that she married a daughter, she didn't invite a son-in-law, and she shouldn't do these things."

"I don't know," Mother Sun's eyes filled with tears, and the tears kept falling: "When you are sick and lose the one you love, it turns out that your true family members are missing? Those young and loving parents seem to be me. It’s just an illusion.”

Facing Mama Sun who was crying like this, Li Ling asked softly: "So, these painful pasts are the reason why you changed yourself and even started killing people?"

(End of this chapter)