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Chapter 180 Lord Shangshen, please take care of me 11
Chu Chu subconsciously wanted to ask him if something had happened, but as soon as the words reached her throat, she stopped her in time and swallowed them back.She has made a decision not to do anything to make him misunderstand or give him hope.

Chu Chu didn't ask, and with Meng Jue's character, he naturally wouldn't say anything.He just stared deeply at the girl in front of him, his eyes deep and full of nostalgia.

The other party didn't speak for a while and just looked at her intently. Chu Chu felt that something would happen if he really continued to look at her. She looked away, avoiding the man's eyes and her tone was stiff.

"What do you want me, brother?"

Jing Ci saw Chu Chu's alienation, exactly the same as last time in the viewing booth, it seemed that she had made up her mind to stay away from him.What is it that makes her so determined?
Faintly, Jing Ci thought of something.

But now is not the time to pursue this matter, and he can't tell Chu Chuming.

Faced with Chu Chu's attitude of clearly wanting to distance himself from him, Jing Ci lowered his eyes sadly. No matter what the reason was, seeing the girl's attitude of keeping him away from him, he seemed to understand Luo Xiu's pain back then, like a knife Repeatedly grinding in the bone crevices, the heart ached dully.

In fact, he was not in Moyun Sect these days, but went to the far north to look for the Bingxin Nine-petal Lotus, which was one of the necessary materials for the Spirit-Shou Pill.He and Luo Xiu both knew the plot. In the original plot, Shen Chuchu would encounter a life-threatening crisis when he was promoted to level nine, a level that a cultivator would find difficult to break through in his lifetime.

Promoting to level nine is equivalent to stepping half a foot into the fairy world. Naturally, its difficulty and danger are multiplied with ordinary level promotion.

In the plot, Shen Chuchu almost didn't make it through. In the end, thanks to Song Xingzhi's sacrifice of half of the primordial spirit, Shen Chuchu's life was saved. Because of this, the relationship between the two reached a state where life and death are inseparable.

But now that Chuchu is using Shen Chuchu's identity and body, it is very likely that, like Shen Chuchu, she will encounter a crisis in the ninth level.

Naturally, Jing Ci would not let such a thing happen, but offering sacrifices to Yuanshen was actually an unexpected move at the time, when the situation was unexpected, there was no preparation in advance, and it was very urgent, so Song Xingzhi chose to do the next thing.Because sacrificing the Primordial God not only damages the life and cultivation of the sacrifice, but if the sacrifice and the sacrifice do not have a very high tacit understanding and trust in each other, it is very likely that an accidental injury to the sacrifice itself will cause death. The primordial spirit in a fragile state.

There is still some time before Chu Chu is promoted to the ninth level, so Jing Ji decided to use the more conservative and safest method, that is, the rare and hard-to-find medicine, the extremely difficult alchemy, and the extremely low success rate—Shou Ling Pill.

Because the body he uses now is Meng Jue's body, and Meng Jue's cultivation is only at the upper-middle level in the world of cultivating immortals, so going to the dangerous extreme north can be said to be close to death for him now.

Fortunately, in the end he got the Bingxin Nine-petal Lotus and came back. As for the dangers he experienced, Jing Ci looked at the woman in white clothes with snowy skin, jade-like skin, and a pure face, without saying anything, and he took a step back , to give way for Chuchu to pass by.

"It's nothing, I just want to..."

Jing Ci paused for a moment, but in the end he didn't say the rest. He shook his head with a wry smile, "Tomorrow is the first match between you and Elder Song, so go back early and rest."

Seeing such Jing Ci, Chu Chu felt depressed. She closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, the struggle and heartache in her eyes had all disappeared. She nodded: "Yes, yes, brother too."

When she returned to her bedroom and closed the door, Chuchu pressed all her weight on the door frame, and pressed her back against the door heavily.

The '007' in my mind said: "Host, it has been detected that you are depressed, are you still unable to let go of Meng Jue?"

Chu Chu smiled with a complicated smile: "I am a human being with emotions and desires. Although I know what I should do, feelings are not something you can just forget, and for him, it was me who suddenly started to alienate him. And get close to another man."

'007' comforted: "If you don't do this, if you stay with him, you will end up in the same fate as the original owner and be killed by him in the future, so you are also just in case..."

Chuchu shook her head: "No, it's not because of this reason. It was the story of the original Shen Chuchu and the original Meng Jue. Now I, that is, Shen Chuchu and him, are brand new existences. So he may not necessarily be with him. The original plot is the same, and I believe he will not."

'007' was puzzled: "Then why did the host finally choose to give up Meng Jue and continue the mission?"

Chu Chu looked at the ancient sandalwood table in front of her, her eyes gradually drifted away. Although her eyes were looking at the table, what she saw flashed before her eyes was the picture of the distant past.

Frame after frame, it's the same man.She thought she hated the scene, and when she recalled it after learning about that incident, she would discover the details that she had overlooked before.

For example, every time she was bullied by the children in the neighborhood and ran home, although he would not say anything or comfort her, she remembered the pair of big hands that were slowly and heavily placed on top of her head, and then a heavy sigh came. , At that time, she didn't understand why he sighed. She just felt that her father didn't comfort her, and she didn't help her to seek justice, so she felt extremely wronged.Only now did I know that sigh meant that he was also sad. He loved her, but he also cared about her because he abandoned their mother.There are also rolls of crumpled banknotes in the iron box. Most of the money is her tuition fees and living expenses. He earned it back with his own hands, so that he sometimes looked at Chu Chu didn't understand her complicated eyes at the time, but now she fully understands the meaning of those eyes.

He did not give her the care from his father, but fulfilled his father's responsibility.He wanted to treat her well, but no one taught him, and he didn't know how to treat her because of his increasingly bad and even alienated attitude towards him.This is something she only wanted to understand later.

In fact, even after learning the truth, she did not forgive him, not only because of the quarrel that night, but also because of the neglect and injustice she had received since she was a child. She had never experienced the warmth of a family.She still hated him, but she also discovered the love that was deliberately suppressed by her hatred. She hated and loved her father.

He owed her, and she owed him the same.So she wanted to go back and see him again, even if it was the last time.

Chu Chu didn't tell '007' these things, and now she didn't open her mouth when facing '007''s question, she just avoided the question and asked about the mission.

While Chu Chu was communicating with '007', she heard footsteps coming from outside. She stopped communicating in her spiritual consciousness and looked at the door.

Following the knock on the door came Nangong Xie's voice: "Senior Sister, are you asleep?"

Chu Chu replied: "No, what's the matter?"

Nangong Xie: "Senior Brother has something to ask you, so I want you to go to his bedroom."

Chu Chu frowned slightly, did you need to find her?Why don't you just come here.As if knowing the doubts in Chu Chu's mind, Nangong Xie continued: "It seems to be in a hurry, and I don't understand why the senior brother didn't come over in person and insisted on me passing on the message, but senior sister, since you haven't slept yet, go there, senior brother There should be his reasons for such an arrangement."

Chu Chu couldn't help but think of the time when she saw Meng Jue in the evening, he was always dressed clean and tidy, but it seemed that he hadn't changed his clothes for several days and nights, and the spotless clothes in the past were stained with a lot of dust.

Maybe it has something to do with him looking for her?

"Senior sister?" Seeing that Chu Chu didn't reply for a long time, Nangong Xie asked.

Chu Chu came back to her senses, and replied to Nangong Xie outside the door: "Okay, I'll go there now."

(End of this chapter)