Traveling through the ancient red envelope system

Chapter 204
I used to hate her deeply, because without her, I wouldn't be where I am today, but I know that I don't actually hate her, but myself.

I am not a nice person.

After being controlled by the blood turtle, I did a lot of bad things for him.Whoever he wants, I will help him take it, because if I don't do that, I will die myself.

Later, he asked me to pick up the immortal flower that was about to be born, and of course I agreed.The eternal flower, just like its name, as long as people eat it, they will not die. Even if they are about to die, they will come back to life.

The blood turtle can control me and threaten me with my life.If I find the eternal flower and eat it, I probably won't die.But the pain won't lessen and I can't eat it.

The blood turtle should have taken a fancy to this, so he let me go with confidence.But I didn't expect that when I got to the place where the eternal flower grew, the flower had disappeared, but there was an extra woman.It was that woman who ate the eternal flower by mistake.

Blood Turtle has been waiting for such a baby for a long time.It was messed up like this, I knew that what was waiting for me would definitely not be a good thing, maybe my life would be taken away by him, that is not impossible.

I also took the unconscious woman back.I thought that she was the one who killed me. If I survived by luck, I would definitely not make her feel better.

As I expected, the blood turtle will not reward me for how many things I have done for him, but will punish me severely for my failure this time.

He has a lot of powerful instruments of torture, some of which have just been tinkered with, and they just happened to be tested on me.

At that time, I thought I was going to die. Besides wanting to kill the blood turtle a hundred times, what I longed for the most was to meet the woman who made me like this, and let her suffer a lot. Only then can you relieve your anger.

But I didn't expect that I actually saw her that night.

"Don't make a sound, I'm here to help you."

help me?I don't know how she can help me, even if she releases me, there is no way for me to escape from the blood turtle.He poisoned me, or I would have run away.

But I don't know why, there was really no sound at that time.

She slowly walked in front of me, my eyes blurred, and I saw that she took out a knife, which glowed white even in the night.I thought she was going to kill me, but I really didn't care if I lived or died.

I'm covered in injuries, even if she doesn't kill me, I'm afraid she won't be able to survive immediately.The blood turtle took great pains to vent its anger on me, and of course it would not find someone to save me.

In fact, what if he is saved?
My hands and feet were broken, and there was not a single piece of good skin on my body, let alone the invisible ones.I always feel that the pain in my body is much more severe than the pain on the surface. Maybe most of the bones in my body are broken.

Thanks to the fact that I was used to the punishment of the blood turtle, I was still awake at this time and did not pass out.

So she said she was coming to help me, and I didn't expect much at all.

"Open your mouth."

Her voice was too decisive, I froze for a while, by the time I realized it was too late, she had already opened my mouth and stuffed a ball of red and white stuff into my mouth.

Of course I knew it was meat, and it was very fresh meat.

Is she going to feed me meat?That's right, being locked up here, I haven't eaten for two days, so I'm really hungry.I didn't think much of it, and swallowed it without chewing.

It didn't take long before I felt that the pain in my body was relieved, and it was not so difficult to breathe.Even I felt that the few broken bones seemed to be reattached, and the pain was not so severe.

Correspondingly, the eyes are better.

"What are you doing?"

Only then did I see that several pieces of flesh were missing from her arm.No, there is not much meat left, what is left is a white bone.

"Don't worry, just wait a little longer." She glanced at the arm with only bones left, and immediately looked away, "I know what they are discussing. I have tried it, and I will eat it." I have the eternal flower and have some abilities."

As she spoke, flesh grew on the bones.The new flesh was light pink and slowly grew out bit by bit. I saw that her face was getting paler and paler, but she didn't care at all. The new flesh had just grown, so she picked up the new flesh again. A bone knife cut that arm quickly and ruthlessly.

Before I could speak, she stuffed my mouth with flesh and blood again.

The first time it was because I didn't know, but now that I saw her flesh and blood, I suddenly wanted to vomit, but of course it didn't work, she stopped me.

"It's already been cut off. Even if you spit it out, it's useless." After finishing speaking, he added: "I tried it. Although my flesh and blood are not as powerful as the immortal flower, it can also heal injuries. Do you feel better? a little?"

I nodded, it turned out that it was not my illusion.

"The time for those monsters to change shifts is so short, I'll leave first." After looking around, she left in a hurry, her injured arm hadn't healed yet.

From that day on, she came every night, forcing me to eat her blood to keep me alive.

I know that she didn't do this for me, she just expected me to accept her love.

She is the one who ate the immortal flower, if it wasn't for the fact that her existence had a certain effect, the blood turtle would never let her go.With the personality of the blood turtle, whether it's me or A Shu who ruined his good deed, we will only be more miserable than the other.

She was brought here by me, and she couldn't leave.

The reason why she hasn't fallen to my level, maybe the blood turtle is not in a hurry to deal with her because I am not dead yet?With his character, of course he could do such a thing.When I die, it will be her turn.

But if her existence had meaning, everything would be different.

Ashu is a smart person, she saved me so many times, firstly, I had to admit her affection, secondly, I happened to pass the fact that she was "useful" to the blood turtle's ears naturally.

She succeeded.

The blood turtle knew that as long as he ate Ashu's flesh and blood, he could continue his life, he was very happy. Not only did he put Ashu by his side, but he also let me go with a good temper.

From then on, A Shu fell into a pit of fire.

I know she did this for a purpose, but when I see her living in such pain every day, I still regret it.

It was I who brought her to this place, and if she hadn't done it for me, she would have guaranteed my life.

Ah Shu is really good, she quickly got rid of the blood turtle and gave birth to a child for him.And my relationship with her has also changed a lot.

I feel ashamed of her, and no matter what she wants to do, I am willing to help her.But I didn't expect that after guilt became a habit, there would be other strange feelings.

I don't want to see her in such pain, and I want to live with her forever.

But at this time, Ah Shu has the blood turtle to help her, so she doesn't need me anymore.Her attitude towards me is also getting worse, I think if I die, she must be very happy?
I feel like I'm living in hell, and probably forever, but even then I don't want to leave her.

I never thought that my life would turn around like that.Ah Shu hated her for most of her life, and I tried my best to help her, but we still failed.

But that failure was perhaps the greatest blessing in my life.

-

"Ashu, get up and eat."

"Okay, okay, what are you going to eat today?" She ran out excitedly, with a smile on her face.I looked at her bright smile and suddenly felt that my eyes were getting blurry and blurry...

"Piman, why don't you speak?" She sat by the fire, took the branch in my hand with one hand, and waved the other hand in front of me, "Don't speak, or I will be scared."

"It's okay, let's eat."

"I do not want."

"Didn't you just say you want to eat?"

"If you don't tell me, I won't."

"I……"

I had hidden too many things in my heart, and I never thought that Ah Shu would find out.But she asked me, and I didn't know how to answer.say what?Where should I say it?

"Don't you want me anymore?" She held my hand, her eyes became wet instantly, "otherwise why would you not want to talk to me?"

I didn't pay attention to her, I was afraid that if I told her, it would be bad for me and her.

"I know even if you don't tell me." She rubbed her head, "I've been having some strange dreams these days."

The earthen pot in my hand fell to the ground and hit the stones surrounding the fire, breaking into four or five pieces, making a not-so-clear sound.A small piece of debris from the splash scratched her slender white arm, and I quickly held her hand, "Are you okay?"

Ashu moved my hand away, and slowly covered my face, "Piman, what's the matter with you today? It's just a piece of pottery, how can I be in trouble? Didn't I tell you many times, I and others People are different, I won’t get hurt. Even if I get hurt, it will be fine soon.”

She has the ability to heal herself, how could I not know that.

If it wasn't for this, she wouldn't be with me...

"Forget it, let's not talk about it. Piman, I've been having that kind of dream recently, it's so scary! I dreamed that many people were pointing at me, and their faces were in front of my eyes , keep zooming in, and zooming in again! They all pointed at me and said, I'm a bad guy, they want me to die! Piman, why are they talking about me like that?"

"It's just a dream, it's not real." How can I tell her that those are not dreams at all, those are things that happened before.

"I also don't think I'm a bad person. I don't have any wishes. The only thing I want is to live a good life. How can I be a bad person! Piman, you know me, I'm not a bad person!"

Ah Shu repeatedly said that she was not a bad person, so I quickly hugged her to comfort her.Waking up has been like this since she died once.

In fact, I don't know if I have died once or not.Because Ah Shu can't die, she has the ability of immortality after taking regenerated flowers, even if she is seriously injured, she will not die.

But that time, she woke up after being in a coma for a long time, longer than any time she had ever woken up before.Maybe it hurt the head, or the soul crystal in the head, so it took a long time?

Fortunately, she finally woke up, but she forgot everything.

But I don't know why, I know she has forgotten everything about the past, and she is quite happy.

All the past we can't accept can pretend to disappear.Even Ah Bi has become a paradise at this moment.

-

"Dream again?"

"Yes, and this time I dreamed of Piman!" Ashu said with a smile.

I was startled.She dreamed of me?What did you dream about?Could it be those that are unspeakable?I suddenly became a little scared.

Did God really want to treat me like this?After all, she couldn't remember everything, and finally she began to rely on me. Do you want her to remember those... the unbearable past with me?
"I dreamed of you, why did you make such an expression?" Ah Shu said dissatisfied: "Actually, I didn't dream of you, I didn't even see you!"

I breathed a sigh of relief, "Then what did you dream about?"

"I...I was in a very empty place in my dream, missing you." Ashu said, her face turned red and said: "So I have liked you for a long time? Why didn't you tell me, Piman? Huh? I asked you why I want to get close to you when I see you even though I don’t remember anything..."

What else did she say, I couldn't stop listening.I just felt like something was about to jump out of my chest, I couldn't believe it, and I confirmed, "Really, really?"

False.

Pimander, I remember.

I remember a lot of things. Those about hatred, I don’t remember very clearly, but I remember everything about you.

I also remember... I was really a bad person.

For what you want, you can even hurt yourself.So of course people I like can also be used.

"real."

　Unexpectedly!
　　I'm here again for more episodes hahahaha!
　　Obviously, this article is from A Shu and Pimande.

　　I didn't expect that apart from the hero and heroine, only the villain is the real he. The other CPs are either making do with it, or making do with it, or not even making do with it.

　　Then!From now on, there will only be an episode of Dust Fan, a single dog!A new article is also being prepared, and it will be coming soon!open!Even!provoke!

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