Fast time travel: the heartthrob villain wants to die

Chapter 113 I Want to Be Human

When Fu Xingyi slowly woke up, his head was still aching. At this moment, the rain outside had stopped. In the backlight, Lin Siyan's figure was squatting in front of him, looking at him without saying a word.

Fu Xingyi felt a little guilty for no reason, turned his head slightly, and coughed a few times: "Why are you looking at me like that?"

Lin Siyan unceremoniously reached out and pinched his chin, turned to himself, and said straight to the point: "You can't have a fever, let alone get sick. What happened yesterday? Can you explain it to me?"

Fu Xingyi unconsciously pinched his fingertips, pursed his lips, and did not compromise with Lin Siyan.

Lin Siyan smiled, okay, but his mouth was very hard: "If you don't want to say it, that's fine, let me say it for you. Fu Xingyi, you modified your own program to give yourself human perception, so you caught cold Fever and sickness. Am I right?"

Fu Xingyi's eyes fluctuated for a moment, and Lin Siyan caught it. She almost wanted to step forward and punch him awake, if it wasn't for the fact that he was still sick.

"Fu Xingyi! Are you crazy! Do you know what you are doing?!"

Is Fu Xingyi crazy? !He clearly knows that once the simulated person "becomes" a human, it will be a dead end.He thinks his life is too long and wants to die early, doesn't he!

It would be a lie to say that they are not angry, and the person in front of him told himself that yesterday, once the simulated human has the intention to be infinitely close to human, the only thing waiting for them is death.

Isn't co-authoring this a reminder to himself, is he predicting his own death?
What was Fu Xingyi thinking, what a smart person, how could he be so confused about this kind of thing!

Lin Siyan's words were like a sword piercing into his heart, causing severe pain to him who was still at a loss, Fu Xingyi showed a wry smile on his lips, how could he not know what he was doing?
The reason why he did this was because of the woman in front of him who was obviously the same kind as him, yet looked so much like a person.

She can run, think, get angry, be happy, and burst out many cunning ideas for her own purposes... These are human emotions that Fu Xingyi has never experienced before meeting Lin Siyan.

He was brought up by the Fu family when he was young, and he experienced the most precious family affection in the world. He was also abandoned after they had their own child, and fell from heaven to hell.

At that moment, he realized that he was just a dispensable emotional sustenance for the Fu couple, a tool that could be discarded at any time.But he is not sad, because there is no such emotion as sadness in his settings, he just passively accepts external emotions, and he doesn't even have the freedom to choose.

The selfishness and suspiciousness of the Fu couples are also perfectly passed on to their biological son, Fu Haichuan.

He looks very gentle, but he hates Fu Xingyi from the bottom of his heart, and he is always on guard against him, with the thought that "if you are not of my race, your heart must be different", and you are always at odds with him.

Fu Xingyi doesn't care about these, just because he doesn't care, has no emotion, love and hate.

He just promised not to touch Fu Haichuan under the tearful pleas of the terminally ill Fu couple, and to "return" his hard-working career to him when he is good enough to take charge of Xinghai Company.

When they love him, he is a treasure; once they don't love him, he will be as easy as throwing away a piece of garbage.

Once, when Fu Xingyi knew that he was a simulation human, he felt a little lucky.

Fortunately, he is not human.

It will not give hope to others, and disappoint and despair those who see the light.

If you are not human, you will not be sad.

Lin Siyan was the first person to break his long-standing ideas. She didn't live like an imitation person, she was so close to a human being, and she didn't seem to have any human inferiority.

There was a part of her that was human that he felt strangely warm and wanted to touch.

After meeting you, I wanted to be a human being, a real human being.

Fu Xingyi looked at Lin Siyan's angry face, and smiled weakly. It turns out that having human feelings is not so bad.At least now he can feel that Lin Siyan really cares about him.

After spending most of my life in a daze, it's rare for me to be sincere.

He leaned into Lin Siyan's ear weakly, and said softly: "I want to have a try, what it feels like to be a real person, at least for now, it doesn't feel bad."

"People have to live for themselves once. Although I can't be called a real person now, at least I can control everything about myself, instead of being simply dominated by the system."

Lin Siyan was also stunned for a moment when he heard that Fu Xingyi, who was usually so calm, said such wanton words.

Yes, Fu Xingyi is also a part of this plot, and he is actually the outsider who broke in. They all have their own way of life, if they intervene indiscriminately, wouldn't they be reduced to a person like Xie Wu?

Lin Siyan looked at Fu Xingyi, the ignorant accusation was gone in his eyes, but firmness emerged instead: "Don't worry, even if you really become a human, I won't let that useless self-exposure device blow you up." Yes, we still have time."

"Anyway, I won't go back to the critical point. If we can go back alive, I will use the remaining time to help you."

Lin Siyan said these words quite firmly, Fu Xingyi hadn't had time to think about what the "remaining" time was, but was stunned by Lin Siyan's sentence "don't return to the critical point".

"Don't return to the critical point? What do you mean?" Fu Xingyi's heart beat suddenly a little faster, and Lin Siyan didn't return to the critical point, which was something he couldn't even imagine before.

After all, Lin Siyan paid attention to Xie Langya's cultivation, and sometimes he even doubted whether Lin Siyan was interested in Xie Langya.

But when he saw Lin Siyan's businesslike, indifferent look in his eyes when facing Xie Langya, he was extremely sure that Lin Siyan's treatment of Xie Langya was the same as he was to Fu Haichuan. Doing it may be out of a responsibility.

But at the same time, he also discovered that when Xie Langya looked at the 61st floor, there was a deep and strong love hidden in his eyes.

He didn't understand this kind of emotion before, but in the past four years, when he kept modifying the program for himself and approaching people endlessly, Fu Xingyi gradually understood that this kind of mixed emotion of sourness, sweetness and pain is called "love". ".

And he is extremely clear that he also has such emotions for Lin Siyan, which are strong and hot.

Also because of this reason, he really didn't want Lin Siyan and Xie Langya to continue getting along in a place where they couldn't see each other.

Lin Siyan is not interested in Xie Langya, but Xie Langya is not like that in Lin Siyan.

Love is possessiveness, even Fu Xingyi, who has just been educated for a short time, can't bear the feeling of being unable to control his lover.

(End of this chapter)