I build a city in the last days

Chapter 245 The Extra Story of Shi Qinghe (3)

January 20, 4XX.

On April Fool's Day, it is said that the jokes on April Fool's Day are often the truth.

But I didn't even dare to say it in a joking tone.

This is the year I like him. I never knew the feeling of liking someone like this. I will pay attention to his emotions, inquire about his preferences, and inquire about his news.

Every day before going to bed, when I was writing my diary, I would check my phone to see if there was any news about him on the forum.

Seeing what danger he encountered outside, I was happy that he was safe and sound but worried that he had encountered such a dangerous monster. When he was in danger, I would not be by my side.

But what if I'm by your side?
I'm not as strong as him, and I'm not qualified to go out with them on missions.

X, month, x, 20XX.

This is the fifth year that I have a crush on him, and I never thought that I would have a crush on someone for five years.

In the past five years, I have rarely had the opportunity to have too much contact with him. He is not on a mission outside, and when he comes back, he is helping to build the Dawn City. He is busy all day and disappears. I tell myself every time, don’t Don't worry, it should be your own who can't run, he is so busy, and in the last days, how can he be in the mood to talk about love?
Everyone is busy surviving.

If it weren't for Dawn City, my life would be very difficult.

I tried to forget such a person, but I wanted to forget, his outline became clearer and clearer, this might be my doom.

Like, it's hard to have a crush on someone.

When will he notice me? ?
……

Seventh year.

I haven't had any breakthroughs with him, if anything, we've spent more time together, does that count?

They all say the seven-year itch, but why do I like him more and more.

How many seven years can a girl have? I am tired and sad, but when I think of not liking him, I feel even sadder.

tenth year.

He and I picked up an ordinary orange cat outside without mutation.

This is rare and rare.

In fact, I don’t like cats. I don’t like small animals like cats, cats and dogs, but in order to have more opportunities to get in touch with him, I endured my lack of love and brought this orange cat back. I named the orange cat Qingqing, which has a mild homonym. I hope one day I can call him so affectionately.

My parents have been persuading me to go on a blind date.

The life in the last days is over, and I can hardly explain my reasons anymore. My parents are old, and they really want to see me get married and have children, and want to entrust me to a man who loves me, but what should I do? Say, I have liked a boy for a full ten years.

It took me a full ten years from being strangers to getting to know each other, and now being able to get along like friends.

I hate that I have no courage in the face of emotions.

……

No. 12 years.

I finally chose to express my heart to him.

It wasn't until this day that I realized that not all people can go both ways, and not all people can get what they want after being obsessed with it for a long time.

Did he say it's not good to be friends?

Not good, not good at all.

I've had enough of being friends.

Goodbye to my 12 years.

I don't love anymore.

……

Shi Qinghe read the diary from beginning to end, and he wiped away the uncontrollable tears on his face.

He was such a jerk, the queen mother knew it later, and made a girl secretly fall in love with him for 12 years.

This diary records her heavy love.

And he actually enjoyed a girl's precious 12 years, consuming her love.

How could he be such an asshole?

How could he subconsciously laugh at himself every time he doubted whether Lu Yaoyao was interested in him or not. If he had been more confident in himself before, maybe she didn't need her to express his feelings first, but him.

If he didn't like her, how could he still find time every time Lu Yaoyao came to see him, even though he was very busy?
If he didn't like her, why would he share his affairs with Lu Yaoyao?

If he didn't like her, how could he subconsciously deny her when Lu Yaoyao expressed his intentions, and wanted to continue to be friends?

He was afraid, he was worried that they would not be able to get together.

But he was worried about the use of these, so he denied himself without even trying.

He has been single for a long time and has never been in a relationship. When he heard that someone liked him for many years, he panicked all of a sudden.

Shi Qinghe reached out and slapped herself.

Then Shi Qinghe got up, picked up Qingqing who was still eating food, and ran outside with the diary in one hand.

He's going to Shangjing to find her, and he wants to tell her that this time it's him who loves her.

Shi Qinghe didn't know where Lu Yaoyao's home in Shangjing was.

He waited until he got out of the car, only to find that his cell phone had been left at Lu Yaoyao's home in Dawn City.

Fortunately, he kept his resident card in his pocket all the time, so he took a car to the office hall in the first ring of Shangjing City, and after a lot of effort, he found out about Lu Yaoyao's home.

He looked at the slightly sloppy self in front of him, booked a hotel, washed and tidied himself up, and then went out to buy gifts.

Shi Qinghe is very thankful that he has stored a lot of energy coins on the resident card, so that he can forget to bring his mobile phone and buy things as he likes.

"I want to go back. Thank you for taking the time to go shopping with me today."

Shi Qinghe was paying the bill, picking up the gift she just bought, when she heard a familiar voice, she just turned her head and saw the beautifully dressed Lu Yaoyao.

On weekdays, Lu Yaoyao always wears casual or combat uniforms, and never wears skirts and high heels.

How can Shi Qinghe not understand this outfit?

She is dating.

Shi Qinghe clenched the gifts and fruits she was carrying, and resisted not rushing forward.

Is he one step too late?
Or were they just ordinary friends? Why did he never mention that Lu Yaoyao had such a close male "friend"?

Shi Qinghe stared viciously at the hands stroking Lu Yaoyao's hair.

In the past, he only saw this movement on Ji Heng and Xu Bai.

Realizing that they were going to look this way, Shi Qinghe immediately turned his head away and raised his hand.

"Come on, take me home."

After hearing this, Shi Qinghe looked in their direction again and followed behind them.

He didn't know what he was going to do, he just wanted to know who this man was and if they were...

Shi Qinghe took a deep breath, raised her hand and touched the cat bag on her chest, it seemed that this was the only way to convince herself that Lu Yaoyao still liked her.

Her hand was held up by this man! !
Shi Qinghe stared, wanting to growl, but opened his mouth, but did not speak out.

He is very contradictory, but also very tangled.

He wanted Lu Yaoyao to be happy, and he hoped that this happiness could be given to her by him, but as long as he thought of her diary, he would not dare to appear in front of her.

If now is what she wants, he has missed those 12 years with her, will it interfere with her happiness?
(End of this chapter)